Week 6 Finale Term

Arghhh... without notice, in a blink of eyes, it's week 6 already. passing on. so much not done yet. readings and revision. ughh.. luckilly it's still week 6. i got 4 more weeks to brush up. gonna have intensive revision on myself. cannot misbehave already. final term. over means over. guai guai ar... dun play le la.

Sunday night, have some mini gathering with jean and mei kee. jean is flying this thursday. have a safe flight yo. may u have a wonderful time at tasmie. while mei kee is complicated with petra. i don't see what is the problem between them but they keep on fighting. is a daily routine i guess. hahas.. sunday slept at 1 am trying to finish a book. then woke up at 6am to ride bussie. whole night din really sleep well also. Jean say if wanna have a companion, choose a suitable one. we are already 20 years old. if getting marry at 30, we have only 10 years to know each other, pak toh and blah blah blah...

Lundi- had theory then kitchen class. whole day migraine attack. arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..... y must u come now..? i am trying to read and study. when u're here, i can't even open my mouth. is not painful but suffering. i know i am stress. i am trying to sleep already larh. hmnn.. after class, take bath and straight sleep. cannot even move more. the last time my migraine attack was SPM. that time i am reading sejarah book. suddenly just blackout. after that, i try to sleep more than it should be, avoid caffeine and only eat healthy stuff. maybe it's too long, i start to simply eat stuff, sleep late and here it comes to me. T.T

mardi- woke up still feeling dizzy. not planning to skip class. continue my day like normal. did laundry and cook. start to relax my body. undergo some aroma-therapy with soft musics. hoping it will reduce the pain. read a while and went to bed early. cannot take the risk anymore. i've ask the divisional office for degree intake. either march 25 or august 27. i was planning to start as soon as possible and quickly end my study life. if august, what can i do with 5 months break..? i wanna work. my expectation of salary is 2k. is there any place that can hire me with this salary... i need to pay rent, support own living cost and save money for future use. and if i am working for 5 months, i want go Bangkok. feel like going there shop shop shop. is like wasting my time also. if start march, it's too soon and i'm not ready yet. haicho...y so difficult to choose geh. very the ma fan...

wednesday- today went to class a little different. hoho... i guess people will get shock by the way i dress up. lol... funny reaction i saw. no need be shock or confuse. Just ask urself how well do u noe me that u sure i won't wear like this. my birthday is coming soon. what shall i get for myself lerh..? i've been a good girl, so shall reward myself. hahhas.. a vincci watch.. a charles and keith wallet or some make up tools... these are the 3 things in my head. wanted to do some survey on what's new on those shops at Sunway Pyramid. but plan changed when we need to eat lunch for korean cuisine and walk walk at amcorp mall for book hunting. had fun outing with benji and elaino. yeahh.. at night study a little bit and cooked fried rice. kinda success gua. hahaas.. thank god no symptoms of migraine. will continue to avoid caffeine, spicy and  chemical food. imma a happy girl now. hehe.. hmn.. when i see a girl scold others bitch, i actually dislike it very very much. it's so rude. don't u have basic manner to use proper language. if u're angry just say so and not use vulgar words. saying is easy but taking back it is hard tho. moreover, if it's for someone u know, it hurts ppl de lerh. if u're using it to address close friends and play play version, i'll accept it.

thursday- is a whole day class. got myself long long hours to sleep. hehe.. coz i am afraid migraine come back anytime. danger zone. 8am started french class. then mr.gopi beverage studies ended early. we went to enquire for degree stuff. huh... scholarship still got. then ptptn. when i see miscellaneous fees increased Rm700-1k, my mind already thinking whr to find $$$ to cover up. luckilly ptptn can borrow more. shud i borrow 13k or 16k per annum..? is either i pay back 42k or 48k for my 4 years study.i'm like what... my living cost is far more cheaper than my course fees. if i am joining the earliest intake, i need to start apply, fill up forms already. all depends on my final examination timetable. shud be going to earliest intake if possible. i dun wan to wait and waste my time already. my oil painting class and becoming starbuck barista will need to differ liao. :( benji's bufdae is coming soon. so he got the wong kok free milk tea. errica is kinda quiet that day. i was thinking was it bcoz we ffk her yday so she got mad. anyway, someone who disgrace girls shall not need my concern much. i was still thinking is this pei wen and pei wern that i know has the same characteristics..? lol.. i won't get shock if there are the same. i believe people who their name sama sama will have similar characteristics de. revision class ended early too. went to library to borrow some books. need to research more on my psr and some inspirational books to fill my soul+mind hunger. then went to mr.gopi revision class. i am staying at sunway this weekend so there is no need to rush. hmnnnn... i think mr.gopi is sien gua. he have the class like we very free like that. chit chat and also mamak. after mamak followed zhen han come home. huh.. damn tired. and dunnoe y my cheeks red red de. perhaps body temperature too hot already. after 10pm, i'm like in oioi mode ald. ZZZZzzzz...

