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2013 Resolutions


So, derived from 2011 new year resolution… which did I achieved n what have been left out yea..?
ü  Take care of health. feeling sick is bad bad bad. i dislike my migrain and headache. Basically I did not get migrain attack except from final during diploma which I believed is due to stress.


ü  make sure my cute face free from pimples, tanned and moisturize till max. aiming to use Hada Labo products. mask mask mask!!! i LOVE mask. Yeap. Everything had fulfilled. N I don’t think hada labo is that good thou. gonna changed all to laneigne. hohohoh.. 

ü   teeth. need some dental appointment already. Have it done by a freaking handsome dentist. OMG… I can melt by looking at him. shall go back every half a year then. hiak hiak..


ü  skincare remember apply lotion every night, salt bath every week, not to forget my lack of nutrient nails... I did most of them. Is just suddenly end of the year stupid allergic come hunt me back. I’ve got no choice but to stop everything. L really sad lerh. All those hard work maintaining good skin juz gone like that.

ü  update on appearance. need to learn how to dress up according to body size and structure. Hmnn.. did buy clothing and wear prettly out. Lol… some ppl need some time to recognise me. Loving my look now. And gonna aim to be better. I believe there is a lot leng lui out there. I just want to look my best for myself. Coz I feel happy whenever I see myself leng leng. ^^

ü   Relationship with the people around me. No matter how others treat me (good/bad) i must still treat them good. of course there is a limit to it. i am not God. Yea… not really good in expressing my thoughts to other ppl. Coz some ppl just not in same channel ma. But I’ll try my best to accept everyone.

ü  10k in my bank account by the end of this year. if i am working, this must be my saving. Wwooohhoooo.. best part is, I manage to safe this by myself with current situation! Not from my family. Not really from work thou. It’s PTPTN. T.T hahahas.. anyway, it’s my money. Lalalala~ not going to use them. :P for financial, I seriously got a good lesson from previous 2 years. I guess I’m going to work randomly nia. Coz I got strong financial backup now. So, it’s wiser for me to spend my quality time in studies n knowledge.


ü  i want get very honorable pass with congrats from jury. add on will be top student award. i want get it. i want it!!! Lol.. funny resloution. Huh… everything has pass. Indeed I got congrats from jury. N I’m grateful for this result. J

ü  my relationship with daddy. jiu create more memories 2gather gather ba. +U de keep fresh.  I’m sincerely grateful for who he is. We r young n there is a lot of things we can’t afford to give each other yet. I’ll wait for the day he success and if he still want me, lol… then there can be a lot of happening event. ^^ thou there is a lot of ups n down n sacrifices, I’m glad we still hold each other titely. I have faith in him. N because of him, I think I’m learning to be someone better too.

ü  I’ve even became starbucks barista that I thought impossible at first.

Those that i've not achieve. no no. . .. .   
o   eat on time, appropriate amount, only consume healthy food. anything bad cannot go into my precious body. sleep sleep sleep at 10pm. fruits..my beloved. Since my skin sick like hell, I don’t think I ate aything healthy. And recently drank quite some alcohol. Arghhh..

o   read more books. spend quality time. i love reading. I forgot that i have this hobby. T.T L I din read much.

o    join oil painting class. me love art. huh.. oil painting is more expensive. if i don't do part time, how to support this class lerh. hmnn.. this is still not sure yet. No time for this. It’s okay.. will realise it in near future when I retired at age 30 perhaps. Hahas...

o   practice what i had been taught. no matter what others do or don't do, i must not give up on my own principles. those good things that i had learn and those bad things i should stay away from. don't get influenced easily and has my point of view. don't get easily influenced by the society. +U+U hmnn.. I don’t think I have the courage to say NO yet. This situation will depend de wor. This year, I did nothing bad. So consider okay. Except for having too many outing making myself terribly tired.

Nyahahahaha..me love 2012. No doomsday n I’m continue living as usual. Looking back, every moment well spend and full of joy. My resolution even  achieved more than half. Look like I’m a goodie goodie girl. ^^  now is time for 2013 resolution  Any idea..? hmnn.. actually all I want is very simple de.

Love* peace* health*. Have more peaceful days n lovey dovey.  Take care of my health. Put on weight n not decrease. Arghh..  love > hate. Find peace in everything, everywhere , anyone.

Study study study. I’ve got a weird dream. Haha.. I dream that I love studying. N once I woke up, I was finding books to read. Hehe.. anyway, I want to achieve CGPA 4.0 in every semester. on the other hand, I hope not only I do work 100%. I hope my group mate can understand we are in degree level. Put in more effort in research n give our best shot. I seriously hate hate hate those cincai work. Is not up to standard. Are u that kind of quality of a person..? when socialize  we can talk about anythg n be friend, but when it come to work, pls have some professionalism I would say.   

Learn hangul by watching more dramas hahaha.
Learn nihon by recognizing katagana n kanji. Coz I want speak well in both of these language. I want make myself be internationally recognise. If donno can learn. Language barrier should not be a palang n stuck my way.

Learn mandarin by watching drama, singing n recognizing. Well my mandarin seriously improve a lot from a friend who we did not seen for 3 years ago. To those who laughed at me few years back, I may be slow, may make mistake n sound funny. Who cares. I m da one that gain in d end of the day because of my courage. Neneebubu…

And french. I’m learning it as it is part of my course. So, no worries. Yao yao even got me a french dictionary. Ohh.. I got Chinese, french, Japanese dictionary. Only left Korean  I guess drama is enuf to learn those vocabulary.  

Ohh yeah.. I’m going to Bangkok on august. That means my passport is out. When I have a passport, I want to travel in discrete. I wish to go Seoul, Taiwan, hong kong. Preferably asia 1st.  coz  if I go one place, I hope to travel fully. Entire tourist attraction in that country. I won’t be going back there 2nd time. No point visiting the same place again n again. When there is a chance, I love trying out new things. When travel oversea, I got to plan carefully , travel for a long period of time n have lotsa $$$  spend like a boss.

I wan be freaking rich. Richer than the richest. Well… there is a reason for what I want to be. When I’m rich, I still want my hubby pay my expenses. Coz 50% of what I earn will go to charity. I m not specific in how I wanna give, but the world is full of needy ppl. Of course not going to help those who can work but still stay at home, help those who need basic necessity yet still got no $$ buy. N I want create a foundation to sponsor ppl with not only good result n excellent attitude to study. I’m lucky to get sponsored. What about those who are not so. .? u may be thinking the another 50% goes where. Of course is for my own business. I've not forget to open my own restaurant. Hehe.. even my restaurant is not going to charge at a skyrocket rate. I want to see happiest moment in every ppl that dine in my restaurant. If I charge them expensive, I can’t see a lot. It will be a reasonable price, and then every level of society can afford to visit a high end restaurant. When I’m freaking rich, I don’t mind having this kind of business. 

2013, is just a simple n smooth year bah. I know I got dissertation n internship to do. And of course those assignment n examinations. Main aim is to live well, eat well, sleep well every night  N study more languages. Use minimal money coz large amount need to be kept for trip. Continue to be da pretty side of myself. Actually hor, living in moderation is a bliss. There is no need to chase after anything. For me material = money. When u got money u got most of them. I would appreciate things that can’t be buy,made or created by $$$. J
Family members, soul mate, relatives, extended family members, friends, enemy,  strangers
Love, smile, relationship, joy, warmth, faith, blessing, courage, hope, dream, health, fun, nature.
All of these…u enjoy life da fullest when you have all of them.

Sem 3 Week 12


Lundi- like a zombie went to class. Today I’m mark zuckerberg. Hahahas.. and then we did statistic together. Lucky that I understood chapter 7. But 6. >< >< >< I dun like that feeling of I missed something. Went back home and did mask. Went home, have some biscuits and oldtown white milk tea courtesy of baem. Din have dinner and work straight up to 4am. Wow… it’s been long long time since I stayed up till so late. I am very guai. I sleep at 10 and woke up at 6. But now, I think cannot le. I’m wasting to much of time. Huh… I m sleepy but I want finish my work. Satisfaction is not praises from others. As long as I’m satisfied with my work, I put in effort then I can relieve myself. Self achievement is the best thing!

Tuesday- went to uni like a zombie. With 4 hrs of sleep. Glad that I can still wakie up. Ahhas… randomly did presentation about starbucks for marketing class. One by one assignment cleared. Thank god for the smooth journey. Ahhh….. we stayed back for extra classes. While that time, we help out for deco. Since I’ve done it at home, I try to complete my assignment. Huh… at night, all of us went to dinner. Ahh.. so yummie. Ate seriously a lot a lot. Went home, day dream for 1 hr plus and bath. Get ready to sleep. Wauu.. long time din have this kind of life le. Where I din touch any work or anything. Just sleep.

From these 2 weeks I would want to say that:
It’s beautiful to see a boy trying to wow a girl
It’s beautiful to see couple trying to understand each other
It’s beautiful to see everyone work together gather
It’s beautiful when he take the responsibility well
It’s beautiful to see lecturer teaching with full of heart
It’s beautiful to see friend help out each other ( special thanks yi ling for the lappie)
It’s beautiful to go eat with everyone n create memory
It’s beautiful to see marriage. And a blissful new life begin
It’s beautiful to see relatives gather around and have a break from the world hassle
It’s beautiful to sell all the tickets
It’s beautiful to see my couple owner “sha jiao” with each other
It’s beautiful to know that my friends are doing well
They are all beautiful. Life is beautiful. :P

Macrecdi- freshly woke up. Done preparing and went to uni. Haha. Fun doing some amazing race to increase our marks. Thank you miss. U made my marks look nicer and I promise to study smarter kayy.. IT class was as usual. Had lunchie and went home. Completed all the deco stuff. And now, I can sincerely continue all the reports. Once done, I can study. Huh.. I wish I wish with all my heart that I can study with a peaceful heart and mind. Hopefully my tickets also get to sold bah. Xie xie lao tian yeye.. :P

Thursday- hmnn.. went to uni around evening. And then start decorating. First time using snow spray as deco. Nice. How I wish I’ve craft those symbols in cardboard. Then all the spray can look pretty. After finish up everything, I mean most of them, ben and I went to puchong due to some missing key. Had burger. Wow… impressed by cheese burger. Normal rm3 and rm18. I dunnoe how to compare seriously. Perhaps not every promoted food is nice. Hahas.. send wei qi home and we al head back home. Tired~

Friday- woke up and straight went to uni. Quickly finished up the deco. Settle a bit of mask and went home. Hahahs.. cleaned cuticle, scrub, mask, all those girlish stuff u name it. And then pack. Benjie fetching me to uni lor.  Dolled up and changed. Tadaa~ helped zhen han to make joker face also. Hahahs.. first time become mc. Gulppp… I just dunnoe what to say. And I don’t have the courage to speak manly to suit the theme and bring everyone together. >< thanks ivan for back-up-ing me. Hahahs… ^^ really enjoyed our superhero event. Everyone is a hero now. We all salute kitchen team. From Thursday pindah kitchen to kitchen till Friday. And then little manpower with so many workloading. And their outcome was yummie yummie. I even tapao their konyaku jelly. And of course towards our guests thank them for supporting our event. After the event, I got no voice. I dun feel like talking anymore. Not even want to open my mouth. Quickly wrap up everything. And then we have some de-briefing. First time, first time mr.vinay treated us like his student. This is what I felt. He like started to communicate with us a little more than a stern lecturer. We went to subaidah yam cha. Everyone is like dead cat. Went home, bathed, n doom…

Saturday- woke up at 1pm. Hahahas.. bathed, and head out. Today david invited us, those who had worked for him for some cocktail reception at 23 Larder. All I could say is…. WOOOOOOWWWW. Those ambience, those food, those drinks. The food is extra ordinary, those drinks is self personalize, vitagin. And the environment. <3 data-blogger-escaped-around="around" data-blogger-escaped-at="at" data-blogger-escaped-chat="chat" data-blogger-escaped-chit="chit" data-blogger-escaped-cooking="cooking" data-blogger-escaped-drawing="drawing" data-blogger-escaped-each="each" data-blogger-escaped-face="face" data-blogger-escaped-fun="fun" data-blogger-escaped-game.="game." data-blogger-escaped-gather="gather" data-blogger-escaped-hahahahas="hahahahas" data-blogger-escaped-have="have" data-blogger-escaped-learning="learning" data-blogger-escaped-long="long" data-blogger-escaped-max.="max." data-blogger-escaped-methods.="methods." data-blogger-escaped-munching="munching" data-blogger-escaped-n="n" data-blogger-escaped-new="new" data-blogger-escaped-other="other" data-blogger-escaped-played="played" data-blogger-escaped-quite="quite" data-blogger-escaped-sausages="sausages" data-blogger-escaped-span="span" data-blogger-escaped-spend="spend" data-blogger-escaped-the="the" data-blogger-escaped-there.="there." data-blogger-escaped-till="till" data-blogger-escaped-time="time" data-blogger-escaped-we="we">J after that we went to watch wreck it-ralph with dev, brendon n jen nee at IOI mall. What a nice n strong moral value cartoon it is. I don’t really know the reason y, whenever I step into cinema; I got that awkward sad feeling. Lol.. Totally love my Saturday. Hehe.. a little guilty for ditching bookie but that’s okay. In the future, I wish more ppl like David Nathan. The way he appreciates and showed gratitude towards his staff is not like any other employer. It is my first time seeing this kind of tauke. Miss Lee is also very good. Went home and sleep.

Sunday- woke up quite early. Settled all laundry. Hahaas.. had homemade breakie, and then kickstart my studies. My aim is cgpa 4.0. I’m so gonna achieve it, finger crossed. And then I wanna go Desa park city. I just want to sit there, shut my mouth, and mentally rest. Jia you jia you bah. Got 2 more weeks till final. Arghh…   

Sem 3 Week 11


Hi… a week after break is like hmnn… full of energy. But work is like never ending. With assignment as well as outing. Lol.. basically I did not rmber anything. I just know I’m lack of sleep. I din even get to sit on my own chair at home for at least 1 hour. I wonder what I did. Hahas.. after holiday continue study is like u did not get holiday de feel. But then, Monday class was full with food special thanks to benjie and siong siong and more. Really very yummie. Hahas.. and then lappie break down made me feel like back to high school. Where internet n social networking is not major in my life. Teehee.. with my disaster skin, I wash all house wear n bed sheet went into washing machine. Clean dirty also wash. Coz fungus+ bacteria cnt see with naked eyes lurr.. tired… thanks ah young ni teman me to pyramid. How not to sweat at kl wor..? >< each time sweat jiu gg.com.my.

Tuesday- morning class with uncle wong. And then MICE. After that free again. Waited at uni till around evening and tried burger lab. Spend some time with ivan. It’s beautiful to see a guy chasing after the girl he love. J Hmnn.. anticipated much. However, the chicken burger was not that really nice thou. The beef is totally worth it. Basically I went home and start doing those masks. Huh… got so much to do. ><

Wednesday- class till 1pm. Stayed back for internship briefing. Haiya… wasting my time. Continued my mask while watching lam fung latest drama.

Thursday- sleep late and couldn’t wake up. Hahahas.. went to paradigm. Sit there whole day just to finish up QM. Huh… the feeling of sitting at a quiet place to finish up all ur work and achieve target is damn good.

Friday- class till 5pm arghhh… by the time I reach central market is 6pm. From 6pm I waited bus till 7.30pm. arghhh… patient. If you wanna train ur patient level go and wait for bus. Especially a bus that will never come. I’ve experienced that. Is it stupidity..? I waited for 3 hrs in front of sunway just for U623. Later did I know that the bus will never ever go there. It’s okay… alah tegal, bisa biasa. As long as u get use to it, everything will be easy. And then reached terminal. Fetched by mama and clean up my roomie. Ehhe.. nx nx week is little baby geh monthsry (1 month anniversary). Started to hunt guests for food promo. I failed. But hor, I got to contact a lot of old friends. Hmnn… went to daddy’s house and fall asleep fast fast. I wonder y am I so tired. Hahas..

Saturday- huh… I’ve got some time to buy stuff and chop of my long long antique hair. New style means new resolution and new motivation. Very cute at the same time very messy. Hahahas.. anyway, I like my new hairstyle. A lot ppl dun like me with fringe and preferred the rapunzel long long one. But it’s too difficult to maintain le larh. I wan fringe. Got pattern a bit. Hahas.. at night went to di hui house. Got buffet dinner. Omg, first time not catering where all food is homemade. Ahh… so feng fu. Yum yum.. ate a lot nice one. :P went home and sleep.

Sunday- early morning ald wakie up. Before 8am need to reach. Gonna pick up the bride and complete the marriage. It’s happily ever after story. So nice. They pak toh during uni and after 7 yrs deng deng deng. Don’t really see the need of eating the dinner. Perhaps nx time I marry won’t invite to have wedding dinner lor. Hahas.. righ after dinner end, tuck wai kor kor fetch me back to taylor. He is the first and only one that know how to come sunway and know how to go back by himself. Yeay… at night, still need to study a bit bit for tomolo exam. 

MId Sem 3 Break

 When it’s holiday, people would go outstation. Some prefer to stay at home. It depends on what you want. During offday (work time) I prefer to go out. Although mad tired, I still want go outing. I can rest when I work that time. Once a week. That chance to settle errands and so on. During this long week, I wanted myself to rest. Sleep as much as possible. Rest rest and rest. I knew my body was too tired for drama and studies. At the same time, I’ve heavy heart to leave everything. I am just not that kind of personnel. I’m director. Hahas.. so, I played during the day and work during the night. Sleep twice a day. After like one day, I felt holiday is boring. Choi choi choi. I rather have this kind of life long long. Hehe.. on diwali day, meikee and I visited ashwini house. Huh… deepavali is no longer like last time where everyone goes to ashy house. Now is just the 2 of use. Many went oversea to study ald. We do enjoyed ourselves with muruku and Indian cuisine. Chat a while and went to meikee house. Her house is same like last time. Fulllllllllll of stuff. Ahhahas.. dunnoe y, both of us just very tired. Slept with her till petra came. She very busy. I also very busy. Just need one fine day we go shopping at kl and sing k at greenbox :D and she is again with petra. I’m just speechless. Went home and did superhero assignment. Wow… thank god got those mask template ready for me. And to cut short everything, it’s even much simpler from time to time. When it’s about art and creativity, I would not complain about tired. This is y ur hobby become ur job is the most fantastic thing. Man scared to go into wrong industry and women scared to marry the wrong guy. I went to see doctor. L whole week. Is one whole week I’ve been struggling with itchiness, pimples everywhere and rashes. Arghh.. I’m going insane. Quickly went to hospital.  Inside and outside of my whole body is full of fungi. Oh.. this is not the first time. I tot I’ve got cured. Doctor said I’m allergic to sweat. Does this mean I don’t need to work in the future..? hahas.. now eat medicine, apply anti fungus cream, bath with anti fungus lotion, wash all my clothes and bed sheets with Clorox to kill bacteria. Go die bah. Cheh.. they are not going to leave my body also. I’m born with it. Can only control and not cure. This is the reason I become a little more hygienic person. Not I am so deep clean de. I bath 3 times a day. T.T after that medication, whole body felt no energy. The medicine is like having war in my body. Sleep whole day and felt better. No more itchiness but got scar. >< I also start using double eyelid tape. Say hello, to round round eyes me. Huh.. I wonder is I dare to wear like this to uni anot lerh. Very shy and pai she lerh. But I want double eyelid. Dilemma dilemma…  this is what I’ve been doing. Tonight going to go my beloved pasar malam. Hooray. It’s half a year since I went there. I want eat a lot there. May my lappie recover fast fast just like me. Imam happy girl coz fungi under control liao. I am glad my inner organ din rot. Zzzz…

