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i ask what gonna happen nx right. and there is something happening...

the terrace house i am currently staying, imma gonna leave it.

leave far far away from this house.

proudly i would like to announce that T3DDY IS SHIFTING TO NEW HOUSE.

when i got the idea to move, i am happy but at the same time i am worry. i wonder what's gonna happen to me..?

i asked myself...

will i meet honest roommates..?

what about kind housemates..?

is the house safe to protect me..?

or i will still feel afraid although i am inside house,

where house is a place where i can rest and feel protected.

i ask myself again,

can i use the kitchen for cooking..?

is there any basic facilities like water heater, refrigerator and washing machine..?

even without air-cond and wifi i also can survive. ( trying to be +ve)

i gotta think from A-Z.

every single corner i gotta think. scratch my head think n think...

i can't relax.

once i relax, everything gonna turn upside down.

i am afraid that history repeats.

then i found an apartment. 3 of my coursemate stays thr.

i pay a visit. the situation is acceptable while rent is affordable. i have decided to shift there. i called the agent of the apartment. he also agree to let me shift in during mid october.

do u know how happy i was... happy as in i set myself free.

everynite i sleep,

i doesn't need to feel being stuck in a house that has 12 rooms

i doesn't need to have 19 housemates at one time..

i doesn't need to take turns waiting for the multi cooker for dinner.

i doesn't need to smell the smoke that fly into my room when others is cooking.

i doesn't need to pay electricity for others when i am not using it at all.

i doesn't need to face the annoying & irritating agent.

i doesn't need to b afraid of those spirits here.

i doesn't need...

really doesn't need anymore.

and my agent of this terrace house got the news i am shifting, she said i can get back my deposit when i find replacement without time gap. first of all, i din tot of having back the deposit. just let it burn as long as i can lead a happy life. wish to run far far as soon as possible.

however,when i think of with the deposit and + rm100, i can get my dream handphone. i wish i can change handphone as the hdp i am using now kinda 'sot sot' ady. and i think of how my mom work every month for money, i dun wish to give up on the money.

And now, first stage of problems start.

CASE 1: for this terrace house, i need to find replacement to get back deposit.

CASE 2: i need to find a new roommate to share the room at apartment.

CASE3: i need to prepare a set of furniture. coz the apartment i gonna rent is for single. i need to prepare new set of furniture for future roommate.

at one moment i need to find 2 girls from outside world. then taylor dun have notification board. do u think it is easy..?

not at all.

Beside, i need to plan when should i move.

During raya holiday..? but after that i will be having my final. i don't wish to disturb that week.Somemore i got assignment to finish up. argghhhh...

When i am having my term break..? but that time that fella wanna move in ald. where can i keep my things..?

i really dunnoe. when i shift, i need to buy furniture summore.

room has not pay deposit yet n future roommate is still missing in action.

i am like ???????????

1 week later, i heard that my housemate has friends interested with my room. then he wanna rent it. He will be shifting in on 1st of october. which means i need to get out on 30september. case 1 settled. deposit is safe now. happy right.

2nd level of problem starts,

fews day later i got news from my coursemate that the girl staying in the apartment wanna extend her stay. which means i cannot rent the room anymore. is juz few words, 'i am not shifting' and my life got miserable.

the agent told me there is another smaller room but whole house is guys.

of course i don't dare to stay there. He himself also scard. then he said there is another room at highest level. but need to wait. he cannot confirm also.

i wonder how long must i wait..?

after 30 september i got no where to stay.

do i need to sleep on streets..? haizzzz....

Can u pls tell me why all these things doesn't happen to you but me..

is me only.

one side settled and one side turn out to be problematic.

every step i take, i am coutious but there is problems which are unexpected.

my life is like being fool up and down.

i wonder why god wanna play with me like that.

i know is test in life, but dun u think is too much..?

since i had move to kl, i am fighting..

everyday is like a battle.

from school assignment & assesment till personal life

i din even hav a good rest.

i am tired.

no, shud b EXHAUSTED!!!

i love my campus,my course and my coursemates.

they are all awesome.

but i hate my personal life at kl.

everytime i step out of taylor gate,

my emotion totally change. i don't see anything happy.

i don't smile. always moody.

i am not like that. i used to smile wherever i am.

i dunnoe whr is last time de myself.

i've changed.

my happiness & wide smile just fade with the pass of every single second.

T.T

if i have ever make u smile or cheerish ur life for a moment,

please close your eyes,

~and say this prayer for me~

''goodluck t3ddy lim.. everything gonna be alright''

thank cute!