friday- in a choice to go or not to go pyramid with ah ling. thinking that nthg to buy, lazy to go out and let her pak toh with zh, i dun wanna go liao. stayed at home. woke up naturally and start chasing drama. luckilly line still boleh tahan. watched feast for god, extravagence challenge and moon embracing the sun. at night, i read the monk who sold his ferrari. now just half way. will tell u the whole story after finish the bookie.it's somehow similar to the power of secret. but in a story teller and audience style. :) it was really good to have some me-time.

saturday- hmnn.. had a nightmare of i dunnoe how to write an essay. so, should i start revision on english now. lol.. still procrastinating. not even serious in my studies. kinda miss papa+mama liao. bf..? of course. but he is busy with orientation with juniors. when one person staying in this room, it'll be a little empty. when with miche miche.. it will be sempit. so sien... @#$%%^&&*(( wasted whole day like that.  read and take a nap. thou, it's boring (din watch drama scared cnt stop), i am relaxed. there is no need for rush or not enuf sleep. :) btw, our group kena curse i think. after ivan, peter, sakit, then zhen han, elaine pulak turn. hmnn.. at night, when i am lonely, suddenly phone rang. tot daddy will go to bed straight away coz he is very very the tired, but no. we chat for quite some time. imma touched. he is describing about imu girls. each time orientation, it's a chance to stalk new batch of girls and he will start flirtationship. hahahs.. his eyes memang got problem. those girls he say pretty, i doesn't even need to look at. coz they are not. T.T somehow my taste in girls are better. ahhahas.. and i wonder, his eyes got problem, them i'm not pretty also lor.. huhu.. >< he propose that to straighten my longevity hair. he say he likes to see straight hair girls. hmmnn.. since born, i did nothing with my hair other than trimming. can be consider. dunnoe how i'll look when it's straight. gaggaa.. papa leh. after that, play a while and read notes.
he is improving liao... +U+U

one night, straight in front of me:

finding a partner is for companion, when i have things to do, friend to entertain me, i don't need you and hope that you don't bother me.

it's true when i am lonely, i'll want you to accompany me

it's a phrase that hurt me the most among all

sunday- i plan to go pasar pagi today. but slept at 4am. how to wakie up at 7am lerh. @.@ ate koko crunch, made sushi rice. condiment will be seaweed, mayo tuna and octopus floss. turn out to be yummy. tonight will make seaweed soup with sushi rice. today is a nihon day. ^^ hehe.. hooray.. tomolo class start le. not bad actually to stayback here. is just need to prepare food by myself whereas at home, i juz need to order and ding~ it appear. hahas.. after this need to finish up human resource notes.. 9 chapters.. huhu.. gg.com. gambateh lor... faster finish study, faster emigrate. and u can continue ur lynas. malaysia can be save de mie..? lol..

Week 5 Finale Term

Lundi- woke up at 6am then wait for grandpa to fetch dadda and i to bkt jalil. then karen send me home. bath and took my own sweet time to make up for FO class. class went well. but the front office assesment make me wait until no more test feeling liao. i am no 15. from 2.30pm wait till 4.30pm like that. after that went home and wash all stuff. did mask and sleep i guess. very very freaking tired. on a day like this chin yoong say he read my blog. the awkward moment. damn... quickly see back what i've blog before. lol..

Mardi- today is 14.2.2012. for everyone, it's a good day/ sweet day. for me, it's just Tuesday. no extra feeling for it. after break, doesn't feel good. head dizzy and feel like throwing up. on a day like this, daddy keep on messaging me. maybe it was valentine. so he miss me. the very naughty+ bad me ignore him. went to computer lab update my psr until 6.30pm. he called for dinner. i tot he was kidding. he is not that type where he will purposely come to find me from bkt.jalil to have dinner on a holy day. so, continue my report. manatau, when i say hello to nyc, i saw him behind. he is actually behind of me trying to log into taylor's computer using admin. hahhas... unbelievable lerh. wahhhh... that time got stun a little bit dunnoe how to react. anyway, i continue typing report also. make him for wait for me. later on, i feel very very bad. he already made an effort to come to me, and i. . .  sorry. >.< quickly went to dinner with him. by the time we reach sunway pyramid, it was already quite late. ate taiwanese food and drank chatime. ^^ whee.. whatever i want, he will also give. hahas.. :) make daddy come to teddy and the next day need to rush back imu. Xie xie. bear bear  really really very hapi o. and bcoz of ur surprise also make my plan turn upside down larh. suppose can send ai xin sushi bento and konyaku jelly as dessert for tomolo lunchie. hmnn..

