2nd internship

Internship is over now!!!!! Hoorayyyyyyyyyyyyyy…..

God bless… I seriously want to end this freaking troublesome internship.

Compare to the 1^st one, this intern very very the terrible. L

First of all is because the Arab season and I’m in housekeeping. So, it’s super duper busy+ tiring. Thanks to it also, time flies and I smoothly goes to 2^nd department. Thanks to it also, I get to know more about the hotel operations and clean toilet as a professionals. Hahas…

Then, I got bored by the second department, front office. Haizz.. my tasks is not something different but to stand at the lobby 7hours and 15mins. Guess what, the other 45mins is break time. I could see the stress they have at reception and how people behave. Well, none of my business. Standing at lobby, I will think of a lot of things. Think from A-Z. Hmnn… like that I finished 3 weeks. Got 1 month is I went to club lounge. Quite enjoy time being there as somehow they attach to f&b. And got my biggest tips for now which is rm100. However, I still prefer a place named Mandarin Grill. Teehee…

If I were given a chance to choose where I want to stay, I seriously don’t want to stay at Bukit Jalil. I rather travel 2hrs a day to work and 2 hrs to go back home, Sunway. Like that, I’ll not be a burden and interrupt someone’s daily routine and social life.

In return of my greed,

I don’t feel secure; has hope or faith in my lover anymore. I always wanted to know his opinion before making decision coz I respect him as part of my soul mate. I don’t want him to get hurt. However, he makes decision without even thinking about my feeling. When I say I don’t like it or I mind, he continue to do it as if everything is alright. Can’t he just put himself in my shoes..? His stand to have fun with friends is so strong that he don’t even tolerate with me.

This is how I felt over the past 3 months. Now, it’s over liao. Of course things get better when we don’t stay together. As I don’t get to see+ know how he flirts with other girls and treat them good. When I got things+ friends to keep me busy I won’t attach to him so often. Hahas.... Every time we stay together sure got problem one.

This time I am sure is none of our fault. We understood each other very well. Is the situation + timing geh fault lorh. Firstly he went to Sabah. I am sure he got some influences and strengthens their friendship leads to some changes. He is forever a hardcore fan of Dota which can’t talk to me. Then attachments at Penang which make his thinking mature pulak. Hehe.. Can’t run away with long orientation and events with juniors. 

All events come one by one. Attitude and thinking changed. Misunderstand can be so deep. How to handle lerh..? As I am so near to him, I am too free nothing to do and over concern everything about him. Even I felt creepy now. Oopsie~ 

No matter how I dislike the way he act or what he say, there is still a way that I can tolerate and forgive him de wor. Don’t you think it’s weird..? Hence, I conclude that I am a girl that loves him unconditionally. He is not that bad either. Just need to knock his head and remind again and again to get his attention. From this whole thing, I learnt that whatever difficult situation that happen between us, we could hand hold hand and settle it. Nothing is impossible. Our love is real! J

Now imma getting holidaysss for 1 week. Gonna pack and get ready for term5. Soon will be back to uni and meet mes amie. Miss miss them. Huh~ so tired. ^.^