Watzz gonna be NEXT..?

Hmp... I feel very disappointed to live in this so called lighthouse. Since the day I shift in, nothing good had ever happen. I hate here. hate hate and lotsss of hatred. I remember the first day I shifted to here, there is no dinner. Okie.. I am fine with it.

Then second day I lost my file and locked myself outside of d room. Have to call the so called care for us de auntie to open my room. I am the first one that lock myself outside. Maybe I am the only one stupid.

Next, I found myself got disturbed by 'dirty stuff'. Need to go 'pai pai'. Even GOD also ask me to shift as soon as possible. This could not be my fault right.

And then the agent of the house is such a F***K person. In my entire life, she is the first I had ever meet with this kind of behaviour + attitude. Yess, my room mate said it correctly, If u stuck her mouth with $$ MONEY $$, she will shut her wicked mouth and not disturb you. WORLD PEACE!!

I may seem to be very rude to judge her like this, but if you are the one who meet her, I guarantee you will never tolerate with her.

Then, there is no bus that come to this area when I wanted to come back kl. I have also tried to wait in front of Sunway Pyramid for 1.5 hrs alone for the stupid shuttle bus. That time was ald 9pm. It was all dark. The bus I waited had never come.Hence, I take a taxi from Sunway Pyramid to this house. It was seriously very troublesm. I had to take bus from Seremban to Central Market. And then take another bus to Sunway Pyramid. At there I need to pay Rm7.00 for the taxi to go home. Do you know that I am just a girl. Everytime I travelled, I am very very afraid of my safety. I cried everytime I need to travel from Seremban to Taylor. But who will understand. I am scard of travelling alone and anti-this house. Later on, I found one shuttle bus that pass by this kl house. Then life start to be a bit easier.

Next, everyone at this house gotta cook for your own dinner or go outside 'dai chau' or the newly open hainanese chicken rice stall. You can't be eating the same stall everyday right although some of my housemate did. And I believe, you at my age of 18, is lazy to cook. Even if I cook, it won't be yummy. I cook my every dinner during my sem 1. I bring vege and meat from Seremban to here every week. It is soooo not easy to survive here. But at sem 2, I AM LAZY. My timetable is until 6pm sometimes. So, I got no food. Haizzzz.... I decided to eat bread for my dinner this week. >.<

Lately, the house got theives trying to break in. However, my housemate manage to chase them away. Around this area, the thieves manage to steal some students belongings when they went out for dinner. I am scard lor. I rent a room, to keep my belongings and rest. But it seems like the room is not safe to keep things and I don't feel comfortable staying here also. I had to bring my laptop to classes everyday. During my journey to campus, it is dangerous to bring laptop also. To bring laptop to campus so 'ma fan'. I am so small size, the laptop bad is damn huge. Run here and there with this big thingy. HUH~ Don't bring I will always 'dan xing' laptop de safety. I wonder what should I do...???

And yes, I just spoilt my teddy bear hairclip just now at my bedroom. The hair clip that I treasure the most. I am so ''blackk'' at here. Nothing goes right. Arghh..

Ohh My Goshh... Oh oh oh oh oh oh ...

My life here is seriously totally SUCKS!!!!

Since the first day I come, the word to describe here had never ever change. Arghhh... So, WHAT IS GONNA HAPPEN NEXT YA..?? I wondered.

I dunno how I manage to survive here.

If not because of my dream, I will not go through all these.

To dream comes true, just stay strong ba. T3ddy Lim. T.T

Ma hoLiDays zzzz...

Wau.. finally got to update my bloggie after leave my laptop untouched for many many times. Coz want use all time to 'pak toh' .haha...

Well.. t3ddy had plan a few things to do during her 2 weeks holidays. hehe..

here is d list.

Melacca Jonker str33t.

Failed to go. >.<

The reason shall not be reveal. muahahah...

Ampang Look Out point.

