Sem 3 Week 8

Lundi- I’m damn damn freaking busy huh. Lalala~ the first thing I did when I’m not afraid of anything is gone to work knowing the next day got exam. The feeling is guilty and I should work smarter if I want. Huh.. However, in just one week I made a lump sum of meso. Merci lao tian yeye. Now I just want to continue this kind of life and settle down. Continue to work, look see look see for experience and opportunity. Let see how different people walk through their life.

While doing survey at hospital, you see people with mixed up feelings. We, human never want to be grateful when we got complete organ, healthy body and can perform daily activities.

At dong zen temple, we experienced monk lifestyle. So peace, so calm. I can forget anything but not the peacefulness. I wish I could settle down. Means, I can get enough rest and do what I’ve plan. Some of me-time. I think time is so precious that I wanna be a little selfish and keep it to myself. sorry… ><

Huh.. today mr.vinay is unhappy again. Lao tian yeye… please please please let him be happy and have an open heart to teach us. I don’t wish any of us make him miserable.

Mardi- class as usual. After that stayed back with zhen han and and both ah lings to discuss about our MICE assignment. Freaking tired I guess. Sleep. hahas..

Marcredi- so fast it’s Wednesday already lur. After class, had lunch. Both ah lings came to my place. Chat with yi ling and Elaine sudah jadi babi. I needed to appreciate each and every moment with yi ling lor. She is going to fly ler. Hopefully we will have memorable days. :P after they went back, I studied a bit and rest.

Jeudi- work work work. happy happy go work. hmnn.. tomolo is public holidays. Quite less patients. I went to pyramid redeemed auntie annes. Very tired o. went home washed clothes and rushed to uni. Reach there baru find out briefing cancel. Not bad~ everyone is like coming from home/ waited till 4pm. Omituofo~ after that, we yam cha at tong pak fu. Yum yum glutinous rice ball. :P me likey. Hehe.. and then take bus go to mid valley. Just 3mins and train arrived. Lucky me. Hehe.. reached home at 9.30pm lik tat. Bathed, settle down and went to daddy’s house.

Vendredi- yes. I am still cold war with him. Grrr… did my notes and went out yam cha at night. I love my darlings. They are all so adorable. Hehe.. and then is my long long lost friend. We meet once a year only. Due to time constraint and needed to make living. He is crazyfroggie. We are friends for 6years le. He droved to MCD pd. First time go yam cha till so far. Hahahs…

Samedi- wakey up early. damn that glass of coffee. One coffee is enough to make me stay awake for 2 days. Great! Is like drug. Hahas.. did reading and went to gai gai. I wondered if I did not read and play till the max during weekend. What will happen lerh..? weekdays time already not enough use. If I still din guai guai, hmnn… nvm bah.

Dimanche- wake up, eat and sleep back. I guess by this time, caffeine in my body is eliminated. Thank you for making me so hyper and awake. Lol.. gotta go back to sunway later. There goes week 8. Jia you bah. I can only relax to watch my drama after submission and final. How I wish internship is here. So I could continue living in working environment while doing things I like. No worries of assignment and exam. I guess I am not ready 100% into study life yet. I worked part time and still in the mood to work.  

Sem 3 Week 7

Yeay~ I’ve made up my mind. A monthly wishlist/ to-do-list to fill up my life. :D

-RM1k monthly income J

-Getting 2 long pants one white, and another is burgundy

-Getting skirt as well.

-Should I do treatment or cut em..? dilemma. Cut fringe/ remain z..? hahas.. I know I’ll look like lut tut with bangs. Hahahs.. never fail to make ppl laugh! Any idea what to do with my hair..? :E

-Going for camp, did some charity,

-Be “vegetarian” for 9 days. I can’t find any pure one~ lol

What else should I get for myself..? hmnn.. most of the things in my wishlist, I already make them come true n they are with me now. Should I just get the Burberry handbag..? I heart it so muchie~ lol.. that one later bah.

Well, when income increases, expenditure increases. Guess I need to control myself ald. Can’t spend recklessly. All is hard earned money. J Nothing I’m getting for myself ady. Just a simple+ peaceful life. Now, all $$$ going to bank. Bank à Fixed Deposit à Compound investment à Asset and I can retire. With few millions and the money tree grow by itself; I can have the life I want. Not to worry Imma gonna lose my job anytime. I am someone who works for the sake of pleasure. It is not a job after I got asset to cover my daily living cost. If you buy thing you don’t need, you’ll end up selling things you need.

Dimanche- It’s a typical Sunday where we went pasar for breakfast. Stayed at home did our own stuff. When you’re not afraid, what will you do..? While I was travelling back to hostel, I finished reading “who moved my cheese”. Basically it teaches you how to adapt to changes based on observation and find your way out through the maze. Imma blessed and impressed how it was related by Dr.Spencer Johnson. Thanks for this piece of good work. ^^ gonna make well use of it in my life.

Lundi- Today was the 7^th class we had with Dr.Ann. I guess ppl just has different perception on her just because she was too aggressive in her questioning and so on. She is a good lady de lorh. And then got news that mid term for statistic and marketing. Mr.Vinay classes went well too. May god bless him and everyone of us. I’ve received special gifts from siong jo anne. J hahahs… she gave me a pair of Tous earring out of the blue. Thank cute very very muchie. I’ll use them often yea~ ^^ may u be showered by blessing too. K la. Tomolo got marketing midterm. Now go sleep. later wake up study. Jia you~ !!!! and after that, I’ve chat with Terry (my owner the guy). Hahas.. he very geng de lerh. He knows a lot stuff from feng shui till interior design. After 2 months they are shifting to their new house at kota kemuning. Means, my house will not have owner anymore. This is the reason we are so close nowadays. T.T hearing this news my heart tik tok tik tok. I know that the last thing I can do is, help them to take care of this warm lovely house. Thank you miss tan+ terry for all these year care+blessing. I learnt that when you bless others, you receive blessing too. J btw, Terry taught me some investment knowledge and basis surviving skills. I dunnoe how to put them in words, I only know, I am living my life now! At this moment it’s true. The past (experience or memory) they are past tense. and the future is not known yet. Do what I deem fit now for it will guide me to the next step. Without making the first step, there is no 2^nd and future. What happen on the past doesn’t count anymore. Neither positive nor negative there are nothing. No value. What you are in the future is a myth. It might change any second. Everything is counter influencing. I am appreciating and grateful at that moment. I cherish coz I noe it’ll never be the same anymore. A very good example, I take out a piece of tissue paper.

Now: it’s tissue paper, and I’m wiping it on my face

After: inside rubbish bin, and it’s rubbish

Future: from the rubbish bin, it might be going to factory to recycle or become fertilizer. Something new.

From here we can see that, whatever you do now, it’ll become 2^nd and then future. . .  and future is not fixed. We don’t know where the rubbish be going.

Situation 2.

Now: I take a piece of tissue. I wrote hand phone number on it.

After: it’s my contact list temporally

Future: I may be keeping it, lost it or throw it into dustbin already.

See, same piece of tissue, being treated differently in every step result in something new that are different. This is how we walk our life. And he shared many more on hot+ ice water. How to deal with selfish ppl and so on. He make me laugh a lot. Miss Tan never forget to bring me chocolate whenever she is back from her flight. Each time I open freezer, I’ll see a packet of high end chocolates in the tenant corner. She treat all of us so well that she deserved to be bless in life. Conclusion, good ppl got good karma. This is also the longest conversation we had together. Thank you for that knowledge on how to live my life to the fullest without looking back and afraid of things. Reading+ meeting ppl made me be so brave that I became a better me. 

Mardi- just the beginning of the week I’m ald very tired. Hahas.. it’s okay. Being tired is an enjoyment also. huh~ woke up and quickly went to uni. Studied a bit and did the test. Thank god mr.philip showed us mercy. Hahas.. went to chilled a while. And then we have MICE class. Urghh.. my reading still not yet catch up till there. My bad. >< after statistic, ivan, Elaine and I waited for someone at library. Sleep sleep .zzzz..z.zz.. registered for Buddhism camp. Hooray. And then also agreed to work for David. jia you! went home, settle down and now blogging in relaxing mood. Finished my sales report earlier on. I deserved a sweet escape right. Hahas..

My little planning for the rest of the days:

Wednesday- statistic notes, FNB, Accommodation

Thursday- going to PPUM for work. At night do accommodation presentation.

