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Parasite
What do you do when you have toxic family members..?
What can you do when you have toxic family members..?
Do you run away from them or do you keep them with you..?
Do you keep a safe distance so that they could never poison you
and peep on them once in awhile..?
Is there any right choice or any choice would be bad because
they are your family members..?
I am still now finding for an answer.
cha ching
Hello… recently I just found out that a few people around me not doing
so well.
Am I really living in my fantasy dreamy land..?
Is it the reality I am facing is not so realistic..?
They: are few people who struggle because of $.
Some people, spend more than they earn. Mostly because of this reason,
they face a lot of difficulties.
Some people, not even have enough to spend for necessity. They are
working very hard to achieve peaceful days.
Is it not applicable to spend wisely and earn accordingly..?
What I mean is, don’t be greedy. Those luxury, wants and branded
unnecessary stuff are not that important actually. Just earn, enough for
continuous saving and make a living.
We doesn’t need to live like those high class people do we..?
Sometimes, the lesser material you possess, you got nothing much to
lose.
I’ve tried both living condition.
A- Having plenty money
and spend like a boss getting, eating, enjoying entertainment
B- Having a few penny in
my purse and only can have this few choices of food, no or less buying and all
time free entertainment.
Seriously, I feel stressed up when I live in A. I feel
wasted. All those money spend on A can actually do a lot other things. Such as
making fake tooth for daddy, buy new sofa set, give my parents for them to buy
good food. I want to be filial. I don’t mine using little on myself and give.
For me, money is just a digit. A barter system. Money is used to trade with
something I want myself or for others. Other than that, it got no other usage.
C- A bunch of friends
that encourage me to use money like water and are actually using money earned
by their parents. Their spending power are same or even higher than those
working personnel.
D- A bunch of friends that truly understand
friendship and spend minimum amount. They are all independent and are mature to
know what they are using, having and spending now are all prepared by their
parents. Their authority is still limited. With wise thinking in spending their
time in appropriate activities and gaining the priority in life such as
education and basic necessity by themselves without burdening their parents.
So, I do mix around. Whenever I am at both situation, I am happy.
Because I got to hang out with friends. Is just that the happiness from C is
more expensive. And I’m more comfortable to hang out with D.
Can money represent love..? I’ve encountered uncles giving cheque during
Chinese New Year. Does that mean giving me RM2 aunties doesn’t love as much as
giving a cheque uncle..?
Can money represent wisdom..?
Can money represent filial..?
Can money represent time..?
Can money….
Money indeed can do a lot of thing and ease our days. But how many are
actually being eased by it..?
Money is a very clever calculations. It needs your sacrifice before you
can get it and once you get it, it will run away very quickly from you. The
time you spend is always longer than the time money stay with you. Cruel right.
So, be smart in making the decision weather is the amount of money worth your
amount of sacrifice while earning them.
I am very simple, I plan to live my live free from money burden. If I’ve
got this much, I only spend this much. I earn according to what I want. The
more I want, the more hardworking I am. Most of the time, I choose not to trade
my time in exchange with money. Later, I do not desire for anything that need
lots of money to achieve with (other than property la. Coz it can help me money
grow money without me working ma). I believe in simplicity and peace. Because
most of the thing I want, just need very very very little amount of money to
achieve.
I want 3 meals and 1 teatime a day
I want normal 8 hours working hour, 8 hours of sleep, and 8 hours of fun
time
I want spend time with family and friends
I want a safe and clean house to stay
I want my parents to live peacefully
I want travel to another country yearly
I want my vicinity furnished with basic necessity
I want to have the best in living which aren’t luxury
I just want a peaceful life without $$$ struggle
Memory
Do you remember that
we’re in love like any other couple..?
If there is a
chance, I wish to hold hands stroll by the beach overlooking the sunset with
you,
If there is a
chance, I wish to go picnic with you,
If there is a
chance, I wish to read a book while enjoying hot choco in a quiet corner of a
coffee shop with you,
If there is a
chance, I wish to go on a short inbound vacation with you,
If there is a
chance, I wish to dine in a fine dining restaurant with you,
If there is a
chance, I wish to watch a movie in a cinema without past memories with you,
If there is a
chance, I wish to go jogging around the neighborhood with you,
If there is a
chance, I wish to bake a cake with you,
If there is a
chance, I wish to window shopping in a mall with you,
If there is a
chance, I wish to play a game of Dota with you,
If there is a
chance, I wish to iron your formal clothes,
If there is a
chance, I wish to help you memorize your notes,
If there is a
chance, I wish to pack bento for you,
If there is a
chance, I wish to surprise you with little gift,
If there is a
chance, I wish to cook for you,
If there is a
chance, I wish to cut some fruits for you,
If there is a
chance, I wish to hear goodnight stories from you,
If there is a
chance, I wish for kiss goodnight from you,
If there is a chance, I wish you'll be dedicated for me,
If there is a chance, I wish you'll be gentle to me,
If there is a chance, I wish you'll be dedicated for me,
If there is a chance, I wish you'll be gentle to me,
If there is a
chance, I wish to forget hurtful words from you,
If there is a
chance, I wish to be gentle all time for you,
If there is a
chance, I wish to listen to the inner you,
If there is a
chance, I wish to be honest with you,
If there is a
chance, I wish to be happy all the time with you,
If there is a
chance, I wish to tell you how special you are,
If there is a
chance, I wish to show you, how much I love you,
If there is a
chance. . .
Sometimes, the pain
from the scars appears. It had been 2 years yet I've never mentioned anything.
Because I thought I am living in a blissful world. However, reality and fantasy
is just border of a thin piece of line. I who am living in fantasy all the time
had been awaken by your realistic+ logical+ rational words. Yeah.. The phrases
you told me are very very true. In this world, a person can keep on living even
without one another. I agreed human can do it for the sake of survival. When
you told me this phrase, that you are able to do it, what shall I percept..? What
would the message that you would want to send..? Did I get you wrong that one
fine day, without me, you’ll be alright .? I believe you can do so. And I
believe I can do it too.
Betrayal… In the
dramas I watched, betrayal in a relationship is when they are on a same bed
with different partner while having one consistent one. Now that I notice,
betrayal not only happens physically but also mentally. One day, I wish you’ll
understand. Jealousy..? Freaking jealous larh. Okayyy…
Soul mate is there
when friends is absent. Agree or no..?
Is money a factor in
relationship..? hell yesssss…. Everywhere we go, whatever we do, there will be
involvement of money. Shall we stop then..? Should we give up…? Is it really
difficult not to use a penny to improve a relationship..?
Does pouring me a cup of water need money?
Does pulling blanket for me need money?
Does carrying heavy stuff for me need money?
Does helping me download dramas need money?
Does watching a streamed movie at home need money?
Does entertaining me need money?
Does making me smile once day need money?
Does keeping your promise with me need money?
Does everything you do to me need money?
Does spending time with me need money..? oh.. sorry that
I interrupted your time. I understand that time is golden for you. And your
precious time is meant for you only. If I were to use it, it’s like a death
note.
Am I that materialistic
that if you don’t spend a penny I’ll never happy?
Is what I am asking
for very irrational..?
Spending time with
me during special occasion thou we are not having big feast but just some
special moments together need money?
I and you understand
what kind of situation we are facing currently. I, who are much more financial
unstable able to keep on going n be easy about it, did not hope much from you.
Is just little things. Little things can make a difference.
Faking a smile, wearing
a mask is what you thought me when I don’t know anything about it. It’s hard
for starting. When I get used to it, like how u get use to me getting on my
nerves when you’re ignorant, it’ll be a piece of cake.
Remember that I am a girl. I’ll get sad, get
PMS, get jealous, get shy, get crazy, get suspicious, get neglected. I believe
in you, I can get through all these. I did my very very best that I could. Each
time, I am barely hanging there hoping you would come and save me. And the hope
is keep decreasing in time. How long more can I hold on to..? Each time my
limit being tested, I can only pray. Make myself be busy doing other things.