wednesday- although very tired, but i insist wanna send my love to him today. after class, stayback a while at computer lab sitting at the same lucky place again. hoho.. then quickly kick start. chop chop chop, fry, wash wash and cook sushi rice. long time din make ady. i think my skill got worse and the vinegar is not strong enuf. sushi doesn't taste yummie like last time. then the cute cute de bear bear face din make also. :( took bath, packed and start my journey. Rmember it is U76 bussie from sunway and U71 to sri petaling from pasar ar.. dun take wrong bussie anymore. sitting in the bus when it is having downpour. the scenery is very nice o. like a bus penetrating waterfall. almost reach. running behind imu to vista c. feel very very happy to give him surprise. my mouth oni got wide smile. and best part is i got the key into his hse. nyek nyek.. walk in, slowly... hmn.. he is focus-ing in his game. he din notice it was me also. hahhas.. the from behind, i gave him 1 chatime and ai xin sushi bento. slowly, he recognise it was me. hahahhas... his shocked face. lalalala~ hapi hapiii... after eating sushi, i request, can u keep me for a night..? that time is 8pm. i am too tired to travel. straight went into yuyu's room and sleep. hehe.. woke up at 4am.

thursday- 4am... and everyone is sleeping like piggie. feel like playing prank but they sure very tired pia psr. read mr.gopi notes coz got 10% assesment. took 6am train back to sunway. felt very energetic and hyper. running and jumping. bath and pack. went to uni. today, everyone is like a zombie. all do psr last minute bah. hmnn.. during revision class, oni me, elaine, ivan and cy stay. and we stay till 4pm when lecturer is not in class also. we chit chat lur. relationship+ guys. after hearing their stories, guys is like very complicated to me. i know nothing about man. the one and only i know will be daddy. and every guy will have a friend name jill. and ivan pulak tell me he click click click n come to this blog. no nice pictures and full of words thr's still ppl reading. mother of god reaction. is just like the wiggle wiggle song. no shoes no socks and i still get serve. hahaha... damn.. after class, stayed at library with elaino. she do her psr, while i daydream. my psr finish long ago ald. is just i got post-psr/ final term stress. i need to relax myself by daydream more n more. after maxis buy 1 free 1 chatime. merci~ this week full of chatime. din finish it also. at night, did nothing. cannot sleep and got nothing i wanna do. haizz.. wasting time.

friday- did laundry. wash+ iron clothes. take my own sweet time preparing. after that rush to uni. forgot my appraisal form. luckily exam centre ada. update my psr and submit. hooray... at last everyone sun sun lili de hand up ald. paling bu fang xin is lauren and yi ling. after brunch, took bus go sri petaling. grandpa fetch us go back sban. hehe.. from monday- friday i also got to see daddy's face. magic~ reach home first thing need to do is take bath, scrub myself clean clean and continue drama-ing. yeahh..

saturday- whole day watch drama and roll on bed. procrastinate my work. haizz.. T.T how to trigger myself to study and not waste time lerh.

RESOLUTIONS!!!!!!!!

I know it's a little too late to blog out my resolutions right now. But i still want to jot it down and make sure i realise it! when there is a target in front of me, i'll make sure it happen. Like this, life is a little easier to concentrate from distractions. :) According to The Secret when you focus on what you want, it will happen by any means. Experienced and totally believed in it. Such a magical power i found.

it's 2012 and i'm 20 years old. a little in the border line. Not 100% a young adult but no longer a teenager having teenage dream huh. In this very age, what shall i do lerh..?

1- Take care of health. feeling sick is bad bad bad. i dislike my migrain and headache.
eat on time, appropriate amount, only consume healthy food. anything bad cannot go into my precious body. sleep sleep sleep at 10pm. fruits..my beloved.
- make sure my cute face free from pimples, tanned and moisturize till max. aiming to use Hada Labo products. mask mask mask!!! i LOVE mask.
- teeth. need some dental appointment already
-skincare remember apply lotion every night, salt bath every week, not to forget my lack of nutrient nails...
-update on appearance. need to learn how to dress up according to body size and structure.

