The 9th Day

My brain oh my brain~ keep thinking about one thing since I am on train coming back from work.

I am an assist for those kakak during this Arab season. They used to say I am better than Jac in cleaning which I think its self preferences. Each individual has different working experiences. So, don’t compare both of us!!!! It hurts not only Jac, but me also. I felt it!!! Then, this kakak XX heard or know that I clean faster. So, she pick me instead of Jac EVERYDAY. I am like help, help, somebody please help me… I try to give signal that I don’t want to pair with her, they just ignore me. I felt sad. Each time I know imma gonna pair with her, I got moody, unhappy, dun smile, just like a zombie. L

Today, I did not follow the kakak XX for room cleaning. Instead, I follow another kakak, a supervisor and a guy. Hooray… imma free from hell. Very happy, grateful that I does not need to assist her. Working with her made me mentally stress. She loves to drag her work, mumble a lot a lot with her irritating voice and complaint complaint complaint. I just can’t get along with her attitude. One word- demotivate. T.T

Okie.. basically this is why I don’t like to pair with her.

1. She uses to delay working time. Early in the morning, she’ll go pick up things and clear the pantry slowly. After that, check room status. She is taking her own sweet time to just make the bed. I’ll wash the bathroom, does wiping and even clean the kitchen, plus vacumn soon as possible. She doesn’t rush at all. She will does her room one by one as she like, and then 4pm, she’ll try persuading me to stay until 4.30pm to help her. I am helping you, rushing for you, yet you slow down. Hence, there is no reason for me to stay back with you. You are getting paid by ot, what about me..? Are you going to share half of your ot salary with me..?

2. BRIBE. Yess.. She bribes me with fruits and good treat. However, I am someone who can only be bride with quality of work and standard performance. If you can show me what you’ve done. Yess, you can bride me with that. Other things, I am not interested.

3. Instead of finishing her own task, she loves people to help her. Everyone will have one or two assistances, she request more than that. Imagine 6 people cleaning 1 apartment with her because she just can’t get her timing right. I’ve been following her for days, I know pretty well about her attitude. She can’t lie to me. And she will steal people’s linen, fruits from other people pantry. I felt bad for those who has been preparing.

4. She speaks loudly with her very sharp voice and keep mumbling to herself. Saying there is a lot room to clean, Arabian’s room, check out room, many many reasons and even used me as one of the reason which I hated the most. When you’re cleaning, you can shut your mouth and focus in your work. Instead, she keep mumbling, complaint and complaint. I felt frustrated and de-motivated.

 Omgoshhh… I don’t want to work with lazy bum bum.

 I tried to tolerate, but I’ve got my limit too.

These past few days, I’ve became a zombie.

The story begins like this. Today, I told a kakak that I hope no need to work with kakak XX or maybe go to her floor. I really really hope to work with other ppl. But kakak XX always, everyday also picked me instead of Jac to work along. I also forgot start from when I assist her.

Then, somehow I dunnoe why, kakak XX got to know that I talk bad about her ( which I am actually not willing to work with her only), she got shocked. She called a supervisor, pass the phone to talk to me and start all her drama~ oppsie~ and I was like o~ e~ en~ tak adalah~ . . .  keep quiet and wash toilet on the 8^th floor while she is on the 6^th floor. Keep talking on the phone which I felt whatever. There is no need to explain.

And then, suddenly, she came up to 8^th floor to talk to me. Hmnn.. kinda expected. She would just leave her work to do unnecessary work. She asked me, what I’ve told others and I said I forgot. In mind my thinking, you got a lot more apartment to do and got time come up here to find me..??? I’m just a trainee. Am I worth wasting your time..? hahahas.. 

she really wanted an answer, so I told her,

“ yes… I don’t like to pair up with you. You did not ask me to do those chores, I choose to do it myself, but your attitude and words gave me a huge headache. So, it is okie..? understand..?”

Whoa… she said sorry to me. =.=’’’ then I said sorry to and get back to my work not even wanted to glance at her for 2^nd time. Ciao~ that’s it.

I am not wrong or right either. I am just being honest and straight to my heart. I cannot accept people that does short cut. Is not me. Sorry….

The 7th day

Let see what I can blog tonight. Huh~

Woke up early in the morning, 5am by shock. Looking at my handphone and found out that my locker key went missing. Without my locker key, I gonna get fine by MO. Haizz. Cannot open locker is a big big trouble. Quickly search high and low, in and out for it. Checked every corner of the house. Most scary is, I might left the key on roadside when I went out to makan the day before. Keep finger- cross. Damn worry you know. Got shock by this kind of matter early in the morning is not a fun thing. And of course, I checked my pants which I washed yesterday and found it. Alleyluya…

And then start my journey to MO (internship place). Work as a toilet-cleaner for the whole day. I’ve cleaned like 20-25 toilets. Haizzz.. if every day is like this, imma gonna die soon. Real soon. Every parts of my body are paining. I just don’t like being a room attendant. I got no more energy to work like that. It’s torturing. And I got the thoughts of quitting. But who am I to do it..? haizzzz… miserable life. Please end soon. Add on, today was the first day of time of the month. Arghhh… I am weakening. Full blast of headache + leggie very weak. I can faint any moment. Moreover, I got senior assistance which is a granny. Her speed and attitude make me more frustrated to work with her.