Keep thinking about other things to avoid it. And finally when the nights hit,
my pillow case got wet and I know I'm not alright at all. Crying whole night,
getting migraine the next day, pretending everything is alright. Not because I
want to avoid. Is it is the same problem occurring each time. We had talk about
it. No changes. I can’t and won’t blame you. I can only cry by myself and keep
my feeling to myself. Just how much effort are you willing to put in for me to
feel loved..?
nevertheless, after all these hassle, I told myself, there is nothing I can expect from you. are you that reliable that I can fully rely on you..? think about how good you are before pointing finger on me. Coz u'll never understand how much i tried. neither i understand how much u did to protect our relationship. I'll let you be whoever you want. it's too painstaking. whenever I cry, does it necessary to tears for someone who does not even put me at priority. let it be let it be is the only thing i tell myself~
They say, women is the reflection of their men
to be positive, I am this strong in front of everyone is because i received much support and love from you.
to be negative, I am this strong in front of everyone is because of those hardship you gave me that trained me so well from being more than a girlfriend.
and you may ask, y ain't i giving up..?
All i remember is there was once, a boy whom i like very much, asked me to be by his side~
They say, women is the reflection of their men
to be positive, I am this strong in front of everyone is because i received much support and love from you.
to be negative, I am this strong in front of everyone is because of those hardship you gave me that trained me so well from being more than a girlfriend.
and you may ask, y ain't i giving up..?
All i remember is there was once, a boy whom i like very much, asked me to be by his side~
Thought of the T-Day
When we share our stories from both side, on my side will be, you know, today there is this guest that complaint we did not top up ice/warm water regularly, plates were cleared before even asking, food delay 30mins, no last order and drop the bill, no service for the table and have to waive hand to seek for attention. Guest were disappointed.
While from his side, you know, today there is this mother, 30mins ago is still alive, and due to some complications, 30mins later she was gone and surgeon have to operate instantly on her to save the baby out.
I am like, both also service yet so big differences. On one hand, we are talking about hospitality service while on another side it's life and death.
Because of this, i do ponder is it really necessary for that particular person to pin-point a person mistake and complaint. After all, we are just human. The next time when your ice/warm water wasn't top up fast enough, and it is not life threatening matter for you to complaint, just let it go.
When you're disappointed, you can opt for complaint.
When God is disappointed, you may rest in peace.
Dinner at Johor Bahru
Out of sudden, my schedule are changed. Then, dinner is located at JB. Currently i am staying+ working at SG. Hence, travelling to JB is somehow far yet a little near. But this is a precious chance. Not everytime something like this can happen. Therefore, i just go with the flow. Other than the custom from taking direct bus Seremban-> Sg or vice versa, i've never really drop by the custom to see what's there. Yes, i am very kampung. With this chance, i get to explore a bit and be adventurous. Coz i am going to take a bus directly from my workplace to City Square they called it. Most people who works and travel daily to Sg from JB must be very familiar. This is my first time. My friend send this to me. Haha.. Picture speak thousands of words. This is a reminder to myself next time how to get there. I saw few shops that sell what i like and got good food. So, i may be back again. Hehe..
En. Like this i reached my desination. I did randomly drop by some shops before meeting them. So mischievous of me. Haha..
Tadah... Dinner is served. We had Japanese BBQ buffet. The shop name is Tanma. The rest you can google about that shop by your own. The food is nice. Ambience also okay. Super likey their ventilation system. This is because after the entire of bbq session, my hair, my clothes my perfume smell is still there. No pungent smoky and oily food smell. 👍🏻 good job. Sometimes after you eat at fast food restaurant, you smell like some fries or burger-like smell when you walk ou.t.
We are superb full. It's quite pricey yet the quality is there. Hence the meal is reasonable.
Is time to sleep. Goodnight. I am thankful for each time, i get to have good time+ eat nice food, meet nice people in my life. I am even more thankful to be able to meet you guys in my life. We are blessed to be able to share a meal together.
