the road not taken

2nd week of term 3...

everythg was fine...

studies is okie..

new hse condition is great..

but friends are . . . hahahahha...

is just that everytime i go back home, i look at the room.. it was empty. only me alone.

this represent i am staying in a single room. not twin sharing. so i am paying rm500 every month. i am emo about this la.. but what to do..? i seriously don't get any reply now. all i need to do had done. waiting ppl to select me. :(

btw, i got the refund back. rm801. is better than nothing. can buy my se w995. but but but.. i understand which situation i am now. hdp is what i wanted. not what i need. so all these money goes to mummy ba. haizzz~

currently close with grape. she is a nice person. she is kind and decent. i like her attitude '' not to rely on others. in this world,all good ppl had died''. i support this phrase. nowadays where got same like last time. all people look forward money and their precious time / benefits. even when they are friends with you, you may b good at sumthg. this lesson i should understand from the beginning very well. Stupid me, hope that there will be true friendship. but how is it gonna compare with friends meet few months ago and few yrs ago???? human are just realistic. at least sometimes i can talk to grape or daddy. nowadays, i am no longer close with strawberry and banana anymore. i felt they are neglecting me. jackfruit, durian, and apple still okie ba. sometimes, the situation is just not u can handle. you just gotta accept it. haizzz... suan le ba. i dunnoe how to entertain them.. seriously they r not my type of friend ba. tat's why i could not behave like myself. hmn....i will live in my little girl aka t3ddy's world. goodbye. i shall not disturb u guys anymore. actually.. i am tired of chasing u guys. just let it go teddy lim. mei na me jian dan o! :'(

my result for term 2 is kinda good ba. at least achieve target that i wanted. i just need to maintain my target. although i am alone, at least i have my will to accompany me. it gave me strength. seriously. . . hahaa.. nowadays i borrowed pastry, beverages, main course books from library. wanna learn / at least get some recipes. 4 yrs of partial free education. so just grab whateva knowledge given. who cares... 

haizzz... should stop here. don't know what to blog oredi.

oh ya... on monday- friday i am taylorian.

on friday- sunday i am imu intruder.

and i am loving it. hahahahahhaa... :)

then hor...

lifespan of my slipper is 2 yrs..

lifespan of my high heels is 2 weeks

lifespan of my flatware is just one day.

in one day time i can destroy my flatware. it seems like slipper suit me best. :)