Sem 3 Week 10


Supposing had test for  FnB Manaagement. It was called off and of course with some drama. What can u expect from an awesome professor lecturer like him? :P  And then got accommodation management mid term till 7pm. It was quite long ago since I stayed at uni till this late for papers. :D went back home and got myself rested. Huh… I just can’t do any other things with that state of physical and mentality. Btw, mice exam and submission the next day. I really don’t understand. How could u put something leisure your first priority compare to ur education and effort. You chip in some effort and a little sacrifice and make it be better. But the way you tell, and I just felt that entertainment is ur everything. Did you forget the purpose you are here..? It’s okay. Since I’m not you and u can never be like me, I’ll just respect and walk off. Shhh~~~  sleep sleep and more sleep. Hmnn… lappie officially dead. I’ll just need to get it repair. Felt so nthg to do. At night, went for the Nuskin talk. I enjoyed myself. It’s like living in a dream. Wednesday class was like a wake up call. I got my result for CRM. I’m like… hmnn.. a lot of thinking went through my mind. Emo a little. How could i..? how could I bring this kind of result come home..? I felt sooooo sooo sooo guilty. >< that moment onwards, I swear to myself. In order to prevent from nightmare happening again, I study real smart. Make sure in focus in every lecture class. No more play and jobs. Money is not the matter now. I need to behave like a degree student. Learning to adapt into it. Pls plss give me another chance. That night, I sleep with my eyes open widely. Making a clear cut of what this 2 years should be like. Thursday went to do survey. A lot money is needed to repair lappie. So jia you jia you de work. Work a lot. And also chat with patients. Sometimes, they showed u something you cannot see until you are at their age. In the hospital, you would not want to be anyone. Not even yourself. You just want to be a listener for everybody. Absorb what they have to say. And it’s like gold. Those pieces of advice+ scene is precious. Went home and did nothing. Luckily miche miche borrowed her lappie to me. :D some dramas to celebrate independence. Hooray. Off from assignment and assessment for the mean time. And time flies. It’s Friday. Pack pack pack. Gonna leave my warm house for 1 week. It’s good that I got this off. Really need some rest. Last month was too intense with work and uni life. I think I did not really pay attention in class and hardcore study. I fooled around more. Oh.. btw, my whole body just got itchy and itchy badly. >< reached home. Settled down. mama is retired. Good for her also. It’s just like yesterday she joined SBL bookstore in my highschool. I remember when I am 8years old, she started working there. I am like hoping she work longer so that during my high school, mom is with me. Teehee.. and yes. She is there. Every break time, I got to eat nice yummy food. Not canteen food. And then delivery like MCD, bubble tea, pizza and etc. no need wait for her to come fetch me. Anytime I can go home. Whenever I am sick, mom… I want go home sleep. And there go she fetch me back. For more than 10 years she work there. It’s time for me to be like her. Taking her position and take care of her. Hmnn.. should I choose to live in moderation like what she did in order to stay close to each other where time would be our limit or earn like a boss but be far away from her..? or live my dream to become a job hopper that I can’t be bother about my family but enjoy myself for about 10 years..? no matter which pathway I choose, I knew she always support me. :P that’s the good thing about being a girl that whole family is not on your shoulder. It’s a little selfish but not at all. When parents know their child is able to survive in this cruel+ heartless community I shall say, they are already contented. Monetary, power, big houses, big car, branded, what is the use of all these when they just want to have a peaceful life with family members, relatives and grandchildren..? this is it.
Saturday basically is a drama day. And then Sunday had breakfast with my bunch of girlfriends. Totally enjoyed ourselves. :D sleep again. Had dinner. Continued my drama.

Sem 3 Week 9


Omg… I’m blogging this after 3 weeks. Basically I forgot what happened.
Just remembered that we ate steamboat on Wednesday, and went to overtime for a drink. Nah… not touching beer. :P it’s an enjoyable day but we are seriously freaked out. Most of us. Hmmnn.. Monday we went to work for David after class. Tuesday is like body ache everywhere. And Thursday need to do survey and meet up with Ericca. Friday, hulalala~ thank god it’s Friday. And my lappie just died. L quickly rush back to Seremban to check. Luckily chanel fetch. When I went to the shop, nothing is wrong with it. Thank god at the same time felt prank. Hahahas… 
very tired very busy arghhh...

Sem 3 Week 8


Lundi- I’m damn damn freaking busy huh. Lalala~ the first thing I did when I’m not afraid of anything is gone to work knowing the next day got exam. The feeling is guilty and I should work smarter if I want. Huh.. However, in just one week I made a lump sum of meso. Merci lao tian yeye. Now I just want to continue this kind of life and settle down. Continue to work, look see look see for experience and opportunity. Let see how different people walk through their life.

While doing survey at hospital, you see people with mixed up feelings. We, human never want to be grateful when we got complete organ, healthy body and can perform daily activities.

At dong zen temple, we experienced monk lifestyle. So peace, so calm. I can forget anything but not the peacefulness. I wish I could settle down. Means, I can get enough rest and do what I’ve plan. Some of me-time. I think time is so precious that I wanna be a little selfish and keep it to myself. sorry… ><
Huh.. today mr.vinay is unhappy again. Lao tian yeye… please please please let him be happy and have an open heart to teach us. I don’t wish any of us make him miserable.

Mardi- class as usual. After that stayed back with zhen han and and both ah lings to discuss about our MICE assignment. Freaking tired I guess. Sleep. hahas..

Marcredi- so fast it’s Wednesday already lur. After class, had lunch. Both ah lings came to my place. Chat with yi ling and Elaine sudah jadi babi. I needed to appreciate each and every moment with yi ling lor. She is going to fly ler. Hopefully we will have memorable days. :P after they went back, I studied a bit and rest.

Jeudi- work work work. happy happy go work. hmnn.. tomolo is public holidays. Quite less patients. I went to pyramid redeemed auntie annes. Very tired o. went home washed clothes and rushed to uni. Reach there baru find out briefing cancel. Not bad~ everyone is like coming from home/ waited till 4pm. Omituofo~ after that, we yam cha at tong pak fu. Yum yum glutinous rice ball. :P me likey. Hehe.. and then take bus go to mid valley. Just 3mins and train arrived. Lucky me. Hehe.. reached home at 9.30pm lik tat. Bathed, settle down and went to daddy’s house.

Vendredi- yes. I am still cold war with him. Grrr… did my notes and went out yam cha at night. I love my darlings. They are all so adorable. Hehe.. and then is my long long lost friend. We meet once a year only. Due to time constraint and needed to make living. He is crazyfroggie. We are friends for 6years le. He droved to MCD pd. First time go yam cha till so far. Hahahs…

Samedi- wakey up early. damn that glass of coffee. One coffee is enough to make me stay awake for 2 days. Great! Is like drug. Hahas.. did reading and went to gai gai. I wondered if I did not read and play till the max during weekend. What will happen lerh..? weekdays time already not enough use. If I still din guai guai, hmnn… nvm bah.