Friday- Accommodation class, MICE assignment and then go camp lurr. Hehe..

Saturday- I’m whole day attached. Rest. Do statistic reading

Sunday- Work for David. Read through statistic and fnb management.

Sem 3 Week 6

Without any traces, it’s week 6. Half a semester weyh… it’s scary when u don’t know what you’ve learn for the past 6 weeks right. Hahahs… time flies when they are filled with joy. That means I’ve been very happy for the past 6 weeks. Is a good thing. J

Lundi- woke up early. to my surprise, chanel is back. T.T she just went back sban for like 1 day. Hahahas.. she offered to go uni together. Happi. J good things happen when u are full with positive charges. Hehe.. presentation went well. All thanks to choral speaking and queen guide. It gives me bravery to stand in front of everyone and present. Had qs. And then is mr.vinay class. I forgive him for having this attitude. But I can’t forgive myself getting bullied without a logic reason. I’m angry at myself more than him. I am 20yrs old. I should be able to speak for my own right when something is wrong. Thank god it’s safe and sound. Miracle is just another word for hardworking. Gonna start my engine and study like a mad. Action speaks louder than word. Only my result shows that I’m serious or a fool! 

Assignment list:

CRS à ITà Accommodation à and then MICE. I may seem like “kan cheong”. In my perception, last minute work no quality and u just struggle within yourself. Y not do it earlier and slowly so u can complete it on time. Perhaps different people will put their first choice/ importance differently. It is just a gentle reminder. No offence kay. 

We met for a reason, is either you were a blessing or a lesson. I KNOW I deserve better, so you were definitely a lesson. :))

Thank cute for coming into my life. I am grateful that you’re seriously enough to handle me. Hahahs… I’m going to learn the lesson you teach and use it well. It’s time to let it go~ merci…

i don't usually post my selca pic in my bloggie. since i've got something i would like to congratulate myself. tadaa...

 there are lotsa bear bear+ a tortoise cheering for me. How happily there are. Yippie.. :D

Mercredi- lol.. if u got something nice for the first time, u would expect more in the future. I am gonna do some research on parasurama when imma free. I wonder how he got all the theory of service. One of the reason I joined this industry is because of service. With my sincere <3 at="at" doing="doing" everywhere="everywhere" go.="go." i="i" service="service" span="span" wanna="wanna" while="while">J hehe.. Thank god it class went well. Double check with lecturer about assignment. Huh… jinja aaa~~~ after that we had MCD. Yi ling first time driving us girls out. Woohoo.. nice. She is so successful. I’m still like.. eerr.. hahhas.. don’t care larh. Had my beloved fried chicken. Head back home. Vacuum room, and then fall asleep. Woke up bathed and start lingering around. Lol.. it’s my favorite time of the year. Not sales. It’s raining season. My mood boast up, my mentality+ mindset and everything just positive. I washed my curtain. So, outside can see inside, inside can see outside. I on-ed yiruma’s songs. So calm. Just din put therapeutic oil. I scared later I fall asleep again. Hahas.. start reading marketing. I love marketing, I love sales, I love fnb. Basically I love everything hospitality! Hahahs… ohh.. I might be going Buddhist camp next week. camping camping. It’s 9^th god emperor period. Hence, it would be good, reduce meat intake, and go pai pai. Sorry couldn’t go Ampang temple this year round. L then, I read an article. Besides this article, I actually thought of, what make me wake up every morning and continue living..? Instead of chasing my dreams, open restaurant n so on. . . should I like give chances to underprivileged people to chase their dreams..? Should I work my whole life of, enjoyed luxury (if I want, I can) or I should volunteer myself. Not much $$$ but every day, u live well+better. Lol.. So holy of me. After all, I’m still thinking what I want for my next 10yrs. I heard n read about ppl living in poverty. In another FB feed, few minutes of air balloon ride for rm100. I would rather that money being donated than used this way. Perhaps I should work harder, earn plenty and then create a foundation. Just see which way is more beneficial to them bah. SIMPLICITY~