Thank you for having me~ ☺️
24 x 1st of March
Crazy hubby boy that stayed up to 12 midnight on leap year which is 29.2.2016 to countdown for my birthday. We are far away from each other. Hence, every seconds count for us. He is so damn tired yet try to stay awake from 11.30pm onwards and patiently wait for me to reach home+ bath and chat with me. He is the first to wish me despite knowing he have to reach work at 6am the next day. I've forgot how long ago he had been this sweet. I mean he is always sweet nowadays (credits to stay far far away from him) unlike when we were much younger. There is no pressie, no birthday cake, no fancy dinner and he manage to touched me till i teared. Isn't this pure love? 💖
I work on my actual birthdate and served guests who celebrate birthday too. I am happy that i am able to make them happy on my special day. My colleagues asked why didn't i take off and celebrate. I don't know when it started that i don't really give a damn on special occasions. I don't really care about which festive dates and just work. Perhaps i have been working in hospitality industry and had been trained. Immuned... Not really that i have to celebrate only on that day. I treat myself very well. I buy gifts for myself, eat whatever i want and go wherever i want. I don't only do that on festive dates. Another reason is, i've got no one to celebrate with. I've got nothing to do at home. So my guests and colleagues became victims to accompany me. Lol~
My small little wish granted on my birthday. I craved and got to eat yummy Maggie curry during closing. The best part is, i don't need to cook it myself. Hehe... I am so lazy to the point where i don't want to use 3 mins to cook maggie. Thank you la... Also, thanks for a suddenly surprise cake and drink with me after closing. This is how i end my birthdate with the mindset of just want to live a humble+ normal life. 感恩 😊
Appreciation
Today, I am grateful.
Grateful sincerely and genuinely for I have all kind and good soul by my side.
I’m happy all family members and friends are healthy and could bring joy to me.
I am grateful for all I have and I can do. I am so happy and grateful that I
could tear. I’ve never been so blessed in my life. What else could I ask for
I’ve got everything by my side? I’ve got hubby boy, my family members, his
family members, my friends who care for me. I am safe, healthy, living and
eating well. All I wish for is people around me could also share my happiness
in life. I am so thankful for each kind soul I’ve met. I am indeed lucky. Life
have been so much better. I am so glad everything happen. And whatever going to
happen I am grateful too. This is because I have faith. I have faith that
everything is going smoothly. My Mighty and truly one is protecting me and
ensuring I am achieving those that I want. Indeed he is giving me extra for
whatever I am asking for. I am thankful. Thank you.
After one year of working in highly reputable establishment, I learnt how to appreciate and be grateful towards all my ups and down in life. Little little small small thing that seem so common yet I felt special. i also appreciate disaster that happened to me. Because of that, all I ever want is just a simply life. Work, and then return from work, spend some time on things I like to do, get enough rest and kick start the next day fresh. Have some time during day off for grocery shopping or check out the happening in the nearest mall. During my holiday, I want to return to my hometown, visit my family members, treat them meals, contact my bestie and ride on a motorcycle rounding familiar places. I just want this lifestyle. But people around me said I can go further, I can do more, I can this and that, yes, I agree you can do a lot in life. Life is full of choices. Some choose to live quietly while some want to live glamorously. I myself are unsure what kind of life I want. A little blurred despite I got hint of what I like and dislike. I can when i have the will, and not i will when i can.
After one year of working in highly reputable establishment, I learnt how to appreciate and be grateful towards all my ups and down in life. Little little small small thing that seem so common yet I felt special. i also appreciate disaster that happened to me. Because of that, all I ever want is just a simply life. Work, and then return from work, spend some time on things I like to do, get enough rest and kick start the next day fresh. Have some time during day off for grocery shopping or check out the happening in the nearest mall. During my holiday, I want to return to my hometown, visit my family members, treat them meals, contact my bestie and ride on a motorcycle rounding familiar places. I just want this lifestyle. But people around me said I can go further, I can do more, I can this and that, yes, I agree you can do a lot in life. Life is full of choices. Some choose to live quietly while some want to live glamorously. I myself are unsure what kind of life I want. A little blurred despite I got hint of what I like and dislike. I can when i have the will, and not i will when i can.