Dimanche- wake up, eat and sleep back. I guess by this time, caffeine in my body is eliminated. Thank you for making me so hyper and awake. Lol.. gotta go back to sunway later. There goes week 8. Jia you bah. I can only relax to watch my drama after submission and final. How I wish internship is here. So I could continue living in working environment while doing things I like. No worries of assignment and exam. I guess I am not ready 100% into study life yet. I worked part time and still in the mood to work.  

Sem 3 Week 7


Yeay~ I’ve made up my mind. A monthly wishlist/ to-do-list to fill up my life. :D
-RM1k monthly income J
-Getting 2 long pants one white, and another is burgundy
-Getting skirt as well.
-Should I do treatment or cut em..? dilemma. Cut fringe/ remain z..? hahas.. I know I’ll look like lut tut with bangs. Hahahs.. never fail to make ppl laugh! Any idea what to do with my hair..? :E
-Going for camp, did some charity,
-Be “vegetarian” for 9 days. I can’t find any pure one~ lol

What else should I get for myself..? hmnn.. most of the things in my wishlist, I already make them come true n they are with me now. Should I just get the Burberry handbag..? I heart it so muchie~ lol.. that one later bah.
Well, when income increases, expenditure increases. Guess I need to control myself ald. Can’t spend recklessly. All is hard earned money. J Nothing I’m getting for myself ady. Just a simple+ peaceful life. Now, all $$$ going to bank. Bank à Fixed Deposit à Compound investment à Asset and I can retire. With few millions and the money tree grow by itself; I can have the life I want. Not to worry Imma gonna lose my job anytime. I am someone who works for the sake of pleasure. It is not a job after I got asset to cover my daily living cost. If you buy thing you don’t need, you’ll end up selling things you need.

Dimanche- It’s a typical Sunday where we went pasar for breakfast. Stayed at home did our own stuff. When you’re not afraid, what will you do..? While I was travelling back to hostel, I finished reading “who moved my cheese”. Basically it teaches you how to adapt to changes based on observation and find your way out through the maze. Imma blessed and impressed how it was related by Dr.Spencer Johnson. Thanks for this piece of good work. ^^ gonna make well use of it in my life.

Lundi- Today was the 7th class we had with Dr.Ann. I guess ppl just has different perception on her just because she was too aggressive in her questioning and so on. She is a good lady de lorh. And then got news that mid term for statistic and marketing. Mr.Vinay classes went well too. May god bless him and everyone of us. I’ve received special gifts from siong jo anne. J hahahs… she gave me a pair of Tous earring out of the blue. Thank cute very very muchie. I’ll use them often yea~ ^^ may u be showered by blessing too. K la. Tomolo got marketing midterm. Now go sleep. later wake up study. Jia you~ !!!! and after that, I’ve chat with Terry (my owner the guy). Hahas.. he very geng de lerh. He knows a lot stuff from feng shui till interior design. After 2 months they are shifting to their new house at kota kemuning. Means, my house will not have owner anymore. This is the reason we are so close nowadays. T.T hearing this news my heart tik tok tik tok. I know that the last thing I can do is, help them to take care of this warm lovely house. Thank you miss tan+ terry for all these year care+blessing. I learnt that when you bless others, you receive blessing too. J btw, Terry taught me some investment knowledge and basis surviving skills. I dunnoe how to put them in words, I only know, I am living my life now! At this moment it’s true. The past (experience or memory) they are past tense. and the future is not known yet. Do what I deem fit now for it will guide me to the next step. Without making the first step, there is no 2nd and future. What happen on the past doesn’t count anymore. Neither positive nor negative there are nothing. No value. What you are in the future is a myth. It might change any second. Everything is counter influencing. I am appreciating and grateful at that moment. I cherish coz I noe it’ll never be the same anymore. A very good example, I take out a piece of tissue paper.

Now: it’s tissue paper, and I’m wiping it on my face
After: inside rubbish bin, and it’s rubbish
Future: from the rubbish bin, it might be going to factory to recycle or become fertilizer. Something new.
From here we can see that, whatever you do now, it’ll become 2nd and then future. . .  and future is not fixed. We don’t know where the rubbish be going.
Situation 2.
Now: I take a piece of tissue. I wrote hand phone number on it.
After: it’s my contact list temporally
Future: I may be keeping it, lost it or throw it into dustbin already.
See, same piece of tissue, being treated differently in every step result in something new that are different. This is how we walk our life. And he shared many more on hot+ ice water. How to deal with selfish ppl and so on. He make me laugh a lot. Miss Tan never forget to bring me chocolate whenever she is back from her flight. Each time I open freezer, I’ll see a packet of high end chocolates in the tenant corner. She treat all of us so well that she deserved to be bless in life. Conclusion, good ppl got good karma. This is also the longest conversation we had together. Thank you for that knowledge on how to live my life to the fullest without looking back and afraid of things. Reading+ meeting ppl made me be so brave that I became a better me. 

Mardi- just the beginning of the week I’m ald very tired. Hahas.. it’s okay. Being tired is an enjoyment also. huh~ woke up and quickly went to uni. Studied a bit and did the test. Thank god mr.philip showed us mercy. Hahas.. went to chilled a while. And then we have MICE class. Urghh.. my reading still not yet catch up till there. My bad. >< after statistic, ivan, Elaine and I waited for someone at library. Sleep sleep .zzzz..z.zz.. registered for Buddhism camp. Hooray. And then also agreed to work for David. jia you! went home, settle down and now blogging in relaxing mood. Finished my sales report earlier on. I deserved a sweet escape right. Hahas..

My little planning for the rest of the days:
Wednesday- statistic notes, FNB, Accommodation
Thursday- going to PPUM for work. At night do accommodation presentation.
Friday- Accommodation class, MICE assignment and then go camp lurr. Hehe..
Saturday- I’m whole day attached. Rest. Do statistic reading
Sunday- Work for David. Read through statistic and fnb management.

Sem 3 Week 6


Without any traces, it’s week 6. Half a semester weyh… it’s scary when u don’t know what you’ve learn for the past 6 weeks right. Hahahs… time flies when they are filled with joy. That means I’ve been very happy for the past 6 weeks. Is a good thing. J

Lundi- woke up early. to my surprise, chanel is back. T.T she just went back sban for like 1 day. Hahahas.. she offered to go uni together. Happi. J good things happen when u are full with positive charges. Hehe.. presentation went well. All thanks to choral speaking and queen guide. It gives me bravery to stand in front of everyone and present. Had qs. And then is mr.vinay class. I forgive him for having this attitude. But I can’t forgive myself getting bullied without a logic reason. I’m angry at myself more than him. I am 20yrs old. I should be able to speak for my own right when something is wrong. Thank god it’s safe and sound. Miracle is just another word for hardworking. Gonna start my engine and study like a mad. Action speaks louder than word. Only my result shows that I’m serious or a fool! 

