My brain oh my brain~ keep thinking about one thing since I am on train coming back from work.
I am an assist for those kakak during this Arab season. They used to say I am better than Jac in cleaning which I think its self preferences. Each individual has different working experiences. So, don’t compare both of us!!!! It hurts not only Jac, but me also. I felt it!!! Then, this kakak XX heard or know that I clean faster. So, she pick me instead of Jac EVERYDAY. I am like help, help, somebody please help me… I try to give signal that I don’t want to pair with her, they just ignore me. I felt sad. Each time I know imma gonna pair with her, I got moody, unhappy, dun smile, just like a zombie. L
Today, I did not follow the kakak XX for room cleaning. Instead, I follow another kakak, a supervisor and a guy. Hooray… imma free from hell. Very happy, grateful that I does not need to assist her. Working with her made me mentally stress. She loves to drag her work, mumble a lot a lot with her irritating voice and complaint complaint complaint. I just can’t get along with her attitude. One word- demotivate. T.T
Okie.. basically this is why I don’t like to pair with her.
1. She uses to delay working time. Early in the morning, she’ll go pick up things and clear the pantry slowly. After that, check room status. She is taking her own sweet time to just make the bed. I’ll wash the bathroom, does wiping and even clean the kitchen, plus vacumn soon as possible. She doesn’t rush at all. She will does her room one by one as she like, and then 4pm, she’ll try persuading me to stay until 4.30pm to help her. I am helping you, rushing for you, yet you slow down. Hence, there is no reason for me to stay back with you. You are getting paid by ot, what about me..? Are you going to share half of your ot salary with me..?
2. BRIBE. Yess.. She bribes me with fruits and good treat. However, I am someone who can only be bride with quality of work and standard performance. If you can show me what you’ve done. Yess, you can bride me with that. Other things, I am not interested.
3. Instead of finishing her own task, she loves people to help her. Everyone will have one or two assistances, she request more than that. Imagine 6 people cleaning 1 apartment with her because she just can’t get her timing right. I’ve been following her for days, I know pretty well about her attitude. She can’t lie to me. And she will steal people’s linen, fruits from other people pantry. I felt bad for those who has been preparing.
4. She speaks loudly with her very sharp voice and keep mumbling to herself. Saying there is a lot room to clean, Arabian’s room, check out room, many many reasons and even used me as one of the reason which I hated the most. When you’re cleaning, you can shut your mouth and focus in your work. Instead, she keep mumbling, complaint and complaint. I felt frustrated and de-motivated.
Omgoshhh… I don’t want to work with lazy bum bum.
I tried to tolerate, but I’ve got my limit too.
These past few days, I’ve became a zombie.
The story begins like this. Today, I told a kakak that I hope no need to work with kakak XX or maybe go to her floor. I really really hope to work with other ppl. But kakak XX always, everyday also picked me instead of Jac to work along. I also forgot start from when I assist her.
Then, somehow I dunnoe why, kakak XX got to know that I talk bad about her ( which I am actually not willing to work with her only), she got shocked. She called a supervisor, pass the phone to talk to me and start all her drama~ oppsie~ and I was like o~ e~ en~ tak adalah~ . . . keep quiet and wash toilet on the 8th floor while she is on the 6th floor. Keep talking on the phone which I felt whatever. There is no need to explain.
And then, suddenly, she came up to 8th floor to talk to me. Hmnn.. kinda expected. She would just leave her work to do unnecessary work. She asked me, what I’ve told others and I said I forgot. In mind my thinking, you got a lot more apartment to do and got time come up here to find me..??? I’m just a trainee. Am I worth wasting your time..? hahahas..
she really wanted an answer, so I told her,
“ yes… I don’t like to pair up with you. You did not ask me to do those chores, I choose to do it myself, but your attitude and words gave me a huge headache. So, it is okie..? understand..?”
Whoa… she said sorry to me. =.=’’’ then I said sorry to and get back to my work not even wanted to glance at her for 2nd time. Ciao~ that’s it.
I am not wrong or right either. I am just being honest and straight to my heart. I cannot accept people that does short cut. Is not me. Sorry….
