Very Soon

Very soon. Very soon jiu will end this 2^nd last term of my 4 years education.

They say when you are about to die, you will think of all those times when you were younger. I don’t know why, recently, I kept on thinking about the first first time I joined Taylors. Before receiving scholarship. Elder brother fetched me to my first hostel. It all started that drizzling evening when I swear to myself, sacrificing everything I aimed to be here. I must succeed in whatever I do. The least I want is to let my family members down. I know what it is happening around me. The only thing I wish to see is to make them feel proud of me. I remember I don’t have anything. Didn't have bank card, just some money, with my baggage and voila. I reached. That night was the first night I slept alone outside. Excited, nervous, full of curiosity of how tomorrow going to be like.

Slowly, I met some friends and continue my living. From strangers became someone who impacted my life. Pictures of how I first talk to my  first uni friends, Elaine, and then we always eat at Crispy Popiah, my first group mates during geography class where I can’t remember their Chinese name, and then met Yi ling. She being blurred the most and cutest. Haha.. We have got the big noisy group, Ben, Peter, Chin Yoong, Loke, Sherene, Grace, Diana, Sherlyn, and my first Indonesian friend, Lauren I saw all of them at kitchen class. And our first kitchen class was crème caramel. All these first feeling, is flashing around me. All those unhappy memories in NO1 house is being reflected too. Because I got only another four months here. 

 

Front Office Class

Help Yi Ling move to hostel

Came back from shopping at Sunway Pyramid

Our very first product. Wearing formal inside kitchen!!!

She.....................

Our first soft roll

The Legendary Starbucks Planner

First Kitchen Class

Moi toolbox... 

First time chef cooked and we ate like hooligan... 

Even the bone is not left out!

Le simple dinner with Yi Ling

Off to Granny's Kitchen

The time when i'm lost >.<

But i met good good friend

Bollywood Night!

Played during kitchen class

Oh yeah... We selca a lot.

Chop vegetables into many many patterns

(2010) Le auntie: Girl, how long are you going to study..?

Me: four years….

(2012) Me: …two years… next year graduating…

(2013) Me: still got another four months… My actual graduation will be either (2014/2015).

I’m glad. Really glad that each term/ semester, I did my very best. Thou I know I can be more robotic, evil, cruel to myself and perform extra ordinary well, I choose to live like a human. Make some minor mistakes, enjoy and play while studying. 

It’s all thanks to my friends. Seriously, without their patience and cover up, I may not be as happy as I am now. Perhaps little people understand how I fight previously. I don’t blame anyone or hate anything. It doesn’t matter if I’m born poor. It matter if I never put in effort to die rich. 

Thanks to those friends that tolerate my abnormal speaking, unique attitude, and super introvert where I’ll want to go home each time weather its hostel here or Seremban. 

You guys deserve the best of me because you guys pick me up and did not abandon me when I’m at downtime. Through you guys, I learnt a lot. I learnt to be honest, I learnt that $ is not everything. I learnt about social class, learn how to spend like a boss, eat good food, shop like a girl (cause I just lazy to do shopping unlike the godlike shopaholic Ah Ling), everyone patterns, about this and that a little. 

Thou sometimes it’s exhaustive being with you guys, you guys showed me friendship/ relationship no need talk so much. Understood can already. And most importantly, improved my relationship skills. Not everything can be fair and square. Will have losses and gain. Doesn’t matter in time. Sour, sweet, bitter, spicy also tasted with you guys. The signature of our group is, each and every one of us have mini tummy. Haha… Perhaps we ate the similar stuff for so long together, so xiao tummy also grow together. Teehee… 

I superb appreciate this lifelong education and journey. Obviously it’s not a smooth road where everything is prepared well by my parents like some of my course mate, this make me know its value more. I am not scared or afraid of any difficult subjects, I am only afraid no education given to me. Time seriously pass.

I’m grateful for choosing this course too. After all these years, in the end, I am still the happy me when carrying a tray moving around serving varies type of people. Kayy. Enough of reflections. Let’s go back to reality study mood. 
Just one question, I won’t be asking in front of you guys, what do you think of me when you first met me and now..? haha.. 

Good luck for all of us who will be sitting for our final. Remember to do your very best and keep it up up up till the very last moment. I’m praying everyone to be successful together gather.