Assignment list:
CRS à ITà Accommodation à and then MICE. I may seem like “kan cheong”. In my perception, last minute work no quality and u just struggle within yourself. Y not do it earlier and slowly so u can complete it on time. Perhaps different people will put their first choice/ importance differently. It is just a gentle reminder. No offence kay. 

We met for a reason, is either you were a blessing or a lesson. I KNOW I deserve better, so you were definitely a lesson. :))
Thank cute for coming into my life. I am grateful that you’re seriously enough to handle me. Hahahs… I’m going to learn the lesson you teach and use it well. It’s time to let it go~ merci…

i don't usually post my selca pic in my bloggie. since i've got something i would like to congratulate myself. tadaa...
 there are lotsa bear bear+ a tortoise cheering for me. How happily there are. Yippie.. :D

Mercredi- lol.. if u got something nice for the first time, u would expect more in the future. I am gonna do some research on parasurama when imma free. I wonder how he got all the theory of service. One of the reason I joined this industry is because of service. With my sincere <3 at="at" doing="doing" everywhere="everywhere" go.="go." i="i" service="service" span="span" wanna="wanna" while="while">J hehe.. Thank god it class went well. Double check with lecturer about assignment. Huh… jinja aaa~~~ after that we had MCD. Yi ling first time driving us girls out. Woohoo.. nice. She is so successful. I’m still like.. eerr.. hahhas.. don’t care larh. Had my beloved fried chicken. Head back home. Vacuum room, and then fall asleep. Woke up bathed and start lingering around. Lol.. it’s my favorite time of the year. Not sales. It’s raining season. My mood boast up, my mentality+ mindset and everything just positive. I washed my curtain. So, outside can see inside, inside can see outside. I on-ed yiruma’s songs. So calm. Just din put therapeutic oil. I scared later I fall asleep again. Hahas.. start reading marketing. I love marketing, I love sales, I love fnb. Basically I love everything hospitality! Hahahs… ohh.. I might be going Buddhist camp next week. camping camping. It’s 9th god emperor period. Hence, it would be good, reduce meat intake, and go pai pai. Sorry couldn’t go Ampang temple this year round. L then, I read an article. Besides this article, I actually thought of, what make me wake up every morning and continue living..? Instead of chasing my dreams, open restaurant n so on. . . should I like give chances to underprivileged people to chase their dreams..? Should I work my whole life of, enjoyed luxury (if I want, I can) or I should volunteer myself. Not much $$$ but every day, u live well+better. Lol.. So holy of me. After all, I’m still thinking what I want for my next 10yrs. I heard n read about ppl living in poverty. In another FB feed, few minutes of air balloon ride for rm100. I would rather that money being donated than used this way. Perhaps I should work harder, earn plenty and then create a foundation. Just see which way is more beneficial to them bah. SIMPLICITY~
Jeudi- a lot of reading and lack of sleeping do me no good. Arghh.. during work, or waiting for bussie, I’m so tired. No energy at all. I don’t this kind of me. That day I just did 60 surveys. Better than nothing. Finger cross it will be better nx round. Jia you. I left earlier, no mood mah. Then went to pyramid. Huh.. Bought a lot of noodles. Noodles jiu noodles larh. Pattern banyak banyak. I spent like 4hrs shopping alone. T.T elaino+ benji~ where are u guys wor..? teehee.. and then the taylor bus came late and I met a Julian. He’s nice. It’s been a while since I’m so talkative, active and smile so much. Thank cute~ ^^
Vendredi- it’s flyday. Hahahs.. I was late to class. Not enuf sleep everythg also gg. Got to nom nom mocha. Thanks symphony+ ivan for the offer~ btw, ur name sounds really really pretty just like u. J Around 8pm, went to mamee friend’s house. Her son is marrying. Hahas.. at there, I met my long lost love-hate art Teacher Jason. I love him, because he is the one who teach me how to draw, paint, play plaster of Paris and gave me art sense. I hate him because mamee ask me learn singing from him. I am afraid to sing. So I quite. Hahahs.. anyway, if got chance, I want proceed to oil painting. His drawing very very beautiful de.
Samedi- I appreciated the Asia Laksa! We watched painted skin 2 together just like painted skin 3yrs ago. I’m someone who is willing to give up the whole forest just for that particular tree. What about u..? :P



Sem 3 Week 5

Lundi- Dear Lao Tian Yeye,
Thank you for allowing me be on time to class today,
Thank you for letting me presents my intro well,
Thank you for blessing me with good food,
Thank you for blessing me with a lot of joy and laughter,
Thank you for letting me able to do the best for small test, I promise to study smart!
Thank you for letting Ben getting back his galaxy note,
Thank you for releasing Mr.Vinay grudge, I promise to be a good girl!
Thank you for giving Ben and I attendance,
Thank you for having supportive friends and roommate,
Thank you for letting me become MC for the food promotions,
Thank you for letting me fills up PTPTN successfully,
Thank you for giving me courage to do all room chores and washed clothes,
Thank you for blessing the HOPE kids. Chanel bought the polo tee, I hope she is blessed
Thank you for opening my mind; I’ve got a topic to present
Thank you for blessing me with courage to go through today despite being very very scared deep inside.
Thank you. and before imma head to bed, J

Please bless my parents to be pink in health,
Please bless both my brothers and sister-in-law,
Please bless my cousins,
Please bless my friends especially mei kee,
Please bless house owner who went oversea,
Please bless my kai ma,
Please bless daddy’s family members,
And lastly, please bless my hubby boy. I hope he got a good day.
I miss my mom badly~ T.T

Mardi- went to class. anticipated chua chua arrival to taylor lakeside. i felt soooo comfy around ppl that i know them and they know me well. coz i don't need to care for my attitude and words. all my very "chuan" geh personality can show up again. i can offend them as much as i want. hahas.. unlike a civilize world where ur words is equal to life and death. she told me all about her current work. her different mentality and different pathways among us. we, whole gang throwing our life to earn a piece of expensive paper called degree cert. while we busy with our lives, she busy duplicating $$$. by the time we all start n finish work, she can retire liao. awesome~ it sound crazy. but for me, it's fascinating. who tell u to go to school..? who want u to best in academic wise..? was it urself..? i agreed a good foundation will give u good future. but a good choice and pathways will lead u to success. to all my friends, no matter which way u choose, what you do, i'll support you. i will question u to understand ur situation and wanna know what give u courage to take this path. i'll be ur listener when u have trouble. imma never ever let u go. life is too beautiful for u to waste 50yrs working and not enjoying it. y not work 10yrs, practices life-long learning, and the entire, spent as how u want it. :) good luck to those pioneer.

