My AIESEC

Hello, how are you..?
How long has it been since I last joined a club/ society..?
I couldn't remember. Whenever there is a chance or opportunity, I say to myself, next time. Maybe when situation get better, I've got more free time then I'll join. This is how I hypnotized myself for the past 3 years in university.

Once I am in university, I did not thought of joining any extra-curricular activities. There are not important. I asked senior and it's not necessary so I tend to give way. Slowly, I became professional introvert and anti-social. Just like an otaku (nerd). I know I am friendly and out-going but the thing I am doing right now is not in line with myself. I see my friends join student council, dancing, this and that. They are all happy creating university memories. Meanwhile, me on the other hand, feeling something is missing in me. I've got fear and barrier/ limitation that I created by myself even up to now. My excuses are always, no transport, later go home late night, I've got assignment to rush, my dissertation, neglect my bf, none of my friend joining, maybe cannot go back hometown on weekend and the list goes on non-stop. See, there are 99% of feedback telling me not to do. But deep down inside me, there is this burning hot 1% supporting me to do. All those 99% excuses are not from me actually. There are situation/ circumstances created by others thinking they are actually for the sake of me. The answer is no. Those 99% is other people priority. Not mine also. So, I decided to speak up for myself. Now, is all about me me me and me. My time, my life, my choice. Assignment/ dissertation/ examination? Have they ever stop haunting us..? They have been chewing up my 13 years and I need to stop giving them a damn.

I want to claim back the 2 years of university life that I sold off. The people that I did not get to meet, the fun I did not get to enjoy, the chances which I gave up on. Now, I want back that life. Actually, I want to help myself to be less introvert (one of my weaknesses) and learn to socialize. I keep saying meet new people and learn from them. How can I do it.

After browsing for the club/societies available in my uni,  I decided I want to join AIESEC. You may ask why AIESEC. Simply because it is something that suit my attitude and personality. It's something I like. I believe I can get abundance new experience and opportunity to go for an exchange. Yayy.. Go oversea.

First round, it was an online assessment. I think that was the last few day of assignment submission/ exam. I reach home at 1 am. I saw someone post it on Facebook. I click in and start dilemma-ing. Should I, or should I not. huh... I asked my bestie, Mei Kee. Well, you can get to know a lot things and meet new friends. But we've got enough of these kind of activities thing during our high school. Yeah.. I agreed with what she said as we are the one going through all those battle in high school together. Our extra-curricular activities scored 90 and above out of hundreds.

Then, I have a chat with hubby boy. Because he is someone important too, I need to seek his opinion. Not to the extend whatever he say I do. I just want to know his response is a yay or nay. He say, I don't mind if you join. Is a good thing also. Just manage your time properly. No rejection from two of my closest human. Hence, I fill in the super long questionnaire till 3 am in the morning. The next day, I still got class. I'm quite excited yet scared. Well, weather chosen or not I don't mind. As I already make my first move. At least, I TRIED!

After my study break, I went for an interview session from 4 pm to 6 pm.  I attended the interview. I thought it was just for few minutes and I could leave. No. The interview lasted till 6 pm sharp. They started of with ice-breaking and then introduction of AIESEC. Most of us are not confident about what is AIESEC actually. Next is individual interview. I've go a cute question. He is someone bold and his family members are all bold. How do I sell a comb to him? Could you think of any answer..? Haha.. The next day is my final management accounting paper. Worst is, I did not study anything yet. Oh...my... And that doesn't mean I will get selected also. Out of 100 students, they will be selecting 30 students only. One thing is, I am happy. I know exam is important. Everyone at AIESEC is student too. They have studies, so do I. When they can and I can handle too.

One phrase I learn from Jia En. Instead of think out of the box, why not take 3 steps backwards and see a clearer picture of everything. Sometimes, we do not need to be complicated and always out of the box. All we need is to be able to see not only the surface but also deep inside.

That end my trial story. Do you think I've been selected to be an AIESECer..?

Thank you for taking part in the interview. We are sorry to let you wait and let you scroll for so long (yea.. the mail was long and I keep scrolling downwards). Last word was, congratulations. You have been selected.

Whootss... Imma happy kid. And I am proud to be a member of this leading organization. It is something I want and I got in. Out of many student out there, I've been selected. It's not easy yet not that hard to join. Shall I rephrase it to nothing is impossible and difficult. All you need is passion. The rest, you can leave it to God.

I remember I told Mr.Patrick (an experienced lecturer) I want to join AIESEC. And he say, go for it. It's an international platform. I just say for fun and now I really manage to realize it. It is also one of my resolution to join this NGO organization. Well, I manage to fulfill one of my target again. Happy....