Left work at 4.30pm and reach home 6.30pm. I miss a chance to meet daddy. He went back around 6.15pm. We “cha jian er guo”. This makes me more more more sad. Straight away take bath and went to bed. Keep awake coz tummy feel bad. L Chat with daddy and able to sit again. If not, imma lying until tomorrow morning.

Wasn’t it an awesome day..?

The 6th day

Huh… after work. NOW is 11pm. Ohhhh…noo.. past 10pm and I’m not asleep..?

Coz tomolo is OFFDAY… wahahahahaha…. Beloved offday. Teehee..

omgosh... this face currently.

Has been working as room attendant for 6 days. These 6 days really really very torturing. When I think back the moment, my eyes start to be watery. It’s very very tough. =( each day need to clean 20-30 toilets. After work, will be super duper tired, here pain there pain, not enuf sleep summore... haizzz.. And then my finger’s skin starts to crack. Deep inside with blood visible. Ouch… apply Vaseline jelly n moisturizer day and night just to maintain. >.<

I wonder, when is this going to end.. L

I officially hated Arabian. From the way a person use the guest room and toilet, I can know their true attitude. They are inconsiderate and just very very messy dirty. I really surrender to clean their room or apartment. They are terrible + horrible. Room Attendant section made my life miserable. I’ll never be a room attendant when I graduate. Never ever~

Haizzz… today is the cleaning process. Some people are outside are demonstrating for a clean voting process to have a better government. Of course I do support a better government. Who doesn’t want to live in a peaceful and harmony country..?

However, it causes some troubles to people around you. The route are blocked, trains are frozen for some time. Everywhere seem so scary.

I can see that Indians + updated Malays vs outdated Malays.

Where are those Chinese..?

Ahaa~ Chinese people got brain one/ also kiasu. We are just too scared to be caught and as usual like 50years ago, politics are not our main dish. Our main focus is work and make money. To avoid trouble being caught, cannot go work and other sort things, we hide ourselves. =(

If you think you want to support and have a harmony Malaysia, VOTE FOR YOUR RIGHTS. We’re going to have election. Everyone just vote the best party which can development the country. Our country fate is in our hands. Nothing is impossible. Even by voting, we can bring down any party which is not eligible to lead the country. Everyone even those who are accepting bribery or any race, unite, think again before you vote. Can’t you just touch your own hearts and do your part for your future generation..?

Whatever~ I am not so looking into politics. Coz I’m a Chinese. Hahahas..

Today is the only day where I see KL is not pack at all. huh… 

this is the time I think KL is huge. Hahahaa..

And also my first time seeing so many police together gather.

That’s all for the day~

Cup noodles as dinner.

Lov ya… mmuackss.s..

The 4th day

Sorry for not being update. I know I still own you my holiday ending and update on kk. 

Recently I am not in happy mode to post out my happy pic.

Doing housekeeping is seriously no fun. >.<

Tired tired and much more of tired.

You need to be strong in mentality and physical. Tough that type.

Wakie up early in the morning like 6am. The last time I woke up this early was high school time. Even high school also is 6.45am and not 6.00am sharp. T.T Get ready in 30mins time and get out from the house. 6.35am’s sky is still dark dark geh. So, be super carefull when walk to train station. Took 6.34am train and reach MO at 7.30am. quickly change and eat breakfast.

I MUST eat. Eat a lot a lot summore. I am so freaking skinny. Without food give me energy, where the heck do I gain energy to wash d toilet. Including today, I’ve been washing toilet for 4 days. And did some wiping here and there chores.

Hmnn.. compare to kitchen, f&b and hskeeping, hskeeping is the toughest. especially being a room attendant. I totally absolutely salute those maids who can push the damn heavy trolley + clean 15-29 rooms per day. After that pack the trolley somemore. I am like, I surrender~ release me pls~ hahahha…

They gotta wash the toilet, replenish all amenities, make the bed, wipe wipe here n there and vacumn for check out guest room. Huh.. I swear to myself, I’ll never ever be a room attendant. It’s killing me. Urhh.. I just wash bathroom and it’s already this tired. Not even touch the bed yet. @.@

Another thing is, there are always not enough staff and high occupancy rate. In F&B like that. Housekeeping also like that. All workers who is healthy also become sick larh. Can’t you just hire a few more workers or part timers..? Sighs…

While being a room attendant, I noticed that as long as u got your hands, legs and healthy, you can work and earn money. MONEY DOESN’T NEED TO BE BEG~!!! It could be a little tiring, but hey, you are earning by urself. You just need to have some skill and perform the job up to standard. Then you earn few thousands. $.$ not much, enough for basic living and tiny spending.