Marcredi- went to uni. and again i love miss soo sien class. well done. bravo. never fail to let me learn something which not only useful to business n work but life. went to eat nasi goreng kampung at suriamas and head to ss15 ask for UK uni. lol.. after all, i still like taylor lakeside. hahas.. came back home. and this is what i wanna tell you. yes... i'm dumping you. get lost from my memory. i don't want u to stay here. arghhh... you've been in my brain for > 3 months. it's time for game over~ buhbye...




Jeudi- lalalalalaa… woke up quickly and took bussie to PPUM. Then I start my work. hehe… I love love love this job sooo much. Relaxing. If you want more, u be more hardworking. If you feel like tired, you take a rest or go slowly. J of course I’ll continue this job till end of October. Hehe.. jia you jia you Teddy Lim. After that, went home and start packing. Coz imma not going to work on Friday and overnight at yi ling’s place. Hooray.. very excited lor. Girl’s nite nite is always awesome. J spend dinner with le bunch of KKB’s with yao yao+ sian sian+ kay hui. Fyi, kay hui is ccy gf. Teehee… it’s a happy happy night. Food was yummie. Everything was good! Past midnight, went to yi ling hse. Bath and get ready to oioi. Had slow motion chat. Really glad to spend a night together gather. Dunnoe y, the kk trip feel is back. In the morning, nope… it’s le noon. Had yong tau foo. Okie okie only. We headed to kl. Btw, ivan very weird. Wherever he go, he can sneeze n get flu. He is a ‘lam tauhu’. Hahhas… walked to H&M. after looking at their range of clothing, I could only say not ngam me. Somehow, they r adult size n design where I only wear a kid’s size. I mean my pants and skirts. Still prefer Asia. They will have cutting that fit me. Le me likey times square and sg.wang. They offer awesome range of clothing. Actually it depend de lorh. If u want wear branded, of course u don’t shop at this kind of place. If u wants wear nice nice but not a designer product jiu is those sg.wang+times square geh. Even those qualities can classify where u got em and what social class u is.  This is what Taylor’s Lakeside taught me for past 2 years.  Ivan got competition at night. So, we gotta rush rush and go back. Lano din get to buy shoes. I saw the pants I aimed for. Since in a rush, I just give up. One does not simply buy things in rush. Respect the power of purchasing. Packed and now I am back to hostel lur.. this weekend imma not going back sban. Partly is to ground myself finish up assignment and rehab. Too much of travelling give me headache. This weekend is me time. I want do things I thought of but not finished. Checklist:
Monday= miracle day; 5mins speech presentation. And I swear I;m gonna score f&b management paper with flying colour. I don’t care who is teaching or what is in the content. When I want it, checkmate! I shall show you undefeatable mighty Teddy’s willpower+ strength.

IT- assignment. Left a little bit bit only. Gambateh.

Rdod M= spend time do research on this. I got some sample of em liao. Just need to double check.

Okay.. everything is alright when I am done with these 3 friends. J
Think positively, act positively and positive things happen around you. miracle day~

Suddenly hor, my bloggie website dunnoe got what virus thing. Ishh…  don’t bully my bloggie kay. K la. Now start do IT. +U+U~
Samedi- hola~ it’s a weekend that I plan to stay at hostel. Woke up early to go market. Got some fruits and food. Meet elaino. She’s going back to melacca for something. may he rest in peace. After that, stayed at home, eat, watch kimchi drama and took a nap. Arhh… so sweet. J start doing my CC essay. Partly most of it is done. Just need to rephrase and double check. Hopefully is a nice one. Able to let them feel something. hehe.. hmnn.. very lazy. Since what I’ve plan go accordingly, I shall continue with more dramas. Hahahs… suddenly, chanel came back and asked whether I wanna go back sban anot. I rejected her. If I go, I need to come back here alone. Nono~ hehe.. just like that, I did some work, enjoyed my very own Saturday. Likey it.

Dimanche- woke up naturally on ur bed is like the best best best thing in the world. And I’ve got a dream. If the dream happened few months back, I shall be very happy. But.. errr… I’ve changed. So, this dream is kinda a nightmare. I no longer in the same frequency with him (I hope so). And I don’t wish this dream come true. It’s a love triangle. Since I’ve said it, it will not happen. Hahahas…  yes, I admit I’m naughty. I’ve got crush, I’ve got a boyfriend. Quickly went to steam mantau and bak chang. Yippie.. and then, miracle happen. I love the way the Universe work. Thank you owner for donating, thank you for supporting me. I’m grateful that you’re kind. Kind ppl will get bless no matter where they go. You’re one of em. J gonna do my memorizing and accommodation management assignment. Jia you! I love the way miche miche and I sit together and laugh like sakai-es. Hahahhas.. is like imma having a younger sister. ^^

Sem 3 Week 4


Lundi- how was ur day..? mine of course is awesome as always. Hahahs.. let see how awesome.
I’m glad I woke up early and went to class on time
I’m glad I m able to adapt into dr.ann class
I’m glad miss jaya is a good lecturer, (coz I went into class late, yet she is willing to teach. Most touching is, she found out our classmate had clash timetable. So she felt pity towards that guy n trying her very best to find a solutions. She does not let this guy face the problems or unfairness alone)
I’m glad we have goodie goodie lunchie~
I’m glad I settled my student id finally+ pembatalan ptptn, and finally my internship. Although got a little mistake, yet they are bearable.
I’m glad that mr.vinay had different point of view. Like this, I know a different level/ behavior type of person. Teaching, way of speaking, attitude is different. Which a little diff from the norm. early exposure is good. Just dunnoe what will happen in the end of final. Hopefully everything will go smoothly for his lesson. J
I’m glad that class ended on time and elaino waited for me patiently.
I’m glad I sat at swing with elaino today. Wee.. has always wanted to have a ride.
I’m glad that we highed tea+ ate dinner together. Lol.. she teman-ed me. Hopefully she enjoyed+ no feel boring. Like eat+ girls talk+ le shopping on9. elaino really help me in my fashion sense. Lol.. from young I shop whatever that is cute. That is not the way. Ahemm~I’m still learning+ a beginner. For her, shopping is an art. Hahas..
I’m glad she introduced new shopping websites.
I’m glad she went back home safely.
I’m glad that owner fly fly to oversea to work lurr.. good luck~
I’m glad I had yummie dinner.
I’m glad my banana still can b saved. Lol.. I put them into fridge coz I scared they will make others to ripe faster+ get spoil faster.

