Showing posts with label N3ver. Show all posts
Showing posts with label N3ver. Show all posts
overtime
j'ai apprendre ma leçon~!!!! i'll remember this forever. will not touch beer anymore until i'm physically and mentally recover. vomited for 3.5 times and hangover for few hours. luckilly daddy is available to chat with me. i'm better after eating apple. i guess rm50, i not only experience barrel beer but also process of drunk-ing and vomiting. another thing money can't buy is daddy's advise. i shall be a better good girl from now on~ i've my ideal idol already. there is no reason i can't be success like them.
N3vEr Do it Again!!!!
Hmnn… Take a deep breath first..
Breath in~ Breath out~ Breath in~ Breath out~
*Inner peace* *inner peace*
ohmnn.. mali mali ohmmm.. ohmmomo… mali mali ohm…
Story started like this. As u knows, recently I was kinda addicted to read bloggie and start being active too. So, I on9 until very late instead of completing my tasks (write notes). Fb and bloggie + background music at the same time real player drama is on pause waiting for me to watch. Can u see how busy I am being a Uni student..??? muahahaha..
Since I am on fb~ I keep checking my recent notifications. Then I got tagged by someone. Okie.. let’s name the someone Shrek. I was quite happy being tag as in like maybe v are starting a conversation or a damn funny video clip. Was aspecting for it.
Damn him larh. You know what he tag me..? he posted a video about the animal that I most most scard in my entire life on my wall. What the fuck. Yes… Imma scolding vulgar words and I don’t mind. I need to express my anger~!!!!!! I only scold here and not in public. I still care about my image and no point scolding brainless people with vulgar words which spoil myself right. Ishh ishh ishh.. I wonder what feeling he had when he post and tag me in the video. Kanasai betul. You think anything also can play izzit..? Play also knows the limit larr… Is like not the first time I tell u guys what I am scared of and don’t take it as a joke. Full with hatred and anger at the same time sad.
Sad- because I trusted him as a friend which will not make me feel scared or in danger
Hatred- I just hate ppl use other ppl weakness and prank them. I can play with u other thing but not this!! Understand- stupid brainless idiot..???
Anger- Who like to be played until this extend o. It is very normal for me to get angry.
After that, I remove his post and posted this phrase on FB.
This is a bear bear that want hug hug~ ^^
This is a sided head bear bear~ Daddy say he want to plat with teddy.
But he is shy shy ar... Cute cute horr.. hahahhaa...
After that, in mood-less mood, i write n write my notes ar.. On9 at the same time. Some uni friends are very caring. They asked me and comfort me. Felt great o. ^^
At night before i went ot bed around like 2.30am, I closed my eyes and all is saw was the video image. Couldn't sleep as imma in trauma. I don't know why, but i am scared. Just genuine scared of it.
I called daddy and we chat for a while. He reminded of the 3 bear bear on top.
One by one we describe and elaborate how they could be.
Words by words made me forgot about the incident and start falling asleep.
Bonne Nuit~