Do you know that, getting to live under the same roof
with your family members is a blessing? Do you know that going home each day
after work where there is someone waiting for you/ there is actually your
family members at home and you know the fact they are already asleep is a
bliss. Do you know that being able to share food on the same dining table with
family members are the most most most valuable experience in life? How many of
us actually dine with our family members for each and every meals daily? Doesn’t
matter if you’re eating bread, oats drinking only milo or luxurious dim sum/ Antipodean
big breakfast. For me, if we were to measure wealth by counting the number of
meals we dine with our family, friends or acquaintance, I wonder how rich we
will be.
When I am alone, I notice a lot of things that I missed
out. I missed my daily breakfast (which is very very very important!), I missed
time to say good morning to my parents and brothers, I missed burning joystick
to my late grandmother or morning prayers at home, I missed getting 8 hours of
sleep, I missed gathering with friends, I visiting places where I could spend
some alone time, I missed dressing up prettily. I just have no chance/ time to
do so.
We, as foodservice crew, do not get what we do to
others. We serve others with whole-heartedly, maybe not everyone and maybe not
at all times (because we do have time we are tired), 99.99% we do not get this
treatment when we are the one paying. Sometimes, if we’re lucky, we get to be
treated equally to what we give out, most of the time, we are only giving. I
sold mooncake for the past 2.5 months. I do not have the opportunity to taste
mooncake from other places other than my workplace. I celebrated CNY at my
workplace, which means, others are enjoying being served by me. I take
reservations for Ramadan break fasting, I did not went other places to try
breakfasting. See, there is a lot of things happening in life. You see in one
perspective, there may be over thousand others way to look into a matter.
In my previous workplace, my direct superior often
advise don’t take things for granted. Yea.. I agree we must prepare everything
without fail. And I wonder, don’t take things for granted or don’t take people
for granted. Which one leave a stronger impact? I am being totally exploit, yet
I say no single word regarding this fact. Me making mistake and wrongdoing got scolded
for taking things lightly despite I have try my level best. On one side keep
wanting more and more. One my side, I kept on giving, giving until I know
nothing but pain physically, I kept giving until I felt exhausted pathetically.
In my heart, there is a voice that this gotta stop. I can’t keep it up anymore.
Rather than having unhealthy imbalance work life relationship, I choose to end
it. Coz I know there won’t be an ending with my work attitude. I will keep on
giving all that I have. Hence, the decision have been made. Despite the
decision, I still stay additional one month to finish what have started. This is
me, I can’t leave half way. In the end of the day, I asked myself y? why should
I work so hard to climb up the corporate ladder to be recognize and why should I
sacrifice so much? Do I not get enough salary? Do I not have three meals a day
and additional money for to buy the things I want? Do I need to torture myself
in exchange for so called position in my industry? Even if I get position, am I
happy? Each day past without happiness is wasted. I set my dreams and goals
which I prioritize my happiness as well. Don’t you forget time is ticking real
fast. In the end of the day, when you realize you have all the material, you
lost something called home when you bought a house, you lost something call
time, when you manage to buy Rolex watch which you can no longer use that Rolex
to twist back the time to meet with your siblings and friends.
I can’t convince myself to work in a fast pace reputable
company anymore. The process is tiring enough. Rather, I would like to
use my own method to be successful in life. The life that I consider
successful. I may disappoint my parents for not able to work in a well known company and be someone famous, but
as long as I am healthy and happy, my parents will still be proud of who I am. And
it hit me badly when I am chasing for my dream, my parents are left behind
aging. Growth is something painful, yet every one of us have to undergo. I wonder
how my parents dealt with their growth that groom me to who I am today.
