~Ma MM3~

Do you remember what your mom do for you..?

Do you... Or you had forgot since it was long long ago..?

I heard from my ex bm teacher (Mrs.V.Sam) while she was teaching a poem.

She said, before our great mom gave birth to us, her life was 50:50. However, she still take the risk. She would give away her life just to bring us to this world. Then, she be 101% carefull when handling us. She play with us, teach us what is right and which is wrong. At night put mosquitoes net, so not even a single mosquitoes bite found on us. When we sick, we give her misery. She would stay whole night to take care of us.

In return, what did we give her..?


SHOUT at her.. ABONDON her.. SCOLD her...

Will you simply give up on your life..?

Will you sacrifes your lifes for your family members..?

I am at Genting Highlands, a place full of entertainment. I should be happy de. But i felt loneliness.Because I am alone. Usually mom will be beside me. I let mom enjoy herself gambling. I 'tak cukup umur'. So cannot go in. :( She has been looking after me each time I step into theme park since standard one. I mean every year. She will bring me to Genting.She will just stare at me from far, while i played + wave hands to her. She did not complaint getting bored or tired. Not even once. Now, I am big enough to take care of my ownself. Is time to set her free.

When thinking of mom, my eyes will be full of tears. How my mom can be so good ahh..? Whatever I ask for, she did not reject. (Except for the barbie dolls kitchen + bedroom + living room set that I wanted so much). Everytime we go Parkson,I will stare at the Barbie dolls set again and again till mom say ''okie.. enough. is time to go..''

Because deep in my heart, I understand they are expensive. And they will be artifact when i am at high school. The only thing I can do is keep looking at them and imagine myself playing with it.

Do you know i am the one to determine what to eat everyday..? Just one call, and mom will drive her motorcycle go out and buy. Whenever I feel like eating this and that, there is always a YES from mom. If the food is expensive, mom will say, '' next month okie.. When i got my salary, I'll bring you go.''

It will be late, but she fulfill her promises.

My mom even accept something ridiculous which is weird when it happen at my age ( sw33t 16). She accepted my boyfriend. hahahaha... I felt this is special because at 16 years old, all my friend parents don't allow their daughters to 'pak toh' de.She knows everything about him and his family members. And the worst is, send me to his house as well as went shopping together. Sometimes, we do eat lunch together. Unbelievable right!

The second surprise that my mom gave me was, she send me to Taylor to furthur my studies. Most of them ask me to think twice before joining hospitality management since i got pretty well results for SPM. Even my dad also don't support me. Some of them even talk bad about this course. >.<>''If you feel like going, then go ahead''. That is the most wanted words i wish to listen. T.T



Besides that, my famiy is not very rich. Mom said, ''if you dun get any scholarship from Taylor, I will not be able to send you there''. I can choose between Stamford and UTAR as they offer me 100% scholarship. Since I longed to go Taylor soo much, mom made a very though decision. At last, she send me there. I understand that not she doesn't want me to study there, is just that she cannot afford the damn expensive course fees ++ high living cost. When I registered at Taylor, I know that mom wants to give me the best. She hope that I will be successful to study at a better college. That time I only get 50% off scholarship. I felt very very guilty because I burden my whole family. I can choose to go UTAR which will be more 'ngam' with my family income. But, the sellfish me, choosed to go Taylor. Mom even bought insurance for my education since I was young. Then she open a PTPTN account. She knew I will need them. So she prepared them for the sake of my future. Now I got Taylor World Class scholarship which is 100%. It should release a lot of mummy burden. ^.^


Can you imagine how lucky I am to have my mom. Without her, I am nothing. SERIOUSLY. She gave me love any put a lot efford to make me success in my studies. I cried when i drafted the earlier at Genting and edit it at home. Luckilly that time Starbuck second floor ain't many people. haha...

'shi shang zhi you mama hao'

'you ma de hai zi siang ge bao'

SO, ting mama de hua o...



Ma mee.. I LOVE YOU!

Ma mee.. THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING!