20 from now on

i am just 20 years old. is it this age i must carry such a huge responsibilities..? is like beyond my limit. i am studying and not working. i know my situation is special. do you know how i wish i can have another choice. i do wish to live comfortably have someone that can look after and listen to me. i know everything is possible. i am tired and sick of it. why can't just let me undergo normal ppl life..? sighs. . . hopefully everything can go back to its place as soon as possible.