On 17th August 2013, there was an Induction Day for new member. Back then, I was having semester break.  I don't mind waking up early to take the 6.30am KTM from Seremban back to uni. Some say I am crazy. Yea.. When it is something I like, I give all my might to do it.

I was late by 30 minutes. By the time I step into the lecture theater, I could feel the positive momentum that attract me to be there. From that moment on wards, I know why I am an AIESECer.

Kuma Love Story

We were both young when I first saw you.
I close my eyes and the flashback starts:
I'm standing there on a balcony in summer air.

See the lights; see the party, the ball gowns.
See you make your way through the crowd
and say, "Hello,"
Little did I know...

That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles,
And my daddy said, "Stay away from Juliet"
And I was crying on the staircase
Begging you, "Please don't go"
And I said...

Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone.
I'll be waiting; all that's left to do is run.
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess,
It's a love story, baby, just say, "Yes."

So I sneak out to the garden to see you.
We keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew
So close your eyes... escape this town for a little while.
Oh, oh.

'Cause you were Romeo – I was a scarlet letter,
And my daddy said, "Stay away from Juliet."
But you were everything to me,
I was begging you, "Please don't go."
And I said...

Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone.
I'll be waiting; all that's left to do is run.
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess.
It's a love story, baby, just say, "Yes."

Romeo, save me, they're trying to tell me how to feel.
This love is difficult but it's real.
Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess.
It's a love story, baby, just say, "Yes."

Oh, oh.

I got tired of waiting
Wondering if you were ever coming around.
My faith in you was fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town.
And I said...

"Romeo, save me, I've been feeling so alone.
I keep waiting for you but you never come.
Is this in my head? I don't know what to think."
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring and said...

"Marry me, Juliet, you'll never have to be alone.
I love you, and that's all I really know.
I talked to your dad – go pick out a white dress
It's a love story, baby, just say, "Yes."

Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh.

'Cause we were both young when I first saw you.

You think I’ll only provide you with lyrics in this post..? No No…

There is this U-tube video too. You may consider listening to it while reading my post. Got special effect de. Haha… I wonder if anyone doesn't know this lovely song. :P Love Story

Have you check out the history of this song..? You can go Google/ Wikipedia. Nah.. The link is also provided for you. History of Love Story- Taylor Swift This is going to be a long long post also.

No worries. Some ancient pictures are uploaded to surprise you. Teehee…

If you do read Wikipedia, I've got same thought with Taylor Swift. This song is based on the story of Romeo and Juliet by William Shakespeare. Taylor Swift thought that Romeo and Juliet love story was a tragedy. I agree. It is too sad to be separated with your love one. Luckily, both also got sacrificed. Not one alive and another died like Titanic. (Enough of being cold-hearted) She thought that if it were a little different on the plot, it would be the best love story ever told. High 5 Taylor Swift. Whenever I listen to friends/drama/books tragedy love story, I’m like . . .  I’ll love and embrace like I them, but I don't want a bad ending. So in love de couple, why want to end up so sadly. Arghh.. I’ll get angry, felt injustice coz it’s not balance. A chinese version of this will be "liang shan bo yu zhu yin tai". >.<’’ 

When I first listen to love story it reflect on my own love story. Yeaahh.. I've got a love story similar to this song too. I’ll extract part of the song to tell some stories about my love life.

My love life is easy. Our first love, started on 16.12.2007 and still going on lively. That’s it. No ex, no short term separation, no family objection, no this, no that, nothing. “KISS” concept.

We got official right after this night. :)

We were both young when I first saw you.

I close my eyes and the flashback starts:

I'm standing there on a balcony in summer air.

(he no shave for many days and I look noob) T.T

My 15th birthday celebration

We both start officially at the age of 15 and another one 17. Trololol… So young weyh. And we knew each other at age of me:14 and him:16. Nah, this explain the first phrase of the song. Haha…And then I met him during summer. Is November still summer..? Well, in Malaysia every day is summer.

Hand make cookies for his birthday. ^^

Can you guess what's the writing on top..?

See the lights; see the party, the ball gowns.

See you make your way through the crowd

and say, "Hello,"

Little did I know...

How did I meet this handsome cute guy… I study in an all-girl school. And he study at all boy school. And then we are at different age. Cannot have same tuition also. I think destiny/ fate brought us together. Back then, I seldom mix with guy. I just got the Convent School Girl Syndrome. Oopps.. I just feel like guy don’t exist in my world other than family members and cousins. So, I got chance to join a camp organize by Nan Yang Student Club Seremban (Nan Jue) . The date that I first see him was 27.11.2006.