Success! t3ddy & daddy did visit here. YAHUUU... haha... Besides that, uncle a.k.a Chun Hung and ah yeee a.k.a Bei Lei also went. Plus plus, daddy's course-mate also. Although not just both of us went, t3ddy is still happy. Coz daddy promise to bring her there! Photo this trip will post later. By the way, special thanks to uncle Nathan for helping us snap snap picture wor.

Xie Xie, Arigato, Thank You, Terima Kasih, Nandre n so on.

Hmn.. T3ddy would like to comment on the food there. The food yucksss.... not nice at all. t3ddy don't wish to eat at there anymore. But yam cha +scenery is recommended. ^.^

Mak3 sUshi.

Failed to make yummie sushi due to laziness. Some more, some of my sushi ingredients expired jor. Then have to find t3ddy de making sushi 'ka chang'. Need to buy seaweed, sushi rice, vinegar and bla bla blah.. Lazy la.. hahaa.. But t3ddy hope can make sushi for daddy. Coz daddy lov3 to mum mum sushi made by t3ddy. kekez..

Mak3 Cooler Pad.

Failed to make.T3ddy & daddy plan to d.i.y a cooler pad together. We found the mini fan at stores. However, Seremban sell too expensive le. Later, we were able to drop by Low Yat. The fan at there are cheaper. But still will be expensive and need wire and Usb plug n bla bla blah.. When we calculate, we could get a cooler master cooler pad. And then, we may fail to produce this product. We were most afraid of this. Conclusion is, we give up. :)

Drink Sw33t Water.

Succeed! You will not understand how much this means to t3ddy o. t3ddy like to go a stall near Yu Yan Sang on friday to drink 'fa sang wu'. That stall got a lot fanzz de. t3ddy already go 3 times. But every friday also finish selling. >.<

If did not get to drink. t3ddy will lau kei. So right after dinner, daddy went to buy for t3ddy. Coz daddy doesn't want t3ddy to be unhappy. haha..

Hold Hands 1 day 1 hours.

t3ddy understand that this is lame but very very happy that daddy actually agreed. We not only hold hands for 1 hours. Is whole day. Anytime and anywhere. haha..

Now, t3ddy had started college. Miss miss his big big de hand o. hehe..

and these are what daddy plan to do with his 1 month holidays.

Read Marieb.

hahaha.. daddy only manage to read a few pages due to t3ddy attractions. haha..

Repair Car.

One car successful send to mechanic and repaired. the other one is still on waiting list. Coz have to wait grandma a.k.a daddy's mother back from Sabah to decide. hehe..

Besides doing what we plan, t3ddy & daddy watched dramas. Whatever drama t3ddy watch, daddy also follow. hehe.. We watched:

1. 'tam ching suet ngoi'
2. 'poh chung ling'
3. you're beautiful (act, daddy is dota-ing for this drama)
4. ye man lai lai yu zin go si lai
5. clannad
6. iris
7. si kong kei on

Usually t3ddy received a morning call from daddy around 12pm. Then both of us get ready by taking bath, wash face, brush teeth teeth. Then, daddy will go t3ddy house to fetch her. We go to buy lunch and then go home. While eating lunch, we watch dramas.

Around evening, t3ddy will be busy cutting vegetables and prepare to cook dinner. Daddy will cook rice and water the flower. When uncle and ah yeee come back from college, they will help. After taking bath and eat dinner, the four of us wash plate together. We also prepare fei fei d doggie rice. After 'gau tim' everything we continue our dramas again. hahaha..

After spending two weeks with daddy day and nite, t3ddy 'bu se de' daddy. t3ddy miss miss daddy badly once reached college. T_T

wish friday reach faster!

okiee... is time to chau ald.. t3ddy is tired because yesterday round whole Kuala Lumpur.

Times Square -> KL Sentral -> Pasar Seni -> Mid Valley ->

Sungei Wang -> Low Yat.

Neck and leggie damn pain.

So.. Bye Bye..

And tonite gonna be a good nite. ^.^

~Ma MM3~

Do you remember what your mom do for you..?