To end today post, appreciate everything that you have
now. They may be gone the next second. Healthy body, healthy teeth to chew,
healthy skin, healthy mind, healthy hair, healthy bones, healthy nerves,
ability to breathe, see, touch, feel, ability to think and remember, ability to
walk to places you want to go and most important is ability to be happy with little things in life! Remember to be contented always. Take life for granted and you shall pay for it. 知足+感恩!
i love you, mama
Today I faced another critical
moment. And I teared. Not the first time I seen this situation. Is just that I
avoid it for the first time. I don’t dare to face it. I do not have the
courage. I admit I am at fault too. I admit I am one of the culprit. In all any
other scenario, I am brave enough to speak up. I don’t care. I am myself.
However, in this situation, it’s different. I can’t possibly let it slide. Once
is a very wrong mistake. I should not be doing it this way. I am scared. And
heartbroken at the same time. Can’t utter a word. Can’t show. Can’t even ask. I
guess people around me can only give sympathy and also encourage. The real
action need me to fight and hold it also. Nobody can replace my position. I am
the one and only one who can solve this secrecy. It’s a place where no others
can reach. I am so sad that I tear right in front of strangers. I am not
someone who tear easily.
I remembered the first week when I enrolled, I cried
like this too. And this person is highly related. Due to financial crisis, I
had a big blown in my life. Ever since then, I started to resent. I resent how
come this need to happen on me. Why can’t I be like any other girls in my university?
I was naive, I was a kiddo. You couldn't expect much from me. I am just a young
girl. So, like any other teenagers or young adults, I swift the blame on
someone. Someone who is dearest to me. Someone who I don’t even need to look at
the face but would still receive the huge quantity of care. So, I acted
ridiculous terrible. In the eye of everyone, if they know the way I behave,
they would curse me. They would save her from me and my family members. All my
other family members are treating her terribly too. I gotta say, she is old.
She is incapable to handle such a huge burden. She had done a lot, a lot, infinity
for us and especially for me. There is nothing she owe me or us. She doesn't need to receive this kind of treatment from us. She could easily run away. I am
putting myself in her shoes. If I were to be her, I would had kept myself away
and cut off all ties. No one should treat her like that especially each and
every one of us. We are all indebted to her. I felt the guilt. I don’t have bad
intention. I am a terrible child I must say. I success in all other subjects
but failed to be a filial child. In Chinese, not filial child should not be
granted success, and blessing from parents. I just felt that, no matter how I
treat her, I will still receive her blessing. So, where is the problem..? The
problem only arise when I see all her doings are problem. If I treat all her
right and wrong doings as a common act, it would all be perfect. There are no
dangerous harm she brought us. She is trying to make a living in that tiny hole
we left her with. She barely can even breathe.
It’s all my fault. All my fault
to put the blame. All my fault to push my responsibilities. I forgot that, each
and every family situation is different. Even mine is not a smooth sail, it was
not the worse. If my mentality is not strong enough, I could easily be one of
her nightmare which is not supposed to be. I should be her wings. I still
remember, when I was young, my teacher would tell me stories about the young
adults sending their parents to old folks home. And I do question, why should
you send someone so precious to you away from home? Aren't they part of your
family members? For whatever reason, one should not abandon those that cherish
them.
When my siblings and I were young, we did many wrong things. Each is worse
than what she had done. However, we did not get punish or abandon somewhere
else. We were not send to see a doctor or specialist. We are all being brought
up by love and delicate care especially me. Therefore, if there is anyone going
against her, I should be her shield, her weapon, her lifeline that give her
strength to continue. Not the other way round, just because she is getting
annoying I would cast her away. I remembered. I remembered how much love she
gave me, teach me to be independent, being supportive, being kind and good. She
does not count her hard work. All she does was non-stop sacrificing. Now, she
is old, she barely have the energy. She can’t take it anymore. And people
around her take her for granted. I know she is stubborn. I know she has her own
character. I know her very well just like how well she know about me. She can
afford to lose parts of the memories but she would remember that I love to eat
fried chicken. She would use her off day just to wait for my call saying I want
her to pick me up from train station to go home. She could wait all day long. As
for me, I would cruelly say, no and cut off the line.