Those who’re working as room attendant are aunties, young men, bangla which do not have knowledge or speak fluent English. They do not know about SOP, MOP, LQE etc n etc. but, they survived. A big clap for independent ppl like them. They are those who help the community and industry upgrade to a better level. Wee~ =) 

why i say so,

1. without being educated, they are doing their very best to earn some money
2. they do not do crime like snatch to steal for income
3. they are old yet still active in movement and stronger than young people

Hehehe.. working as room attendant, we gotta know a lot of back of the house secret n blah blah n blah. teehee... There is one day that I saw a lot of brands perfume. Chanel no’5. Next door uses Chanel no’19. Then Hugo boss, Flora by Gucci, Ralph Lauren. So many many. Being amused me. And I do know why we cannot use hotel’s towel. L

Urghh.. everyday gotta sleep at 10 pm so I’ll have 8 hours sleep. If not..i gg liao.

Currently leg very pain. Can’t walk. L

Shoulder very tired. How good if there’s someone who can massage my shoulder and foot reflexology.

Cracked skin on fingers due to hardworking. Wakakkaa…

3 ulcers on lips. T.T

with all these excuses, i shall end my post. hehe

~XOXO~

Something new

I MUST blog today. Today was my first day of internship. Being an intern, I’ve tried before and am the same hotel. The hotel’s staff gave me a superb great impression for my 1^st training in kitchen and F&B site. Now I seriously treasure the way they treat me with sense of humanity.

After finishing work at housekeeping department today, I went to meet my manager with Jac. 

At there,

Trainees: we are done. Can we know what our shift is tomorrow..?

Manager: alright. Your schedules is not prepare yet. Tomorrow both of you will be working from 8am to 4pm. This is the morning shift. Another shift will be 2pm to 10pm. Sometimes you've afternoon shift too.

Trainees: 10pm. Whoa~

Trainee J: Okie... Morning shift is 8am to 4pm. What time is afternoon shift..?

Manager: Afternoon shift is 3pm to 11pm. usually you’ll train 3 days morning and 3 days afternoon or mid shift in a week. Depend on which section you are. There’s room attendant like today, supervisor and also public area. This is the set of shift and training which you need to undergo. Is transport a problem..?

Trainee T: (thinking in her heart. What~!!!!! 11pm. You want us to work until so late..? both also not willing face.) L

Trainees: Ya. We are taking public transport like lrt.

Manager: where do you stay..?

Trainee J: Wangsa Maju

Trainee T: Sri Petaling

Trainee J: It is very DANGEROUS to work until 11pm. Then, need to walk to train station. It’s dark. Can work earlier..?

Manager: TAKING PUBLIC TRANSPORT IS NOT MY PROBLEM. I DON’T TAKE PUBLIC TRANSPORT. LRT IS UNTIL 12AM RIGHT..? I DON’T KNOW you.

Trainees: *both giving very very surprise look. Really the *wth look.

Trainee T: nope. The latest is 11pm

Manager: Like this, then you’ll not be able to learn and experience more. The chores for the day is not same as the night. Won’t you want to experience more…. *with not satisfied look.

Something like that and we end the conversation~

My perception time~

Omg.. we’re girls… girls you know. Even if we’re guys, it’s still dangerous. Most important point you said to us is YOU DON’T TAKE PUBLIC TRANSPORT. I know you’re rich and drive to work. But, we are just students and intern from outstation. How do we afford to own a car like u..? Can’t you use ur brain to think and be a little understanding..? What is the benefits and consequences for a girl to work until 11pm..? She need to walk to the train station all ALONE. Take 20-45minutes train rides and walk back to her house ALONE again. In between, so many incidents can happen. 

The only benefits she can get is the few days experiences.

Is it worth..? I am asking you..? Is it worth for a girl to risk her life just to trade a few days’ night time experiences..? KL life is so complicated with high crime rate. Ain’t you familiar with DANGER.

How are you going to pay if anything happen..? Are you responsible enough..?

After I take some time to cool down and USE MY BRAIN TO THINK…

The manager has become my icon. Someone that I’ll always remember on my mind. So that, I’ll not be as lousy as him in my future.

What comes around goes around.

Curse XX: Beware that you treated us like that; the same will not go to you.

It’ll be your wife or your daughter.