Jeudi- a lot of reading and lack of sleeping do me no good. Arghh.. during work, or waiting for bussie, I’m so tired. No energy at all. I don’t this kind of me. That day I just did 60 surveys. Better than nothing. Finger cross it will be better nx round. Jia you. I left earlier, no mood mah. Then went to pyramid. Huh.. Bought a lot of noodles. Noodles jiu noodles larh. Pattern banyak banyak. I spent like 4hrs shopping alone. T.T elaino+ benji~ where are u guys wor..? teehee.. and then the taylor bus came late and I met a Julian. He’s nice. It’s been a while since I’m so talkative, active and smile so much. Thank cute~ ^^

Vendredi- it’s flyday. Hahahs.. I was late to class. Not enuf sleep everythg also gg. Got to nom nom mocha. Thanks symphony+ ivan for the offer~ btw, ur name sounds really really pretty just like u. J Around 8pm, went to mamee friend’s house. Her son is marrying. Hahas.. at there, I met my long lost love-hate art Teacher Jason. I love him, because he is the one who teach me how to draw, paint, play plaster of Paris and gave me art sense. I hate him because mamee ask me learn singing from him. I am afraid to sing. So I quite. Hahahs.. anyway, if got chance, I want proceed to oil painting. His drawing very very beautiful de.

Samedi- I appreciated the Asia Laksa! We watched painted skin 2 together just like painted skin 3yrs ago. I’m someone who is willing to give up the whole forest just for that particular tree. What about u..? :P

Sem 3 Week 5

Lundi- Dear Lao Tian Yeye,

Thank you for allowing me be on time to class today,

Thank you for letting me presents my intro well,

Thank you for blessing me with good food,

Thank you for blessing me with a lot of joy and laughter,

Thank you for letting me able to do the best for small test, I promise to study smart!

Thank you for letting Ben getting back his galaxy note,

Thank you for releasing Mr.Vinay grudge, I promise to be a good girl!

Thank you for giving Ben and I attendance,

Thank you for having supportive friends and roommate,

Thank you for letting me become MC for the food promotions,

Thank you for letting me fills up PTPTN successfully,

Thank you for giving me courage to do all room chores and washed clothes,

Thank you for blessing the HOPE kids. Chanel bought the polo tee, I hope she is blessed

Thank you for opening my mind; I’ve got a topic to present

Thank you for blessing me with courage to go through today despite being very very scared deep inside.

Thank you. and before imma head to bed, J

Please bless my parents to be pink in health,

Please bless both my brothers and sister-in-law,

Please bless my cousins,

Please bless my friends especially mei kee,

Please bless house owner who went oversea,

Please bless my kai ma,

Please bless daddy’s family members,

And lastly, please bless my hubby boy. I hope he got a good day.

I miss my mom badly~ T.T

Mardi- went to class. anticipated chua chua arrival to taylor lakeside. i felt soooo comfy around ppl that i know them and they know me well. coz i don't need to care for my attitude and words. all my very "chuan" geh personality can show up again. i can offend them as much as i want. hahas.. unlike a civilize world where ur words is equal to life and death. she told me all about her current work. her different mentality and different pathways among us. we, whole gang throwing our life to earn a piece of expensive paper called degree cert. while we busy with our lives, she busy duplicating $$$. by the time we all start n finish work, she can retire liao. awesome~ it sound crazy. but for me, it's fascinating. who tell u to go to school..? who want u to best in academic wise..? was it urself..? i agreed a good foundation will give u good future. but a good choice and pathways will lead u to success. to all my friends, no matter which way u choose, what you do, i'll support you. i will question u to understand ur situation and wanna know what give u courage to take this path. i'll be ur listener when u have trouble. imma never ever let u go. life is too beautiful for u to waste 50yrs working and not enjoying it. y not work 10yrs, practices life-long learning, and the entire, spent as how u want it. :) good luck to those pioneer.

Marcredi- went to uni. and again i love miss soo sien class. well done. bravo. never fail to let me learn something which not only useful to business n work but life. went to eat nasi goreng kampung at suriamas and head to ss15 ask for UK uni. lol.. after all, i still like taylor lakeside. hahas.. came back home. and this is what i wanna tell you. yes... i'm dumping you. get lost from my memory. i don't want u to stay here. arghhh... you've been in my brain for > 3 months. it's time for game over~ buhbye...