There is a lot of
moments I missed with her. There is a lot of things I am not yet done with her.
There is a lot of promises I have not fulfil. Now is the time. It is the wakeup
call for me. Now is the time for me to pamper, love, care and bring her back to
life. Without her, there is definitely no me, I swear! The hard work I did, she
gave 99% of effort too, sending me to late night tuition classes, running here
and there, fetching me here and there, can only eat what I choose to eat.
Because of her kind deed, this soul of mine is touched. For what she had done,
right or wrong, I am accepting it. And I am going to even love her more. I am
going to bring her for outing, read her news, watch movie together, and date
with her, privately just us. I am going to hold her hand when we sleep at
night. I am going to stick with her when it is possible.
I’m sorry for every
loud, fierce voice.
I’m sorry for misbehave.
I’m sorry for every
missing in action during your important dates
I’m sorry for every day
not calling mom.
I’m really sorry. Please
forgive me.
Losing myself for that
few years back then is way too much already. I would appreciate every moment
when she is still around. All I want is to be a filial girl repaying all my
debts to her freeing her soul so that she can be healthy, happy and back to
herself again. Mama, is the one and only one that I want give all of me.
When I question myself
why does I have to face obstacle that doesn't even fit my age,
I found an answer of,
there is no age limit in obstacle faced. This is the second time. I always face
obstacles that people 10 years older than me only will face. How can’t I be
mature in all these situation?
My mom also faced a
terrible disaster of having 3 bad ass which she could have better ones. Instead
of running away, she had did her very best in bringing up all 3 of us. If she
can, why I can’t when it’s only one of her!
I am still lucky. Lucky
that this wake up call hit be to the bottom of my heart and brace myself to love
her towards the end of her life. There may be no one from our side to protect
her. I believe, with my own ability and me alone, she would be happy. At
least, I am there for here anytime, anywhere.
My achievement and success is her biggest happiness.
Thank you, ma~!
My Valentine 2014
Valentine is around the corner. :(
Hubby boy is far far away
I don't think we can celebrate again this year
Can only wish each other
Well, Valentine doesn't need to be really on 14.2 every year
As long as he is by my side, we can have it everyday
(this is the ideal thinking)
In reality, just which girl on earth doesn't want to celebrate Valentine's Day
So, I did not do a Christmas post last year
We did some crazy stuff
pre-testing on our hair ornaments
And in these pictures, I found LOVE
I'm really glad I took pictures during that time
When I look again, i'm so happy
Coz, it was really really very fun and funny
No double eyelid, no make up, no filter and edit
Just me+him=LOVE
He bought this to surprise me
Does he look like sea dragon..?
"Hai Loong Wang"
Hubby, faster come back la............
Bear bear men waiting for dadda o~
For each day you're late,
imma gonna ask for chocolate! hiak hiak~
Sweet Talk, Romancing the Air
Yea... I’ve been dilemma-ing between Note 3 and Iphone 5s. I guess the influence of Apple is way too great. When people holding that phone weather you are which level of the society, people look up at you although your knowledge/ IQ are not really up to that standard. On the other hand, Note 3 by Samsung is a strong smartphone. Meanwhile, HTC 1 is another new era. Huh.. Smartphone they are having world war 3 between themselves. For me, it’s very simple, as long as I can stay connected with my family members, hubby boy and friends then I am satisfied. Since, I started blogging, I require good quality camera also. So that everyone can view pictures instead of reading. Now I not yet own a proper camera. For gadgets and technology, I admit I’m kind of slow. I don’t keep up to date nor make them my priority in purchasing. I prefer old style. However human must move on. Innovation helps human. You can name all the disadvantages about technology but I believe advantages win. Just like there are always more solutions than problems.
