A ♥ Secret

I am clear what i am doing and thinking now. It may not be fair to someone important but i can't control my own ♥.haizzz... The secret is deep down in the bottom of my heart.  The only person that know once i found out is daddy. I told him. And i think he is okie with it. 

Are you interested to know...???? hahahas...

I had a crush on a guy~!!!!!

Yes, i admit i had a crush on "him".

To : daddy

       pls don't feel offended ya. hahahaha...

Eruhmm... Firstly, i got a crush on him. Then i felt he is just a bad guy (a selfish one). No more feeling liao. As we get along longer time, I found out he is very very the attractive lor. what to do. i got seduced by him. T.T $%^&*()__*&%^%$... haiz haiz haizzzz...

Sometimes i scare, anxious and happy to see him around. When i don't see, i will like kinda no mood. However, i cannot let him know what is on my mind. I tend to be cool in front of him. HMnn..I cannot let him know the truth. Very the pai seh lurr.. so, i'll not reveal anything about him ya. It's dangerous. hahaha.. ><

Anyway, I only think for fun. I don't take it seriously and it will not come true of course. I only love daddy ma. No matter how great other guys are, my heart will not be with them. Oopsi... hahahahas... 

The question is, is it wrong to have a crush on other guy when you have a bf..???

Answer: of course NO. we are human. we have feelings geh. sometimes u tend to have more than friends and less than a couple. Is just in between crush and like. Yesss.. they do get special treatment once in a while but not like a boyfriend. hehee...

To: the lucky guy

I think you are interesting but don't worry... you are not extra that very special when i had a crush on you. Coz i have crush on many many guys too. hahaha... After that i will think you are not my cup of tea for long term long lasting relationship. Another point is, I just like being with you and kacau kacau. So what. I got no true feelings of being together with u also.. nee nee bubu... :P

Recently, my feelings for him is fading. A good news right. hahaha.. Hope all the best in his love relationship ba. I am always there for you as a good friend only~!!! 

Pity him, that misses a cute+ sw33t girl like t3ddy. muahahahhahaa...

A song dedicated to the feeling of having a crush.

Onion

This song is about a girl having crush.

The secret is keep bottom of her heart.

She describe when the guy find out,

he will tear the onion slice by slice

and

he will get shock, 

have nose stuck and tears started to fall

because she will find out the girl truth at the end.