Do you... Or you had forgot since it was long long ago..?

I heard from my ex bm teacher (Mrs.V.Sam) while she was teaching a poem.

She said, before our great mom gave birth to us, her life was 50:50. However, she still take the risk. She would give away her life just to bring us to this world. Then, she be 101% carefull when handling us. She play with us, teach us what is right and which is wrong. At night put mosquitoes net, so not even a single mosquitoes bite found on us. When we sick, we give her misery. She would stay whole night to take care of us.

In return, what did we give her..?


SHOUT at her.. ABONDON her.. SCOLD her...

Will you simply give up on your life..?

Will you sacrifes your lifes for your family members..?

I am at Genting Highlands, a place full of entertainment. I should be happy de. But i felt loneliness.Because I am alone. Usually mom will be beside me. I let mom enjoy herself gambling. I 'tak cukup umur'. So cannot go in. :( She has been looking after me each time I step into theme park since standard one. I mean every year. She will bring me to Genting.She will just stare at me from far, while i played + wave hands to her. She did not complaint getting bored or tired. Not even once. Now, I am big enough to take care of my ownself. Is time to set her free.

When thinking of mom, my eyes will be full of tears. How my mom can be so good ahh..? Whatever I ask for, she did not reject. (Except for the barbie dolls kitchen + bedroom + living room set that I wanted so much). Everytime we go Parkson,I will stare at the Barbie dolls set again and again till mom say ''okie.. enough. is time to go..''

Because deep in my heart, I understand they are expensive. And they will be artifact when i am at high school. The only thing I can do is keep looking at them and imagine myself playing with it.

Do you know i am the one to determine what to eat everyday..? Just one call, and mom will drive her motorcycle go out and buy. Whenever I feel like eating this and that, there is always a YES from mom. If the food is expensive, mom will say, '' next month okie.. When i got my salary, I'll bring you go.''

It will be late, but she fulfill her promises.

My mom even accept something ridiculous which is weird when it happen at my age ( sw33t 16). She accepted my boyfriend. hahahaha... I felt this is special because at 16 years old, all my friend parents don't allow their daughters to 'pak toh' de.She knows everything about him and his family members. And the worst is, send me to his house as well as went shopping together. Sometimes, we do eat lunch together. Unbelievable right!

The second surprise that my mom gave me was, she send me to Taylor to furthur my studies. Most of them ask me to think twice before joining hospitality management since i got pretty well results for SPM. Even my dad also don't support me. Some of them even talk bad about this course. >.<>''If you feel like going, then go ahead''. That is the most wanted words i wish to listen. T.T



Besides that, my famiy is not very rich. Mom said, ''if you dun get any scholarship from Taylor, I will not be able to send you there''. I can choose between Stamford and UTAR as they offer me 100% scholarship. Since I longed to go Taylor soo much, mom made a very though decision. At last, she send me there. I understand that not she doesn't want me to study there, is just that she cannot afford the damn expensive course fees ++ high living cost. When I registered at Taylor, I know that mom wants to give me the best. She hope that I will be successful to study at a better college. That time I only get 50% off scholarship. I felt very very guilty because I burden my whole family. I can choose to go UTAR which will be more 'ngam' with my family income. But, the sellfish me, choosed to go Taylor. Mom even bought insurance for my education since I was young. Then she open a PTPTN account. She knew I will need them. So she prepared them for the sake of my future. Now I got Taylor World Class scholarship which is 100%. It should release a lot of mummy burden. ^.^


Can you imagine how lucky I am to have my mom. Without her, I am nothing. SERIOUSLY. She gave me love any put a lot efford to make me success in my studies. I cried when i drafted the earlier at Genting and edit it at home. Luckilly that time Starbuck second floor ain't many people. haha...

'shi shang zhi you mama hao'

'you ma de hai zi siang ge bao'

SO, ting mama de hua o...



Ma mee.. I LOVE YOU!

Ma mee.. THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING!