Wakakkaa.. it’s been.. urhmnn… 3 weeks I guess. Has not been writing to u. maybe that day, after that day, all my emotional blast out. So I felt relieve and able to go through life without any jot down moment. There was a few too. But I was busy+ lazy. So couldn’t be bothered. Now that I’ve clear some of my stuff and ready to accept challenges. J
Well Start back with Week 3 Finale Term. After week 3 arrives, we got 1 week holidaysss. Err no.. is more than 10 days. Muahhahaa… during that time, I really pia my psr bit by bit. Hard work always pay. That’s y I can relax and sit here blogging instead of cracking head. J
Lundi- Basically I went back kl on Monday morning. Hehe.. I’ve forgot what I did actually. Mostly is sleeping and reading books. Yess… I read tons n tons to fill up idea for psr. Okie. I admit it was long ago. So I forgot most of the things I did. Beside reading, it should be watching dramas. Hehe.. instead of thinking of the past, I should blog out current situation.
There goes the one week holidays.. first started to be good. On the midnight of Chinese new year eve, there was a gang of ganster came to my house area and faught. Omg.. there are really brainless ppl. 30 over cars got their windows smash. Haizz… second koko’s car kena ald. It’s a significant event before new year.
Chinese new year the first day. As usual, went to daddy’s place and slept. Too tired to help out. Get ready and start pai nian with each other. Receive a lot a lot of ang pauss… happy. And those food. Great!!! Felt guilty did not help out. >,< in the late afternoon, went to ah ma’s house. This year, it’s at sri pulai. Nearer and better I guess. Went there, sit, talk, get ang pau, rest. After that, back to daddy’s place. They are going to penang in the midnight. So, went to 2nd uncle house for quick dinner. Came back and continue watch drama. Dunnoe y, daddy bcame more n more addicted to game. He even said and act ridiculously just bcoz of the damn online game. Well, we have some chit chat. He is just too much. Make everybody to tolerate him as if it was a norm. he has lost his good attitude and character slowly in the big society. Midnight, they depart and I go back home.
2nd day of Chinese new year. It was the same every year. We went to granduncle house. We means mama and i. I hate, dislike to go. I don’t feel the sense of belonging from that place. Anyhow, it’s just mama and i. if I don’t go, mom will be alone. Nobody likes to be left out alone. Such a holy daughter of me, surrender. Went there and guess what, this year had change. We had some chit chat and ppl that I don’t want to see is gone. Great! Spoke to Jason and Jeremy. During evening, we went to feed fei fei, dao dao, chicks, water orchid and mao mao. Went back home and continue my dramas of course. At night, I checked the ang pau that granduncle gave out of curiosity. To my surprise, it was a check worth 2k. !@#$^^^&%$$##^&((( I don’t understand. But I accepted it. I accept coz it’s sincere. Damn…
3rd day of Chinese new year would be mama bring papa go li ko and tua ko hse pai nian. It was a tradition. Then at night, jas’s hse got lok lok party. So me, mei kee and jean went thr to have some fun. The awkward moment when not close bcame close again and the only 3 of us appear. Lol… had some chitchat with my closet friends. it seem like jean and I got same mentality while mei kee still young and innocent.
4th day, hmnn.. on a day like this, we, mei kee and I, went to jeanne’s hse. Have some costume photoshooting. The outcome was nice but not my taste. So, I would deny it. Hehe.. the whole day gone like that. At night, we went to yam cha a while at tarot sun bian discuss about Friday’s journey. Went home feeling exhausted xia. Non-stop visiting. Lol..
5th day has come. Woke up, continue my dramas and get ready. Today, we have our round trip. Started of at jas hseà how yeeà jean’s à sim lim à mine à karynà jing xuan. Hmnn.. a bit troublesome as some need to go back earlier for nights schedule. And really very sorry to mei kee. Let her wait n in the end she did not join us. Hmnn.. sorry sorry my dear n beloved friend, mei kee. After that went back to karyn’s hse to gamble. Soon, went to feed pets and went to lai ma’s hse. She had move to new place which near to sri pulai also. All that area. Hahas.. not bad. at least she got a hse now instead of renting a house. :”) played with kah jun and jeng yee. So cute as always. Hehe.. went home after that. Next day is already Saturday. So fast. Yet I did not produce any thing. Haizzz… daddy is back too midnight.
Saturday- out of nowhere, got a sudden call to kl. Hehehe.. hapi hapi. Is a bear bear out day. :P uncle’s boss is not at home. So we went to sungai long, kajang for visiting and dinner. Met chef Rex at last huh. Went back sban and spent one night again. Ishh.. daddy’s fault. ><
Sunday- woke up. hehehe.. ate and went back home late again. No chance to meet up with papa.
Monday- back to uni. Hmnn.. did all my best. Carried a lot of bookie. Hand pain pain. Luckily Karen fetch me from bkt. Jalil to taylors. Did not bring my lappie also. My ipod touch reach home sweet home. Named it white chocolate. Hehe.. had our very first finale term kitchen class.
Mardi- study as usual. Pia my psr like nobody business.. huhu..
Macredi- stayback and do psr. At night, read all I can. ^^ no lappie seriously very boring. But I my endure my desire and finish all my work. Hehe..
Jeudi- start to feel different. Maybe is pms.. and also mood swing when my beloved one got very very clingy to game and doesn’t even noe how I felt. How can you don’t know..?
Vendredi- yes… my lazyness made me cnt finish up my psr. Very disappointed with myself. keep doing until last minute of replacement service class. Quite nice actually. I enjoyed it. After that, Karen the very very kind girl fetch me to Bandar tasik selatan. She even wait with me and make sure I am safe. Omg… she is the first who let me felt I need to be protected at kl. Yes.. when she let me go, a malay guy ran towards me. I got shock. Seriously very very shock. Shock till I ran and ran and cannot breath. If he had a knives n doing sumthg bad, I might not b able to type this out anymore. Life.. nobody will be responsible and able to take care of u every seconds and minute. Is about ur own safety. So I realized that now. When I reach the station, couldn’t find daddy. and he even got mad at me. I am already tired, so scard and late night walking alone, in those dark creepy road, he still mad at me. When I reached, he knows nothing. Huh… his friends car no battery and need to jump start. Hmn.. I tot of, why… why… and why. Can’t u be more protective and think of me as a girl in the middle of night? Is my fault to rely on u. is my fault to save the few ringgit and follow u go back with friends. is my fault and my greed. Went to kah joon’s hse and go back seremban. Reach home, bath and stayed awake whole night like this. Cannot sleep. And then I watched drama. The next day, fall sick badly. Fever on and off. First time in my life fever for 4 days. I am usually hit by migraine but this time dunnoe y like that. Maybe the weather and the food I ate was bad. I remember I had spicy food for whole week. T.T
After that, I recover when it Wednesday. Had our class as usual. 2 classes and went back home. Hmnn.. did not bring my lappie nor ipod touchie. seriously felt my hostel is like hotel room. Clean and well organized. Went there and just spend a night. The good thing is, all well prepared. Hehe..
Jeudi- is a long long class. After class, we stayed for a while. Mr.Alex has a briefing with us. What!!!! The content of the briefing was outstanding. Now I understand why people go college/ pay so much. Y people say college cert can be bought. Huh… went back sban again. This time, sat lrt with elaino. Took bussie and it was late. Night dream n night dream. Got nothing to do what. Did not want to touch up finish psr. Keep procrastinate. Ishh.. btw, got warning from papa. He said y I always ( 2 times) sleep at daddy’s place. I speechless and got shocked. Aiyak… I tot Is okie. Manatau.. gotcha. I know papa don’t like la. So I don’t dare anymore. Never ever. Shiveriing. Ggagagaga…
Friday- spend at daddy’s place. He promise will treat prosperity burger when I recover from sick. I rejected to eat with mummy and went with him. He did not keep his words and let me eat alone in the dining table. Already felt bad neglecting mummy, den got treated lik tat. Being rejected is so helpless. Whole day mood got spoilt by him. Summore pps cannot load. Cannot watch extravagant challenge while he played games. So, very tired de me went to sleep long long. Woke up and had dinner. He went to yam cha and I did not follow. Foo yee brought fio went. He sure want me to accompany him go. But I reject gao gao. No mood to accompany him. Go home watch my drama better. At least my drama won’t ditch me. They ask weather Sunday wanna go genting celebrate valentine till Monday. Firstly, I am not interested in genting and I’ve plan my valentine. Nyek nyek… reject him again. I may seem bad but it’s just very minor. To him, it’s nothing at all. moreover, Monday got front office test. How to go..? and yea.. I slept at 5am watching drama. There is not even a goodnight call.
