Sem 3 Week 10

Supposing had test for  FnB Manaagement. It was called off and of course with some drama. What can u expect from an awesome professor lecturer like him? :P  And then got accommodation management mid term till 7pm. It was quite long ago since I stayed at uni till this late for papers. :D went back home and got myself rested. Huh… I just can’t do any other things with that state of physical and mentality. Btw, mice exam and submission the next day. I really don’t understand. How could u put something leisure your first priority compare to ur education and effort. You chip in some effort and a little sacrifice and make it be better. But the way you tell, and I just felt that entertainment is ur everything. Did you forget the purpose you are here..? It’s okay. Since I’m not you and u can never be like me, I’ll just respect and walk off. Shhh~~~  sleep sleep and more sleep. Hmnn… lappie officially dead. I’ll just need to get it repair. Felt so nthg to do. At night, went for the Nuskin talk. I enjoyed myself. It’s like living in a dream. Wednesday class was like a wake up call. I got my result for CRM. I’m like… hmnn.. a lot of thinking went through my mind. Emo a little. How could i..? how could I bring this kind of result come home..? I felt sooooo sooo sooo guilty. >< that moment onwards, I swear to myself. In order to prevent from nightmare happening again, I study real smart. Make sure in focus in every lecture class. No more play and jobs. Money is not the matter now. I need to behave like a degree student. Learning to adapt into it. Pls plss give me another chance. That night, I sleep with my eyes open widely. Making a clear cut of what this 2 years should be like. Thursday went to do survey. A lot money is needed to repair lappie. So jia you jia you de work. Work a lot. And also chat with patients. Sometimes, they showed u something you cannot see until you are at their age. In the hospital, you would not want to be anyone. Not even yourself. You just want to be a listener for everybody. Absorb what they have to say. And it’s like gold. Those pieces of advice+ scene is precious. Went home and did nothing. Luckily miche miche borrowed her lappie to me. :D some dramas to celebrate independence. Hooray. Off from assignment and assessment for the mean time. And time flies. It’s Friday. Pack pack pack. Gonna leave my warm house for 1 week. It’s good that I got this off. Really need some rest. Last month was too intense with work and uni life. I think I did not really pay attention in class and hardcore study. I fooled around more. Oh.. btw, my whole body just got itchy and itchy badly. >< reached home. Settled down. mama is retired. Good for her also. It’s just like yesterday she joined SBL bookstore in my highschool. I remember when I am 8years old, she started working there. I am like hoping she work longer so that during my high school, mom is with me. Teehee.. and yes. She is there. Every break time, I got to eat nice yummy food. Not canteen food. And then delivery like MCD, bubble tea, pizza and etc. no need wait for her to come fetch me. Anytime I can go home. Whenever I am sick, mom… I want go home sleep. And there go she fetch me back. For more than 10 years she work there. It’s time for me to be like her. Taking her position and take care of her. Hmnn.. should I choose to live in moderation like what she did in order to stay close to each other where time would be our limit or earn like a boss but be far away from her..? or live my dream to become a job hopper that I can’t be bother about my family but enjoy myself for about 10 years..? no matter which pathway I choose, I knew she always support me. :P that’s the good thing about being a girl that whole family is not on your shoulder. It’s a little selfish but not at all. When parents know their child is able to survive in this cruel+ heartless community I shall say, they are already contented. Monetary, power, big houses, big car, branded, what is the use of all these when they just want to have a peaceful life with family members, relatives and grandchildren..? this is it.

Saturday basically is a drama day. And then Sunday had breakfast with my bunch of girlfriends. Totally enjoyed ourselves. :D sleep again. Had dinner. Continued my drama.