2- Relationship with the people around me. No matter how others treat me (good/bad) i must still treat them good. of course there is a limit to it. i am not God.

3. read more books. spend quality time. i love reading. I forgot that i have this hobby. T.T

4. join oil painting class. me love art. huh.. oil painting is more expensive. if i don't do part time, how to support this class lerh. hmnn.. this is still not sure yet.

5. 10k in my bank account by the end of this year. if i am working, this must be my saving.

6. i want get very honorable pass with congrats from jury. add on will be top student award. i want get it. i want it!!!

7. practice what i had been taught. no matter what others do or don't do, i must not give up on my own principles. those good things that i had learn and those bad things i should stay away from. don't get influenced easily and has my point of view. don't get easily influenced by the society. +U+U

8. my relationship with daddy. jiu create more memories 2gather gather ba. +U de keep fresh.

Week 3&4 Finale Term

Wakakkaa.. it’s been.. urhmnn… 3 weeks I guess. Has not been writing to u. maybe that day, after that day, all my emotional blast out. So I felt relieve and able to go through life without any jot down moment. There was a few too. But I was busy+ lazy. So couldn’t be bothered. Now that I’ve clear some of my stuff and ready to accept challenges. J

Well Start back with Week 3 Finale Term. After week 3 arrives, we got 1 week holidaysss. Err no.. is more than 10 days. Muahhahaa… during that time, I really pia my psr bit by bit. Hard work always pay. That’s y I can relax and sit here blogging instead of cracking head. J

Lundi- Basically I went back kl on Monday morning. Hehe.. I’ve forgot what I did actually. Mostly is sleeping and reading books. Yess… I read tons n tons to fill up idea for psr. Okie. I admit it was long ago. So I forgot most of the things I did. Beside reading, it should be watching dramas. Hehe.. instead of thinking of the past, I should blog out current situation.

There goes the one week holidays.. first started to be good. On the midnight of Chinese new year eve, there was a gang of ganster came to my house area and faught. Omg.. there are really brainless ppl. 30 over cars got their windows smash. Haizz… second koko’s car kena ald. It’s a significant event before new year.

Chinese new year the first day. As usual, went to daddy’s place and slept. Too tired to help out. Get ready and start pai nian with each other. Receive a lot a lot of ang pauss… happy. And those food. Great!!! Felt guilty did not help out. >,< in the late afternoon, went to ah ma’s house. This year, it’s at sri pulai. Nearer and better I guess. Went there, sit, talk, get ang pau, rest. After that, back to daddy’s place. They are going to penang in the midnight. So, went to 2^nd uncle house for quick dinner. Came back and continue watch drama. Dunnoe y, daddy bcame more n more addicted to game. He even said and act ridiculously just bcoz of the damn online game. Well, we have some chit chat. He is just too much. Make everybody to tolerate him as if it was a norm. he has lost his good attitude and character slowly in the big society. Midnight, they depart and I go back home.

2^nd day of Chinese new year. It was the same every year. We went to granduncle house. We means mama and i. I hate, dislike to go. I don’t feel the sense of belonging from that place. Anyhow, it’s just mama and i. if I don’t go, mom will be alone. Nobody likes to be left out alone. Such a holy daughter of me, surrender. Went there and guess what, this year had change. We had some chit chat and ppl that I don’t want to see is gone. Great! Spoke to Jason and Jeremy. During evening, we went to feed fei fei, dao dao, chicks, water orchid and mao mao. Went back home and continue my dramas of course. At night, I checked the ang pau that granduncle gave out of curiosity. To my surprise, it was a check worth 2k. !@#$^^^&%$$##^&((( I don’t understand. But I accepted it. I accept coz it’s sincere. Damn…

3^rd day of Chinese new year would be mama bring papa go li ko and tua ko hse pai nian. It was a tradition. Then at night, jas’s hse got lok lok party. So me, mei kee and jean went thr to have some fun. The awkward moment when not close bcame close again and the only 3 of us appear. Lol… had some chitchat with my closet friends. it seem like jean and I got same mentality while mei kee still young and innocent.

4^th day, hmnn.. on a day like this, we, mei kee and I, went to jeanne’s hse. Have some costume photoshooting. The outcome was nice but not my taste. So, I would deny it. Hehe.. the whole day gone like that. At night, we went to yam cha a while at tarot sun bian discuss about Friday’s journey. Went home feeling exhausted xia. Non-stop visiting. Lol..