And today happen something funny.
What do u mean by indoor+ outdoor. With/ without roof and MICE notes. =.=’’
Perhaps I don’t have enough effective communication skills to make u understand what answer I want. Hahahas… anyway, I’m seriously glad that we and group 7+8 joined forces to create and run an event. Yes.. they are from degree and some from other uni’s such as Berjaya. Really wanna see what we could make out of it. diploma+ diploma= same old style/ quality= boring.
International KLIA class would b amazing. Different opinion, trying our very best to understand each other despite differences in communication/ culture practices. This is daebakk.. Hopefully it will b a memorable+ smooth one. Since, we are gonna b separated after internship. The one and only chance, should go all out for it! +U

Lao tian yeye, pls bless me not to b sleepy. I wanna do notes+ maths. i am really busy nowadays. Got lotsa thgs to do. Wanna finish my own notes+ studies faster n then start on assignment. Pls don’t kacau me. Let me guai guai de study bah. no distraction offer. Unless work. Oh god~ hmnn.. still appreciate days without internet. Coz internet is seriously a big big enhancement to procrastination to myself. T.T

Mardi- y my tomato have beef smell. Yuckks.. and my yogurt got strong milk smell. I no no like cow. ><
guess what. now is raining. i wonder who is missing me. :)
love story is just too beautiful. 


Marcredi- slept late but woke early. today we had miss soo sian class. She gave us our assignment. It is a charity work. At the same time, we got to experience/ practice what had been taught by her. The main organization is Hope world wide foundation. This was the 1st time I heard of it. when she was explaining my mind was like hmnnn… how to collect more n more donations lerh… the product which is Reebok polo tee got 4 pieces only. Other than selling off those tees, I wanna collect more donations. This is to help under privileged children. Not everyone so lucky can get education and medical services. Since I’m capable, why not contribute more towards the society. This is called social responsibilities. It might be a small amount, every ringgit count okay. May god bless them~ J after that is it class again. Haizz.. I’m such a bad girl recently. I got no <3 addicted="addicted" also="also" din="din" drama.="drama." dunnoe="dunnoe" i="i" ler.="ler." ngam="ngam" only.="only." really="really" sleep="sleep" study="study" to="to" want.="want." what="what">< suan liao. Continue do assignment. Tomolo gonna work BMW event. ^^
Jeudi- tired.. sleep long also tired. Hahas.. woke up and 0n9 a while. Ate miso mee and dress up. full black to work. ishh… hot die me.  Went to find elaino, and benji. Started our journey at 3.30pm. all start to have mini hungry le. Hahahs.. reached and start our job. Mise en place a little. Sweat a little. Walk here n thr a little. Chit chatting. Quite relaxing as it’s just a cocktail reception. Not those heavy banquet style. The only lacking was their stewarding. Not well prepared. Arghhh.. during work, my leg damn damn damn pain. I walk with one leggie oni. T.T the “chicken eye” fault bah. has been having it severely. N then wear court shoes summore. Afterall, the event is workable. At the end of the day, u see ur incentives. That’s what make u move on. Went to suriamas lok lok and head back home at 1am. Huh… helped miche packed her luggage. Bath and need to blow dry my rapunzel hair. During midnight, on hair dryer is like @#$%%^** L tired!

Vendredi- being annoyed by miche alarm twice. Grr~ I’m superb tired. Packed up and had a chance to introduce HOPE activities to miss.tan. hooray.. she is willing to donate. Yeappie~ imma soo touched. miche+chanel+ karyn bought the polo tee. Baem, miss tan, daddy donated. The climax is, ah liang all the way from penang fly money to me. Happy till maxxx… hahahs… I believe+hope more to come. J had class and then went to asia café for lunchie. It’s been a long time since I 1st went there. Hmnn.. benji currently wanna overtake power from max. They are so cute. Like 2 kids fighting for a toy to play. Hahahs.. Hmn… went back home. Tired ar… hooray.. it’s time of the year again. Sales are everywhere. Spotted the first item me wanna buy. Nyek nyek~ and then went home. I think I got major trauma+phobia. I got a love+hate relationship with my mom. Tonight is mama birthday celebrations. Huh~ I dunoe how to explain, I just know that I’m a bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad X10000000000000000000 girl for my mama. >< L deep in my heart I still heart her of course. After having some soul talk with hubby boy, I never ever hurt my mom even if she bully me 99! Without her, I won’t be where I am now. Mom’s love is the greatest. PATIENTS must strongly b build towards ur parents who are in the stage of ageing. In conclusion, I found out the topic I wanna do for CC. lol… it’s a big prank by God helping me to find my topic; Parenting~
After this lerh, got another thing need to settle. Starting from next Thursday imma gonna work at UM hospital. It’s a part time job that ngam me. Once in a week. Good pay and I can go by myself. working hours are good. But hor, nx Thursday they are having cycling+ bbq outing. I wanna go also. >< so sad~ haizhh… suan liao bah.

Samedi- today is a good day. Hehe.. woke up and went to sell T-shirt to karyn choo. Collect $$ from baem. Went to T1 to eat brunch. Huh~ then start to walk walk at there. It’s been a long long long time since we shop together. Hmnn.. imma very very happy o. J however, when I’m testing clothes, it’s like 1.5hrs gone. OMG.. gg… I know he’s gonna get upset. Coz he is just a typical guy who does not like accompany his gf shopping at all. even me myself also test until pek chek. I dun like when the things is try is not my size. I dunnoe I wear 35/36 shoes. I dunnoe I wear which cup of bra n size. I dunnoe my waist line. I dunnoe my size of myself. I only know I how many kg. even my height also I dunnoe. Tat’s y when I try something on, I dunnoe which one is ngam me one. Huh~ try until very tired arghh.. and then we had dinner. He send me back home. Bathed and rested a while. And then went to S2 find mei kee… it’s a bit hard that I dun have my own transport. Now I felt that I, myself is a burden to everyone. >< nvm, I gonna leave this place soon n explore the world. Hehe.. while meeting meikee:
She is officially single. L I tot is a random fight. But this time, they are never ever getting back together. This very handsome looking guy cheated on her. Conclusion is leng zai no heart. This guy, for him himself he declare he is a good man where only god knows. What-so-ever. What I care is my good good good friend. When she talked about it, almost teared. Make me also heart pain 99.

Mei kee kau: u’re a good girl. U deserves someone better than him. Don’t downgrade yourself. Cry as much as u wants. Be emo for not longer than a week. Throw tantrums. After all these don’t you ever cry for the same reason. It’s past tense. let it go…
And then jia jun, wei zhong and ee nam came. Without a trace, it’s been 5 years since we know each other. During kuo min camp. Lol.. they are the one that called my Chinese name. so sweet. Hahahs.. around 3am, I woke daddy up and let him fetch me. I know it’s something stupid to do. But I just want to be with him more. >< I know it’s not reasonable. He as well gets angry with me. But I want! Bluekk :P

Dimanche- let’s give myself a break. Dunnoe y activities keep coming up. I just want to have a simple daily lifestyle. Not too rust, not too hectic. Gotta study for mr.vinay exam and cc introduction. May god bless me and mei kee (someone who shared+be responsible for quarter of my soul). <3 o:p="o:p">
lol.. so full of words. hopefully u can digest them well. :D