Jeudi- lalalalalaa… woke up quickly and took bussie to PPUM. Then I start my work. hehe… I love love love this job sooo much. Relaxing. If you want more, u be more hardworking. If you feel like tired, you take a rest or go slowly. J of course I’ll continue this job till end of October. Hehe.. jia you jia you Teddy Lim. After that, went home and start packing. Coz imma not going to work on Friday and overnight at yi ling’s place. Hooray.. very excited lor. Girl’s nite nite is always awesome. J spend dinner with le bunch of KKB’s with yao yao+ sian sian+ kay hui. Fyi, kay hui is ccy gf. Teehee… it’s a happy happy night. Food was yummie. Everything was good! Past midnight, went to yi ling hse. Bath and get ready to oioi. Had slow motion chat. Really glad to spend a night together gather. Dunnoe y, the kk trip feel is back. In the morning, nope… it’s le noon. Had yong tau foo. Okie okie only. We headed to kl. Btw, ivan very weird. Wherever he go, he can sneeze n get flu. He is a ‘lam tauhu’. Hahhas… walked to H&M. after looking at their range of clothing, I could only say not ngam me. Somehow, they r adult size n design where I only wear a kid’s size. I mean my pants and skirts. Still prefer Asia. They will have cutting that fit me. Le me likey times square and sg.wang. They offer awesome range of clothing. Actually it depend de lorh. If u want wear branded, of course u don’t shop at this kind of place. If u wants wear nice nice but not a designer product jiu is those sg.wang+times square geh. Even those qualities can classify where u got em and what social class u is.  This is what Taylor’s Lakeside taught me for past 2 years.  Ivan got competition at night. So, we gotta rush rush and go back. Lano din get to buy shoes. I saw the pants I aimed for. Since in a rush, I just give up. One does not simply buy things in rush. Respect the power of purchasing. Packed and now I am back to hostel lur.. this weekend imma not going back sban. Partly is to ground myself finish up assignment and rehab. Too much of travelling give me headache. This weekend is me time. I want do things I thought of but not finished. Checklist:

Monday= miracle day; 5mins speech presentation. And I swear I;m gonna score f&b management paper with flying colour. I don’t care who is teaching or what is in the content. When I want it, checkmate! I shall show you undefeatable mighty Teddy’s willpower+ strength.

IT- assignment. Left a little bit bit only. Gambateh.

Rdod M= spend time do research on this. I got some sample of em liao. Just need to double check.

Okay.. everything is alright when I am done with these 3 friends. J

Think positively, act positively and positive things happen around you. miracle day~

Suddenly hor, my bloggie website dunnoe got what virus thing. Ishh…  don’t bully my bloggie kay. K la. Now start do IT. +U+U~

Samedi- hola~ it’s a weekend that I plan to stay at hostel. Woke up early to go market. Got some fruits and food. Meet elaino. She’s going back to melacca for something. may he rest in peace. After that, stayed at home, eat, watch kimchi drama and took a nap. Arhh… so sweet. J start doing my CC essay. Partly most of it is done. Just need to rephrase and double check. Hopefully is a nice one. Able to let them feel something. hehe.. hmnn.. very lazy. Since what I’ve plan go accordingly, I shall continue with more dramas. Hahahs… suddenly, chanel came back and asked whether I wanna go back sban anot. I rejected her. If I go, I need to come back here alone. Nono~ hehe.. just like that, I did some work, enjoyed my very own Saturday. Likey it.

Dimanche- woke up naturally on ur bed is like the best best best thing in the world. And I’ve got a dream. If the dream happened few months back, I shall be very happy. But.. errr… I’ve changed. So, this dream is kinda a nightmare. I no longer in the same frequency with him (I hope so). And I don’t wish this dream come true. It’s a love triangle. Since I’ve said it, it will not happen. Hahahas…  yes, I admit I’m naughty. I’ve got crush, I’ve got a boyfriend. Quickly went to steam mantau and bak chang. Yippie.. and then, miracle happen. I love the way the Universe work. Thank you owner for donating, thank you for supporting me. I’m grateful that you’re kind. Kind ppl will get bless no matter where they go. You’re one of em. J gonna do my memorizing and accommodation management assignment. Jia you! I love the way miche miche and I sit together and laugh like sakai-es. Hahahhas.. is like imma having a younger sister. ^^