5^th day has come. Woke up, continue my dramas and get ready. Today, we have our round trip. Started of at jas hseà how yeeà jean’s à sim lim à mine à karynà jing xuan. Hmnn.. a bit troublesome as some need to go back earlier for nights schedule. And really very sorry to mei kee. Let her wait n in the end she did not join us. Hmnn.. sorry sorry my dear n beloved friend, mei kee. After that went back to karyn’s hse to gamble. Soon, went to feed pets and went to lai ma’s hse. She had move to new place which near to sri pulai also. All that area. Hahas.. not bad. at least she got a hse now instead of renting a house. :”) played with kah jun and jeng yee. So cute as always. Hehe.. went home after that. Next day is already Saturday. So fast. Yet I did not produce any thing. Haizzz… daddy is back too midnight.

Saturday- out of nowhere, got a sudden call to kl. Hehehe.. hapi hapi. Is a bear bear out day. :P uncle’s boss is not at home. So we went to sungai long, kajang for visiting and dinner. Met chef Rex at last huh. Went back sban and spent one night again. Ishh.. daddy’s fault. ><

Sunday- woke up. hehehe.. ate and went back home late again. No chance to meet up with papa.

Monday- back to uni. Hmnn.. did all my best. Carried a lot of bookie. Hand pain pain. Luckily Karen fetch me from bkt. Jalil to taylors. Did not bring my lappie also.  My ipod touch reach home sweet home. Named it white chocolate. Hehe.. had our very first finale term kitchen class.

Mardi- study as usual. Pia my psr like nobody business.. huhu..

Macredi- stayback and do psr. At night, read all I can. ^^ no lappie seriously very boring. But I my endure my desire and finish all my work. Hehe..

Jeudi- start to feel different. Maybe is pms.. and also mood swing when my beloved one got very very clingy to game and doesn’t even noe how I felt. How can you don’t know..?

Vendredi- yes… my lazyness made me cnt finish up my psr. Very disappointed with myself. keep doing until last minute of replacement service class. Quite nice actually. I enjoyed it. After that, Karen the very very kind girl fetch me to Bandar tasik selatan. She even wait with me and make sure I am safe. Omg… she is the first who let me felt I need to be protected at kl. Yes.. when she let me go, a malay guy ran towards me. I got shock. Seriously very very shock. Shock till I ran and ran and cannot breath. If he had a knives n doing sumthg bad, I might not b able to type this out anymore. Life.. nobody will be responsible and able to take care of u every seconds and minute. Is about ur own safety. So I realized that now. When I reach the station, couldn’t find daddy. and he even got mad at me. I am already tired, so scard and late night walking alone, in those dark creepy road, he still mad at me. When I reached, he knows nothing. Huh… his friends car no battery and need to jump start. Hmn.. I tot of, why… why… and why. Can’t u be more protective and think of me as a girl in the middle of night? Is my fault to rely on u. is my fault to save the few ringgit and follow u go back with friends. is my fault and my greed. Went to kah joon’s hse and go back seremban. Reach home, bath and stayed awake whole night like this. Cannot sleep. And then I watched drama. The next day, fall sick badly. Fever on and off. First time in my life fever for 4 days. I am usually hit by migraine but this time dunnoe y like that. Maybe the weather and the food I ate was bad. I remember I had spicy food for whole week. T.T

After that, I recover when it Wednesday. Had our class as usual. 2 classes and went back home. Hmnn.. did not bring my lappie nor ipod touchie. seriously felt my hostel is like hotel room. Clean and well organized. Went there and just spend a night. The good thing is, all well prepared. Hehe..

Jeudi- is a long long class. After class, we stayed for a while. Mr.Alex has a briefing with us. What!!!! The content of the briefing was outstanding. Now I understand why people go college/ pay so much. Y people say college cert can be bought. Huh… went back sban again. This time, sat lrt with elaino. Took bussie and it was late. Night dream n night dream. Got nothing to do what. Did not want to touch up finish psr. Keep procrastinate. Ishh..  btw, got warning from papa. He said y I always ( 2 times) sleep at daddy’s place. I speechless and got shocked. Aiyak… I tot Is okie. Manatau.. gotcha. I know papa don’t like la. So I don’t dare anymore. Never ever. Shiveriing. Ggagagaga…

Friday- spend at daddy’s place. He promise will treat prosperity burger when I recover from sick. I rejected to eat with mummy and went with him. He did not keep his words and let me eat alone in the dining table. Already felt bad neglecting mummy, den got treated lik tat. Being rejected is so helpless. Whole day mood got spoilt by him. Summore pps cannot load. Cannot watch extravagant challenge while he played games. So, very tired de me went to sleep long long. Woke up and had dinner. He went to yam cha and I did not follow. Foo yee brought fio went. He sure want me to accompany him go. But I reject gao gao. No mood to accompany him. Go home watch my drama better. At least my drama won’t ditch me. They ask weather Sunday wanna go genting celebrate valentine till Monday. Firstly, I am not interested in genting and I’ve plan my valentine. Nyek nyek… reject him again. I may seem bad but it’s just very minor. To him, it’s nothing at all. moreover, Monday got front office test. How to go..? and yea.. I slept at 5am watching drama. There is not even a goodnight call.

Saturday- got call from karyn. Went to her place and we off to tesco and jusco. Bought stuff for orangie’s 21^st bufdae, my valentine’s planning and jalan jalan sikit lur. Girls ma. this time, mei kee din join us. Dunnoe what is her plan lerh. Or izzit . . .  haizzz… susahnya. Just wanna say sorry. >< after buying around 4pm, we went home. Did a bit of psr, lol… half way doing, karyn is back and we went to pick up the cakie. It was lambo’s shape. Cun-ted. Hahahhas… karyn’s bf bufdae but we have it at si chua hse. And si chua is not at home. All done by us. Start preparing and karyn went to handle orangie. Till den Orangie cannot guest it was his surprise bufdae celebrations. Noob. Hahahs.. later on, he knew and had cakie cutting sessions. Of course, daddy is stuck with his on9 game and came very late. Is like a while before cake cutting. Shall I mind..? of course no. xi guan jiu hao. Lalala~ then orangie got his many many presents… 21 yrs old, 21 bufdae present. All is useful to him. Hahas.. even got his underwear. J after playing, we clean up. really hapi to have such gathering with friends. hapi hapi. We used to see each other everyday for 5yrs. I love you my friends. :”) when I see karyn’s effort, she is 100% good gf. Salute her for planning this bufdae party for 1 months and start preparing presents. As for me, daddy’s 21^st bufdae is just a normal cake bufdae celebrations. I remembered that time I was at internship and staying with him. Many many problems also. T.T I did regret for not buying him present. Guilty guilty guilty till d max arrrghhhhhh…. At night, I invited him for koko’s dinner for tomolo. Very randomly I said it’s okie u wanna come or not. Coz he got important event 7pm every day. Thou shall not disturb thee at the very critical moment. I got used to it le. Although will feel sad, but nothing can be done. Why not just leave him alone with the damn game and enjoy myself.  whee~ at night, cannot fall asleep o. hmmn.. start blogging lurr… miss out a lot ma. then facetime with ah young ni. So happy. Is like I’ve got new phone and he is my first contact. And I got to see sleepy de maxxxxx… J ah young ni went to gao gao choo also. Later, daddy pulak call. And I shall stop blogging. He called with a very unusual voice. He is crying perhaps. Lol.. at first, my cold blood and heart din really care. Later on, we chat and chat what is the problem. then I blah all out. Is not like I don’t want to tell. Do I have a chance first of all..? it is so difficult to drag u out of game even for 5 mins. Your yi xia xia is not 5- 10 mins. It’s 30 mins to one hour. Wasai… when I am sick, I just need you to care a bit more. That also got problem. game game game. you always make that u r right and I should just follow whatever you said. You make it so tedious for both of us. In the end, I give up. well, u like it so much, there you go. Even when I am unhappy, I won’t disturb u. I din speak to anyone or only mei kee and blog all out. I guess u felt my coldness and got the feeling of things are not alright at all. well, it’s the truth. From 3am talk talk talk till 6am. Imma very sleepy arrrr… 

then 10 am Sunday went to pasar with grandma summore. With a swollen and sleepy face. Bought stuff for valentine’s surprise. I was actually in a dilemma weather do I still need to put effort to surprise him on valentine since celebration for festive is just another day to him. Hiazz.. I don’t want to regret. Last year de valentine, we celebrate happily de o. I still hope and wish it do be the same for us every year sweet sweet de. :”). Even if u did not do anythg for me, I will do it for you. beriya-iya do my psr report. Finale done. And then sleep. Keep not enuf sleep. Dinner at restaurant with koko. This time, daddy is more caution on timing and I can see changes in him. Hehe.. happy. :P quickly did slides and sleep. but still somehow awake whole night. sighhs..