Sunday night, have some mini gathering with jean and mei kee. jean is flying this thursday. have a safe flight yo. may u have a wonderful time at tasmie. while mei kee is complicated with petra. i don't see what is the problem between them but they keep on fighting. is a daily routine i guess. hahas.. sunday slept at 1 am trying to finish a book. then woke up at 6am to ride bussie. whole night din really sleep well also. Jean say if wanna have a companion, choose a suitable one. we are already 20 years old. if getting marry at 30, we have only 10 years to know each other, pak toh and blah blah blah...
Lundi- had theory then kitchen class. whole day migraine attack. arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..... y must u come now..? i am trying to read and study. when u're here, i can't even open my mouth. is not painful but suffering. i know i am stress. i am trying to sleep already larh. hmnn.. after class, take bath and straight sleep. cannot even move more. the last time my migraine attack was SPM. that time i am reading sejarah book. suddenly just blackout. after that, i try to sleep more than it should be, avoid caffeine and only eat healthy stuff. maybe it's too long, i start to simply eat stuff, sleep late and here it comes to me. T.T
mardi- woke up still feeling dizzy. not planning to skip class. continue my day like normal. did laundry and cook. start to relax my body. undergo some aroma-therapy with soft musics. hoping it will reduce the pain. read a while and went to bed early. cannot take the risk anymore. i've ask the divisional office for degree intake. either march 25 or august 27. i was planning to start as soon as possible and quickly end my study life. if august, what can i do with 5 months break..? i wanna work. my expectation of salary is 2k. is there any place that can hire me with this salary... i need to pay rent, support own living cost and save money for future use. and if i am working for 5 months, i want go Bangkok. feel like going there shop shop shop. is like wasting my time also. if start march, it's too soon and i'm not ready yet. haicho...y so difficult to choose geh. very the ma fan...
wednesday- today went to class a little different. hoho... i guess people will get shock by the way i dress up. lol... funny reaction i saw. no need be shock or confuse. Just ask urself how well do u noe me that u sure i won't wear like this. my birthday is coming soon. what shall i get for myself lerh..? i've been a good girl, so shall reward myself. hahhas.. a vincci watch.. a charles and keith wallet or some make up tools... these are the 3 things in my head. wanted to do some survey on what's new on those shops at Sunway Pyramid. but plan changed when we need to eat lunch for korean cuisine and walk walk at amcorp mall for book hunting. had fun outing with benji and elaino. yeahh.. at night study a little bit and cooked fried rice. kinda success gua. hahaas.. thank god no symptoms of migraine. will continue to avoid caffeine, spicy and chemical food. imma a happy girl now. hehe.. hmn.. when i see a girl scold others
thursday- is a whole day class. got myself long long hours to sleep. hehe.. coz i am afraid migraine come back anytime. danger zone. 8am started french class. then mr.gopi beverage studies ended early. we went to enquire for degree stuff. huh... scholarship still got. then ptptn. when i see miscellaneous fees increased Rm700-1k, my mind already thinking whr to find $$$ to cover up. luckilly ptptn can borrow more. shud i borrow 13k or 16k per annum..? is either i pay back 42k or 48k for my 4 years study.i'm like what... my living cost is far more cheaper than my course fees. if i am joining the earliest intake, i need to start apply, fill up forms already. all depends on my final examination timetable. shud be going to earliest intake if possible. i dun wan to wait and waste my time already. my oil painting class and becoming starbuck barista will need to differ liao. :( benji's bufdae is coming soon. so he got the wong kok free milk tea. errica is kinda quiet that day. i was thinking was it bcoz we ffk her yday so she got mad. anyway, someone who disgrace girls shall not need my concern much. i was still thinking is this pei wen and pei wern that i know has the same characteristics..? lol.. i won't get shock if there are the same. i believe people who their name sama sama will have similar characteristics de. revision class ended early too. went to library to borrow some books. need to research more on my psr and some inspirational books to fill my soul+mind hunger. then went to mr.gopi revision class. i am staying at sunway this weekend so there is no need to rush. hmnnnn... i think mr.gopi is sien gua. he have the class like we very free like that. chit chat and also mamak. after mamak followed zhen han come home. huh.. damn tired. and dunnoe y my cheeks red red de. perhaps body temperature too hot already. after 10pm, i'm like in oioi mode ald. ZZZZzzzz...
friday- in a choice to go or not to go pyramid with ah ling. thinking that nthg to buy, lazy to go out and let her pak toh with zh, i dun wanna go liao. stayed at home. woke up naturally and start chasing drama. luckilly line still boleh tahan. watched feast for god, extravagence challenge and moon embracing the sun. at night, i read the monk who sold his ferrari. now just half way. will tell u the whole story after finish the bookie.it's somehow similar to the power of secret. but in a story teller and audience style. :) it was really good to have some me-time.
saturday- hmnn.. had a nightmare of i dunnoe how to write an essay. so, should i start revision on english now. lol.. still procrastinating. not even serious in my studies. kinda miss papa+mama liao. bf..? of course. but he is busy with orientation with juniors. when one person staying in this room, it'll be a little empty. when with miche miche.. it will be sempit. so sien... @#$%%^&&*(( wasted whole day like that. read and take a nap. thou, it's boring (din watch drama scared cnt stop), i am relaxed. there is no need for rush or not enuf sleep. :) btw, our group kena curse i think. after ivan, peter, sakit, then zhen han, elaine pulak turn. hmnn.. at night, when i am lonely, suddenly phone rang. tot daddy will go to bed straight away coz he is very very the tired, but no. we chat for quite some time. imma touched. he is describing about imu girls. each time orientation, it's a chance to stalk new batch of girls and he will start flirtationship. hahahs.. his eyes memang got problem. those girls he say pretty, i doesn't even need to look at. coz they are not. T.T somehow my taste in girls are better. ahhahas.. and i wonder, his eyes got problem, them i'm not pretty also lor.. huhu.. >< he propose that to straighten my longevity hair. he say he likes to see straight hair girls. hmmnn.. since born, i did nothing with my hair other than trimming. can be consider. dunnoe how i'll look when it's straight. gaggaa.. papa leh. after that, play a while and read notes.
he is improving liao... +U+U
one night, straight in front of me:
finding a partner is for companion, when i have things to do, friend to entertain me, i don't need you and hope that you don't bother me.
it's true when i am lonely, i'll want you to accompany me
it's a phrase that hurt me the most among all
sunday- i plan to go pasar pagi today. but slept at 4am. how to wakie up at 7am lerh. @.@ ate koko crunch, made sushi rice. condiment will be seaweed, mayo tuna and octopus floss. turn out to be yummy. tonight will make seaweed soup with sushi rice. today is a nihon day. ^^ hehe.. hooray.. tomolo class start le. not bad actually to stayback here. is just need to prepare food by myself whereas at home, i juz need to order and ding~ it appear. hahas.. after this need to finish up human resource notes.. 9 chapters.. huhu.. gg.com. gambateh lor... faster finish study, faster emigrate. and u can continue ur lynas. malaysia can be save de mie..? lol..