For me, the worse could happen; the most significant
reason not wanting to change is because of memories. My current Sony Ericson
K750i served me for the past 6 years plus. That happiness I enjoyed from its
benefit, those tears fell on this phone, those happy news I received, all my
sw33t messages from hubby boy and all those old days pillow talk, lullaby and
sweet words when he is courting me. Haha.. How could I not thank my current
phone that goes through 6 years ups and down with me. Sooth me with music,
cheer me with pictures, entertain me from FM songs, wake me up every day when
mom is not by my side. Last but not least, my old messages with hubby boy when
we just started our relationship as early as December 2006; which is like 7
years till now. Yes, I am someone who re-read old messages and smile like crazy.
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| Gadgets we used through out these time. Mine was only 3100 which got stole. The 2nd phone is K750i and now Iphone 5s. Hubby boy de is from Nokia => Samsung RM70 => Samsung RM500 => Note 3. |
My phone
has been all healthy. The only fault that he no longer can serve me is
technology change. With current camera, trend of communication, and etc, my
phone can’t cope with it. Just like how the society abandons the incapable
older generation. They were once the warrior of those golden years too.
My post
seems very emotional. For you, who think it is just a damn hand phone gadget,
you simply don’t understand the moment we share together. It’s true that I very
“sayang” my belongings. I take good care of my stuffs and appreciated that they
are mine. Thank you so much my black Sony Ericson k750i hand phone for making
me connected with family and friends and most importantly, guarded my
relationship with hubby boy for so long yet so efficient. Did I just mention that
communication is very important in relationship? So, be wise in choosing your
hand phone for they may affect your communication reach-ability. Now, you may
rest in peace.
We hereby, welcome the new gadget, new trend of communication and new style for me and hubby boy to dedicated our love to each other every night through a Samsung Note 3 for him and Iphone 5s for her. May our love strengthen with a new era of telecommunication.
We had a lot of thoughts when either one of wanted a change. He like talked about this topic for few years back. That time, smartphone is not that really in a need. So, I just listen only lor. No intention to change anything also. Really NO. When we both agreed to change together, we aimed to buy around the same time and changed to data plan also. We even talked about which carrier should we choose. Maxis or Umobile.
The major problem is me actually. He already confirmed Note 3 since it was launched or even before. It's just me. You know. Girl problem. Difficulty in choosing and those dilemma mood. Fine. I've chosen. So, he ordered his new gadgets at Sen Heng. After work, he picked me up and went to collect his phone. I was like, you got yours already then where is mine..? I also want mine NOW NOW NOW. While waiting for his business to settle, I called my 2nd brother who run a telecommunication shop at Terminal 1.
Me: I want Iphone 5s Gold 16GB. Got stock liao ma..? (I've been annoying him for past 1 month. Back then, I knew this phone are very scare and I've got final. I command him to give me once stock arrive).
He said, "Are you going home tonight..? I can bring it back home for you."
Me: No. I want now. Can I go take from your shop..? Teehee..
He: Okay... Come now.
At 2nd brother shop. Once i reached, the phone is there already. Kor Kor helped me with the sticker thingy and casing. All touched up ready to use. Kor Kor said, a tiny small girl like you carry such an expensive and in high demand hand phone be careful lorh. Don't use it when you're walking. *So touched*. And and, I did not go through the hassle of ordering, waiting and this and that from Apple Store. Gold lack of stock I heard. I got it when I want it. So cool. Of course the advantages of getting new gadgets from your brother is, you pay A LOT lesser than market price. Being subsidized. Oh lala~ Oh lele~
This first selca with new phone.
Pardon me for the unshaped eyebrow. HDR camera... Everything also show out liao...
Test test... Testing 1,2,4
Did not download any apps yet. So no filter. Felt naked >.<
The last word that my 2nd brother told me was, go home today. Because it's been quite some time i stayed at hubby boy house. Since that day is Winter Solstice Festival, hubby boy felt guilty for kidnapping his future-father-in-law's precious daughter. So, he went to my house with me for a little while.
Felt lovey-dovey with every family members around.
Hubby boy of course played with his new gadgets. While I played with doodler Eason.
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| I think this little fella is super duper kawaii... hehe.. |