 Nan Jue Logo

I remembered clearly. It was a 4 days 3 nights camp in a Chinese primary school. On the 3^rd night, the camp has a tradition where guy find a partner and perform couple dance. Huh… Cannot be girl girl/ boy boy. So this guy introduces himself, held my hand and we dance all night. First time my hand held by a stranger guy. Little did I know,he is my prince charming. And this stranger guy is still holding on my little hand.  (This is not the original scene. The scene is only in our memories. This picture was taken when we return as XXXX committee and is not this camp also)

That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles,

And my daddy said, "Stay away from Juliet"

And I was crying on the staircase

Begging you, "Please don't go"

And I said...

I did not leave my contact to anyone. I’m just 14 years old back then. I am still me that I am not using to chat with people. But I got his contact. So, we start text each other. We don’t really start. It was just being friends; crush, more than friends and after one year only we start. That year, I got major exam like PMR and he got SPM. We build our foundation strongly. What I like is, every night for 365 days, without fail, he will send me a text. Then we both go to bed. Our way of saying good night to each other. I'm still keeping those cute messages. 

My Romeo

My diary with him. Shhh~~ The details of our happening is inside.

Our first baby bear a.k.a "ding ching sun met"

Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone.

I'll be waiting; all that's left to do is run.

You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess,

It's a love story, baby, just say, "Yes."

Someday later, we both fell for each other. Sweetly, we agreed to be each other prince and princess. It’s our love story.

The vow: invisible, irremovable couple ring

So I sneak out to the garden to see you.

We keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew

So close your eyes... escape this town for a little while.

Oh, oh.

Back then, I am really too young. Mom doesn't agree I am in a relationship. She says I should finish my studies first. And my dad often works at other state. Only my mom takes care of everything. I've got to lie to meet him outside. And then he drop me somewhere far ( to avoid eyes), not right in front of my house. Hahahaha… Both of us go on secret date. We are afraid of people seeing us holding hand. We are afraid of going public places. I am the one that will freak out. Because my relatives/ those aunties/ friends all are at my hometown. It’s an underground love. Trololol… I've got curfew that time. I can only go outing with “friend” until 5-6 pm evening. Later than that, I will get summon for questionnaires.

'Cause you were Romeo – I was a scarlet letter,

And my daddy said, "Stay away from Juliet."

But you were everything to me,

I was begging you, "Please don't go."

And I said...

Why..? For most of the relationship, the daddy will say “stay away from Juliet”..? Is it daddy is not willing to let go of her princess to another guy..? My dad, when he found out I’m seeing a guy, he got so fierce and did not talk with me for several weeks, months, and years. :(  That was what happens. He doesn't like me hanging out with guys. We wanted me to focus in studies. I didn't beg anyone neither my dad nor my boyfriend. I just ignore (the thing I’m good at doing) like nothing happen.  Hahahahaa… I know whatever I want, my parents sure will allow. I'm just afraid he might give up half way. Like many many people did towards their first love/ puppy love. >.<

Romeo, save me, they're trying to tell me how to feel.

This love is difficult but it's real.

Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess.

It's a love story, baby, just say, "Yes."

He got headache because of my "lau kei" attitude

He is my superhero

Become my toy

Make me smile

Shadowing and protecting me

comfort me the most

Gave me the best place to cry

All love is difficult. Sometimes, we got mess out of it. And a lot of mouths will teach you how to feel, how to settle. All I did was shut up everyone and listen to myself. I don’t know about him. I just follow my instinct. When problems/ arguments occur between us, he got the headache and responsible to solve it. He is the rational+ logical+ analytically + problem solving party. I’m the emotional party that support crying and throwing tantrum. But this love is real. Oh yeah.. Usually I’m the troublemaker. Peace.. V(*.*)V

Wondering if you were ever coming around.

My faith in you was fading

When I met you on the outskirts of town.

And I said...

I guess this is the 5 and 6 stage of love ( tolerance and downhill). After honeymoon stage, it is the comfortable stage 3. (For more info, watch Stranger, Again by Wong Fu Production. I'm not providing the link. If you want search yourself at U-tube. This was suppose to be a lovey-dovey post. Haha.) They mention love between couples fade slowly. Hmnn.. I believe in this. I know it happen in most of the relationships out there. It needs infinity tolerance+ efforts to preserve a relationship. Sometimes, I wonder, if he is coming back again to me after a fight. There are so many choices and better girls out there. Why is it me since the beginning and till now... 

Our personalities are so different

"Romeo, save me, I've been feeling so alone.

I keep waiting for you but you never come.

Is this in my head? I don't know what to think."

He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring and said...

I guess we've miss the "strangers, again stage". Where no chance of us separate from each other. I understand him more than he know himself and vice verse. I just keep falling in love with him every time. O.O Since we still got so much time till we proceed to next stage; marriage. In these 10 years I’ll forgo and give ourselves utmost freedom to do whatever we want; to make our dream come true. He will become the best surgeon in nation and I will travel to different countries to experience. In the end, we can rely, take care of each other till white hair grow around us. Our limitations are time and money. Too young to settle down and have kids. No money to support a family with four cutie-pie kids yet. Haha…  If not, I’ll be living in love everyday (thou I’m already am) with a husband and kids.