Saturday- got call from karyn. Went to her place and we off to tesco and jusco. Bought stuff for orangie’s 21st bufdae, my valentine’s planning and jalan jalan sikit lur. Girls ma. this time, mei kee din join us. Dunnoe what is her plan lerh. Or izzit . . . haizzz… susahnya. Just wanna say sorry. >< after buying around 4pm, we went home. Did a bit of psr, lol… half way doing, karyn is back and we went to pick up the cakie. It was lambo’s shape. Cun-ted. Hahahhas… karyn’s bf bufdae but we have it at si chua hse. And si chua is not at home. All done by us. Start preparing and karyn went to handle orangie. Till den Orangie cannot guest it was his surprise bufdae celebrations. Noob. Hahahs.. later on, he knew and had cakie cutting sessions. Of course, daddy is stuck with his on9 game and came very late. Is like a while before cake cutting. Shall I mind..? of course no. xi guan jiu hao. Lalala~ then orangie got his many many presents… 21 yrs old, 21 bufdae present. All is useful to him. Hahas.. even got his underwear. J after playing, we clean up. really hapi to have such gathering with friends. hapi hapi. We used to see each other everyday for 5yrs. I love you my friends. :”) when I see karyn’s effort, she is 100% good gf. Salute her for planning this bufdae party for 1 months and start preparing presents. As for me, daddy’s 21st bufdae is just a normal cake bufdae celebrations. I remembered that time I was at internship and staying with him. Many many problems also. T.T I did regret for not buying him present. Guilty guilty guilty till d max arrrghhhhhh…. At night, I invited him for koko’s dinner for tomolo. Very randomly I said it’s okie u wanna come or not. Coz he got important event 7pm every day. Thou shall not disturb thee at the very critical moment. I got used to it le. Although will feel sad, but nothing can be done. Why not just leave him alone with the damn game and enjoy myself. whee~ at night, cannot fall asleep o. hmmn.. start blogging lurr… miss out a lot ma. then facetime with ah young ni. So happy. Is like I’ve got new phone and he is my first contact. And I got to see sleepy de maxxxxx… J ah young ni went to gao gao choo also. Later, daddy pulak call. And I shall stop blogging. He called with a very unusual voice. He is crying perhaps. Lol.. at first, my cold blood and heart din really care. Later on, we chat and chat what is the problem. then I blah all out. Is not like I don’t want to tell. Do I have a chance first of all..? it is so difficult to drag u out of game even for 5 mins. Your yi xia xia is not 5- 10 mins. It’s 30 mins to one hour. Wasai… when I am sick, I just need you to care a bit more. That also got problem. game game game. you always make that u r right and I should just follow whatever you said. You make it so tedious for both of us. In the end, I give up. well, u like it so much, there you go. Even when I am unhappy, I won’t disturb u. I din speak to anyone or only mei kee and blog all out. I guess u felt my coldness and got the feeling of things are not alright at all. well, it’s the truth. From 3am talk talk talk till 6am. Imma very sleepy arrrr…
then 10 am Sunday went to pasar with grandma summore. With a swollen and sleepy face. Bought stuff for valentine’s surprise. I was actually in a dilemma weather do I still need to put effort to surprise him on valentine since celebration for festive is just another day to him. Hiazz.. I don’t want to regret. Last year de valentine, we celebrate happily de o. I still hope and wish it do be the same for us every year sweet sweet de. :”). Even if u did not do anythg for me, I will do it for you. beriya-iya do my psr report. Finale done. And then sleep. Keep not enuf sleep. Dinner at restaurant with koko. This time, daddy is more caution on timing and I can see changes in him. Hehe.. happy. :P quickly did slides and sleep. but still somehow awake whole night. sighhs..