I, T3ddy take you, Daddy,

To be my husband,

To have and to hold,

from that day forward,

for better, for worse,

for richer, for poorer,

in sickness and in health,

to love and to cherish,

till death do us part,

this is my solemn vow.

Tadaa… My love story. Don't blame me if your diabetes level increases. 

I always think that love that happen during young age is the most pure, honest and innocent. They aren't affected/ polluted by any means such as money, material, power, status, work and etc.

"Marry me, Juliet, you'll never have to be alone.
I love you, and that's all I really know.
I talked to your dad – go pick out a white dress
It's a love story, baby, just say, "Yes."

Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh.

Ahhhh… I hope one day, this will happen on us.

Will he be on this suit then..?

I appreciate my relationship with hubby boy very much.

Cause we were both young when I first saw you.

七夕情人快乐

Today, be grateful. Be grateful for your favorite music, for movies that make you feel good, for your phone that connects you with people, for your computer, of course be grateful for wifi, and for the electricity that lights up your life. Be grateful for air travel that flies you everywhere. Be grateful for the roads and traffic lights that keep the traffic in order. Be grateful for your loved ones, for your eyes that enable you to read this. Be grateful for your imagination. Be grateful that you can think. Be grateful that you can speak. Be grateful that you can laugh and smile. Be grateful that you can breathe. Be grateful that you are alive! Be grateful that you are You! Be ‪#‎grateful that there are two words that can change your life.

In this life, I am grateful to have 4 good, great friends with me since once upon a time. No. Not friends. More than friends, siblings or also can be family members. I know Ashwini since we both in Standard 1 and Shanggari from Standard 2 and eventually Kau Mei Kee from Standard 3. Last but not least, it will be Kok Jeanne. Know her when we were in secondary 1. Time flies. Our friendship had last for 14 years. Last time, we use to see each other everyday in class, at night will be tuition. The only day I am not seeing them would be on a Sunday. lol... I just don't know why I love them so much. 

Me: Do you think we can be together..? I think I fell for you.
Mei Kee: I'll think about it. I think I love you too. I got no boys want also. 
Me: OMG...you want to think about it..? Hell no. (while we are talking about LGTB, Lesbian, Gay, Transexual, Bisexual)

Last week before Raya holidays, we had an outing together-gether. It has been some time since we gather. Sad to say, Shaggy, Ashy, Mei Kee and I gather once/ twice a year nia. While with Jeanne also annually one. Just like 七夕情人. 

Once a year a rainbow is formed joining the land and sky so the guy can climb up to the heaven and meet the fairy girl. Last week, I think I saw people posting rainbow picture. I'm sure they did meet each other. hehe.. Boyfie mom don't encourage me and boyfie to pray at the 7 sisters temple (we tried once before). She say their love is a tragedy, can meet once a year only. My opinion is, they are having true love. Because they can't love each other, they will be blessing others to have true love. Will still worship them.

Here will be tons of picture for you to view. Teehee.. Sorry that the quality not so good. Some taken with my ipod and some with mei kee's phone. I'm going to learn Photoshop soon. So bear with the pimples, dark spot and blah blah blah. I have faith, one day I don't need to edit/ filter the picture. I believe I can have good skin. Bleh...

Started our day at Mcd. yum yum~

 Follow my Instagram:  babylicia

Sing k start lu~

The smartest: Shaggy

She is Indian and I am Chinese. We celebrate both races new years. awesome posum.

Pharmacist-to-be

Ashy and Shaggy

Ashy is half blood Chinese and half Indian

Mei Kee and I

That day, I kissed a lot of air

Don't challenge her in K-room. She win all de. Her vocal ichibang!

I look like some species of hamster over here

Random Selca

I'm a girl sitting like that with a skirt

Trying to fit all myself in the camera

 My beauty queen

 They say she is gorgeous. I say she is mine

 And the party don't start till I walk in~

 I want their big big eyes

 Creepy finger randomly coming out

i've got horn

 Having some oreo-vanilla ice shave at Sweet Hut S2 after bazaar Ramadhan

My lady is invited for selca

I love this picture the most. Yes.. It touches skin-to-skin

And this is Kok Jeanne. Shh~ Don't disturb. 

While we are having fun, 

she is busy being a maid at Tasmania.

Just kidding. I love and misses her a lot. 

XOXO... mmuacks..

so, the picture quality is really terrible. If only I can decide Iphone or Note 3. Hahaha...
This is it, Happy Chinese Valentine my friends.

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